|
Re: Screaming thread.
Yay for panic attacks. Wheee.
Also thanks for letting me know that you didn't wanna hear about it. Right now I really don't like you. I mean, I love you. But I won't lie, I don't like you right now. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I was so stupid I shouldn't have listened to that song. I knew it would open doors I wasn't ready for..now I'm paying for it...
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I know it's stupid, but I love you so much it hurts.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I hate this. Why can't everything be the way it was before? But no, you had to come along and ruin everything!
|
Re: Screaming thread.
You're an asshole. But you take.pride in that. What's wrong with you?
|
Re: Screaming thread.
Godverdomme queasy godverdomme! :mad:
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I feel so lonely..
|
Re: Screaming thread.
Why is everyone treating me like im fucking stupid or something? its effing annoying
|
Re: Screaming thread.
No one in this house cares about anyone else. I am literally caught in limbo. Getting out and going crazy.
I fucking hate my mother. She thinks she's the fucking greatest. Incompetent bitch. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I'm trans. Those two words have fucked my life.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I saw him. And I ran for it.
...I couldn't talk to him, not even for a minute, I saw him walk out and he didn't see me, and I ran for it. I couldn't do it. I'm scared of my best friend. I'm scared of my best friend, the guy I love, I'm utterly terrified of him. Worst part is? I basically only went to see him.... and he didn't see me...... What the hell is wrong with me??? :'( |
Re: Screaming thread.
Just want to be normal... Happy is too much to ask so I'll go with normal...
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I don't know what it was thar caused the argument between you and her earlier, but, based on my own experiences of you, I can presume it was you who was in the wrong.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
Do you realize what you're doing to me? Even if I told you I don't think you'd care.
I am beyond failing this test and it's worth 25% of my grade. I told you it was going to be too much. Grades are starting to come in now, this is where my life starts to CRASH! I DID that assignment, I better have a 0 in the grade book for good reason! |
Re: Screaming thread.
Bug landed on me when I was laying in the dark screamed now I can't sleep or turn off the light til it dies but I don't know where it went fuck
Sleeping in living room. Dads gonna wake me up at like 5 am and ask and then find me stupid for leaving over a bug. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I just want to be able to talk to you. But I can't.
I have nobody. I am nobody. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Okay, STUPIDEST mistake EVER cost me points on the midterm. Hopefully I'm doing well enough to absorb that! I should be fine, I'm just PISSED at myself.
Please DO NOT let me get sick from eating that! I'm starting to think that this is what the development of an eating disorder looks like and I swore I would never let this happen. |
Re: Screaming thread.
They're going to be so angry........ I can't believe I just told you why they're here........
this isn't good.... |
Re: Screaming thread.
I just ate so much and I wasn't even hungry. Not even just saying that. Fat fuck.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
Why do I fucking do this? One of these days I'm gonna push him away for good. I know he loves me but one of these days my personality and my fucking mood swings are gonna drive him away for good. I've already done it before and it was like my heart was being run over with a truck while simultaneously put through a shredder. I can't lose him again but how do I change?
|
Re: Screaming thread.
WOW FUCK YOU TOO I POUR MY HEART OUT TO YOU AND YOU TELL ME YOU'RE GOING TO SLEEP YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE
Why the fuck do I love you? Why the fuck do I care? I honestly feel like you're in this for the wrong reasons. You're a dick. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Trigger Warning (suicide):
'Best friend', i'm sorry that me being so miserable is so annoying to you and yes i will 'grow a pair' or at least that's what i'll go back to, faking a smile, faking a laugh, faking happiness, all for your benefit. You complained at me for not being honest about how i was feeling, then you go and scream at me for not being happy enough. I'll go back to a fake smile for you, for everyone. Oh and IHTT yes, you were supposed to come and see me today, but like last time you forgot. Now i don't have any meds and you're going to complain at me for missing them. But don't worry, i'll be off your workload very soon anyway! That'll solve everyone's problems. |
Re: Screaming thread.
why the fuck do you bring my hopes up and down like its a roller coaster? i want this more than anything, and taking it away and see what happens.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
Why does it matter to you three anyway? It's my problem! If I wanted help I would get it myself. I don't want help! I don't care. That doesn't mean you should. Telling Trace isn't gonna help. She hates my guts! Heck, even I hate my guts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|
Re: Screaming thread.
The urges are getting worse. I feel like these threads are chronicling my descent.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
My parents booked seats near the front of the plane. If we crash, I have a much higher chance of dying. For feck's sake, why am I overthinking this so much??!! I'm a nervous wreck...
|
Re: Screaming thread.
My head is killing me. Why'd I stay up till 5am? Oh yeah, so I wouldn't have to sleep. Then I had a nightmare when I finally did. FML.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
i literally feel i could throw up at any second
|
Re: Screaming thread.
why do i have to be the one to watch the kids everyday? Do you ask? no. they aren't my fucking kids so stop being so rude about it.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I don't want to read The Great Gatsby. But I'm the idiot who signed up for AP, I'm not allowed to complain.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I can see through your lies pretty easily, Mam...
|
Re: Screaming thread.
So he writes in my yearbook, "We have to hang out this summer!" Have we? No. Will we? Probably not. Will he hang out with my sister? He has already and probably will again.
And the one time I get invited to go out with friends, my boyfriend gets jealous. For fuck's sake. What the FUCK makes me so repulsive? At least I'm not the type of 'friend' that only hangs out with people when she's got nothing better to do, or as a last resort, or just to get away from her parents, or some other shallow ass fucking reason like that. Maybe I should be though, it seems like those are the only people that have friends these days. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Could you please stop fucking getting offended after everything I say?! Stop. Just give me space. I'm so tired of fighting with you and it just makes me want to relapse. So if you want to help, back off.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I feel like giving up.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
You think you're entitled to do and say whatever you want. No one is allowed to depend on you. You're entitled to ask the world of everyone else though. You're brattier than a child. You throw more tantrums than I ever did and I'm 16 and you're 37. You're lazy as fuck. My 17 year old boyfriend has a better work ethic than you. You're fucking despicable. I hope you choke on the cigarettes you smoke every 15 minutes.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
We have something so potentially beautiful together and my depression is tearing us apart. I'm so sorry my love, I never wanted it to be this way. Never doubt I will always love you. I wish I could tell you.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I miss my girlfriend, when are you coming back online!!!!!!!!!!!????????????? :'( :mad:
|
Re: Screaming thread.
Honestly I fucking hate you sometimes. You treat me like a piece of shit sometimes and make yourself out to look like a fucking jerk.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I posted a nice little blog just before the site went down. And it didn\'t post. Wonderful. Signs from the universe or something. Donations of duct tape and super glue for my big fat whiny mouth will be accepted.
|
Re: Screaming thread.
I feel so fucking stupid. I should have known it was too good to be true.....
I just... I\'m not okay.... I thought he was going to be the one and.... and now I\'m friendzoned... and I don\'t know what I did wrong but.... gah :\'( |
| All times are GMT. The time now is 09:18 PM. |
Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
All material copyright ©1998-2025, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile