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Re: Screaming thread.
I’d be suicidal even if I were all you had. Don’t ask me to stay for you. Don’t ask me to stay just because she died. That’s not fair. That’s not how this works.
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Re: Screaming thread.
My life is missing something, but I'm afraid adding anymore to it will make me even more of a burden to you. And you wanted me to get another job yet complain and have to juggle shit around just to get me to the one I have!
This shit right here is why I ignore you. You need to stop taking things so personally (which I know is hard because I used to do it) and learn to let things go! |
Re: Screaming thread.
Anxiety has been so crappy lately. I'll be okay because I always am but everything feels so crappy right now.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm disgusting and everybody knows it
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Re: Screaming thread.
I am SOOOO sad. Not sure why. I do know that my appointment is coming up on Monday so I could talk to him about it.
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Re: Screaming thread.
It’s painful for me to sit or lean on anything that’s not soft because my bones are sticking out. But I can’t complain because I brought this upon myself.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Yuuup play the pity party because I told you to leave me alone because you’re smothering me. I’m horrible and you’re just fine.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Please don't leave me...not yet.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I asked you over and over and you keep ignoring me. It's really fucking annoying. I'll only ask one more time
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my RHR is too low. my blood pressure is too low. my vitals are all out of whack and I’m terrified but I’m still not skinny. I’m not even thin. I don’t have an eating disorder.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Awesome. I am a failure.
I know they probably were considering me for the position... but I didn't get it ... so that consideration doesn't matter. I have another interview coming up so I'll just have to be sure to tailor the questions to the position...but IDK. I feel defeated. I am going to end up homeless. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Hormones are evil. I just hope I feel better so I can get enough sleep.
Working weekends has made me hate people and lose all faith in humanity. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I hope this month is better than last. I doubt it to be honest
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why the fuck does it feel like people are against me at my work? I feel terrible as fuck right now yet im still working. I definitely hate people and being around them right now. I just want to be alone right now...4 more hours to go :(
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Re: Screaming thread.
I feel useless at the moment because I\'m just so tired. It\'s also hard trying to carrying on as normal when there is upheaval :glare:
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Re: Screaming thread.
My head has been hurting since 2am. I was able to get a some relief through sleep but it\'s back. More medication but I doubt it will work.
My plans are ruined |
Re: Screaming thread.
One more shift, but its a Sunday shift. But pizza and 2 days off when its over
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Re: Screaming thread.
I feel so broken.
NOTHING is appealing to me. I have been reading a fair bit but the books bore me and I find myself skimming a fair bit. Maybe I\'ll go watch a show. I have been wanting to watch the Handmaid\'s tale. The concept of trying to watch tv doesn\'t appeal to me either |
Re: Screaming thread.
I love waking up to you screaming and cussing. It’s the best. Really.
I feel for how unhappy you must be to act like this all the time. You’ll never learn. You don’t even care to. |
Re: Screaming thread.
It\'s hard.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Applications are still going to make me anxious, but I probably won\'t even hear from them, it\'s more part-time, and I feel like transitioning into a second field gives me a better chance when I\'m ready to get out of retail. I don\'t know if you realize that I don\'t plan on quitting my job. Most people there carry two or even three jobs and if Medicaid is going to be this big or a pain in the ass every year, I\'d rather make enough money to not qualify at all, but that means I\'d be paying for everything out of pocket.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I shouldn\'t have agreed to going tonight. I don\'t know too many people that are going to be there. I suppose it will be okay. I can be social for an hour or two and head home?
idk ... kind of want to ditch but I can\'t do that because I already committed |
Re: Screaming thread.
Ah, yes. MY anger is immature, but YOUR anger is just fine.
Fucking psycho double standard having ass bitch. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I feel like such a terrible fucking person!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I hate this.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I\'m tired!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I don\'t feel worthy of love
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Re: Screaming thread.
Everything is getting too me!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I think it needs to happen soon
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Re: Screaming thread.
I need this to be processed so it can be done and I need my insurance fixed asap. Why is this so fucking hard?!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I\'m thinking a lot about leaving all this behind.
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Re: Screaming thread.
So, apparently I picked the absolute wrong day to pay a loan off because this happens to be the weekend where the system is behind itself and it wants to make me think I owe $600
This is EXACTLY what I was afraid of by the way. Not only do I acknowledge that I\'m not perfect, but I think we become just like the group we ran from if you start doing this. |
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I keep asking myself why
Why did I survive Why did I do all these things Why am I here I know today ... is just a bad day ... but I seem to be having a lot of those They issue is ... I am coming off as a lot more functional....and that\'s scary because it makes it easier to lie |
Re: Screaming thread.
I can\'t stop what I\'m doing, the feeling is to strong and I just give in.
That\'s what happened tonight! I\'m a horrible person! |
Re: Screaming thread.
I have no idea what is wrong with me.
I have to be okay |
Re: Screaming thread.
Suggest a little personal responsibility and get attacked. Make a point against victim-blaming, get removed. Yeah, this is TOTALLY different then what we ran from.
Weekend shifts are the absolute WORST. I might have to take one off again. |
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I feel like I\'m not allowed to eat anymore. If I eat, then I gain weight. If I gain weight, then I\'m not actually sick. If I\'m not actually sick, then I really, really don\'t deserve help. I can rationalize getting sicker because it means I\'m deserving of help, but isn\'t the purpose of help is to get me healthy again? I realize that it\'s not that I\'m irrational, it\'s that I\'m unreasonable. My rationalizing skills are perfectly sufficient, it\'s the reasoning ones that need work.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Come on! Why can\'t you stop this? Again I did it and the feeling was so strong and I had to and I really hate myself right now! I need help with this.
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Re: Screaming thread.
fucking Ghost is fucking metal period
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Re: Screaming thread.
everything is always my fault
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