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DeletedAccount69 April 21st 2018 02:58 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm so anxious all of a sudden.
I know why but I don't think it will get better until May

DeletedAccount69 April 21st 2018 12:46 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why did I listen and try that. I'm not going to get a job. It's not about that. The only reason they accept me is because I have the minimum qualifications.

Let's prepare to fail

Lunar April 21st 2018 02:31 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I didn't have to deal with this. I wish I was healthy and able to do what you do. I always feel like a let down and a failure.

Everglow. April 21st 2018 02:51 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Asked at work if I ever get overwhelmed.
Yes!! Because I'm doing everything all at once! I can't cope.

DeletedAccount69 April 21st 2018 03:07 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am probably going to have to take anxiety medication. At this point, I wish I had asked my doctor to fill the xanax. Not sure how I'll get through the next few weeks like this.

Kate* April 22nd 2018 01:54 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
There was another cake in the break room which makes me think the last manager I like is leaving. I already know from the last 3 times that no one is going to tell me. I'll just figure it out when he's never there anymore. I REALLY hope that's not it and there was just cake in the break room for fun.

DeletedAccount69 April 22nd 2018 03:45 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I spent too much money because it made me feel good but now I am freaking out about it. A lot of the orders can't be refunded so that's awesome as well.

I am a failure.

Celyn April 22nd 2018 12:16 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Everything is so loud and I'm sensitive to so many things, it's like being overloaded.

Lunar April 22nd 2018 02:43 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate that you think you can treat people badly, and for no good reason at all.

Celyn April 22nd 2018 03:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hurt the two people I love the most and countless others during this episode.

DeletedAccount69 April 22nd 2018 04:35 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Gosh damn anxiety! It hurts, the feeling in the pit of my stomach...it won't go away and it's torture. I'll be okay because it could be worse but the medication isn't working.

Kate* April 22nd 2018 10:41 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Getting snippy with me in the last 5 minutes of my shift on an insanely busy weekend morning when I've gotten almost no sleep will NOT get you what you want and it is NOT okay. If I didn't need and like my job so much, it would get you something you definitely DON'T want. You are capable of being a decent human being, you might want to try it some time.


Stay in your lane and back the fuck off! You have NO right to judge.

nothereanymore April 23rd 2018 12:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Nothing at all worth living for.

Celyn April 23rd 2018 12:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Oh thats depressing :(

DeletedAccount69 April 23rd 2018 03:41 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Don\'t feel like studying. This is the worst because I am going to have to look through the questions. I\'ll wait till later though. I don\'t want to do something that might stress me out. Need to practice remembering something over the next two days, as well.

Lunar April 23rd 2018 06:21 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate the fact that it\'s raining. I would have loved to go to the park today. I hope that the rain stops so we might be able to this afternoon.

Nala. April 23rd 2018 06:58 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can\'t get sick right now. Please just be simple allergies.

Mirabelle April 23rd 2018 08:11 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Pollen in the air is bad tonight.

Celyn April 23rd 2018 08:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I mess things up with people all the time, and I\'m so sorry.

Celyn April 23rd 2018 08:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I hadn\'t been so stupid with my mental health.

Celyn April 23rd 2018 08:54 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I know this song....it made me think of reminders.

Celyn April 23rd 2018 08:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It better not be. I\'m in such big trouble.

I\'m screwed,

So so screwed.

Ah crap.

This is messed up.

Seriously.

Why?

Crap.

Mirabelle April 23rd 2018 09:45 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My stalker has joined another forum I\'m on and I feel trapped.

Kate* April 24th 2018 02:16 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Back to work tomorrow, but at least it\'s not 5 days in a row this week, and I\'ll get my birthday off.

I\'m paranoid because I rounded by 2 weeks that it\'s going to come back to bite me, but they have the correct information that counts and if it\'s all accepted in time, it\'ll only be 5 days before that actually happens. I\'m also nervous about work tomorrow for no reason. It\'s times like these I\'m reminded that the meds don\'t completely resolve the anxiety, and part of me wonders if they\'re going to stop working.

I wrote that in my millionth attempt at closure, I hope it works this time. It\'s exhausted me. In a way that\'s a good sign.

DeletedAccount69 April 24th 2018 04:29 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Please let the anxiety go away.
No coffee tomorrow. No to a lot of things so I can concentrate.

Mirabelle April 24th 2018 07:11 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Wish I\'d brought along my iSatHub. Would have got better more reliable broadband instead of this manky internet we\'re lumbered with.

Kintsukuroi. April 24th 2018 09:13 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It’s 2 in the morning and i have to be up in a few hours. -_-

DeletedAccount69 April 24th 2018 02:12 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am not sure how to distract myself. Nothing is working...

Mirabelle April 24th 2018 07:41 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My family and its dark history is really quite upsetting. :(

DeletedAccount69 April 24th 2018 08:44 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Anxiety, again. Not sure how to deal with this. I know the severity will pass but I don\'t want to deal with anyone.

.:PrincessZelda:. April 24th 2018 09:03 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I will always be a failure. Everything I touch, breaks. I\'m a burden.....

DeletedAccount71 April 24th 2018 09:15 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I should not have to scrape off the caked-on gunk on your dishes because you refuse to take them out of your room for weeks on end, or to even soak them. I am SICK of this. We have ALL told you this for YEARS. Get it through your fucking brain or else you can do the dishes.

DeletedAccount71 April 25th 2018 02:17 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish the surgery could hurry up and get here...

.:PrincessZelda:. April 25th 2018 02:49 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'ll never amount to anything. I\'m the dumbest person on this planet. I\'m not smart. I\'m an idiot. Why should I care about anything anymore when no one cares about me and wishes I was dead? All I am is a nuisance and a burden. I have nothing.....

DeletedAccount69 April 25th 2018 03:41 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Prep prep prep to fail fail fail

Kate* April 25th 2018 05:11 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Allergies are evil and now my throat hurts.

nothereanymore April 25th 2018 06:34 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Thank you for telling dad what I told you without even telling me you were gonna do that you big mouth bitch

DeletedAccount69 April 25th 2018 06:52 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Probably need to sleep. Worried I am going to forget everything if I do. Might set my alarm for 5:30am

Mirabelle April 25th 2018 08:06 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Can\'t sleep still too hyper from the concert last night. Ahh, perchance to sleep?

nothereanymore April 25th 2018 10:44 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I want to be cuddled and loved on and adored but who would want me?


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