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DeletedAccount39 June 14th 2018 03:20 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I never asked for this, I never asked for any of this. I don't want to be like this but I can't control it.

Starseeker June 14th 2018 07:33 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate the fact that I don't know what I'm feeling towards you.

TraitorBaby June 14th 2018 08:43 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You have to get out. You've got to keep going you need to keep going. Your never going to get out if you don't. You can do this. You need to do this.

Fanatic June 14th 2018 10:26 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Everything feels still. Ugh. No meds, no help, no support, no talking. Nothing. Im surprised im still alive at this point. Im not looking for a goshdamn cure or whatever it is. Just something to keep me sane. But nothing. Hurting myself so far is what keeps me from drowning.

DeletedAccount69 June 15th 2018 12:20 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm frustrated and feel like quitting

DeletedAccount29 June 15th 2018 12:33 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So tired. So tired of being so tired all the time.

DeletedAccount69 June 15th 2018 02:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Would anyone care if I were gone?
Maybe they'd miss me but they'd move on.

I'd be at peace. I don't think I've ever really had peace in my life. I don't know why I stay.

DeletedAccount69 June 15th 2018 01:54 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Don't want to go today and feeling so much anxiety.. I'll take medication and hope it helps. This is just something I have to get through

DeletedAccount39 June 15th 2018 05:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I ate two bites of what I’m baking and I hate myself. I haven’t eaten anything today until that. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.

DeletedAccount69 June 15th 2018 07:40 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I almost freaked out today. I'm still not fully satisfied with the solution but I'll make it work. I have no choice

DeletedAccount39 June 15th 2018 08:39 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I just purged into the trash can in my bedroom. Really?

.:PrincessZelda:. June 16th 2018 12:22 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Once again, social anxiety ruins my life.

DeletedAccount69 June 16th 2018 02:03 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Frustrated and don't know how to talk about it

TraitorBaby June 16th 2018 02:24 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So good to finally not be sober oh my fucking good
If that's not a red flag for future problems I don't know what is

DeletedAccount69 June 16th 2018 09:01 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I push and push and he doesn't leave.
I love him for him but also hate him for it.

TraitorBaby June 16th 2018 08:30 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I is bored.
Don't wanna wear pants though

DeletedAccount69 June 16th 2018 09:27 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel really depressed.
I am worried I am going to fail.
I am worried everything is falling apart.
I just need a hug but don't know how to ask. I never know how to ask

Starseeker June 16th 2018 09:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
ah fuck can this even get more complicated?

DeletedAccount69 June 17th 2018 05:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It's funny how worthless I allow my family to make me feel.

Let's acknowledge a promotion that was coming but let's not acknowledge the fact that I went back to work after being told I might not ever be able too. Let's not acknowledge its a really good job. Let's just ignore it.

Fuck you.

Why it bothers me? I'm not sure I guess because this happens all the God damn time and my accomplishments don't matter. I'm tired of dealing with them but have no choice.

DeletedAccount69 June 18th 2018 05:16 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Dude that is such bs. It's so much more complicated then that. Let's blame that when it has to do with that and a shit ton of other things.

DeletedAccount29 June 18th 2018 06:38 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why won't you just let me come in tomorrow?

TraitorBaby June 18th 2018 08:03 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Someone please help me

DeletedAccount71 June 18th 2018 11:39 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I must control my anger. I must control my anger.

Everglow. June 19th 2018 10:03 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Gonna ignore the complaints from work today. I've done so much on my last few shifts and haven't had any help or thanks from anyone so sorry if a couple of things aren't completely right. I'm not an expert and I have no support from anyone so that's what happens.

DeletedAccount69 June 19th 2018 03:23 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate this shit. Oh my God, my God damn anxiety.

DeletedAccount29 June 19th 2018 03:33 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It's really not too much to ask that everyone just shut up while I exercise.
I like a quiet, peaceful environment while I mentally count the milligrams of fat I'm sweating off.
Thanks.

DeletedAccount69 June 19th 2018 04:46 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I should just leave. No one would notice

Kate* June 19th 2018 07:52 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I have an hour to make 3 phone calls and I'm not even out of bed yet. I don't want to adult!

So, that totally didn't happen.

DeletedAccount69 June 19th 2018 08:39 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Not sure why I open my mouth

.:PrincessZelda:. June 19th 2018 10:50 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
What is it about me that people don't like?

DeletedAccount71 June 20th 2018 12:10 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I want to puke so bad.

DeletedAccount106 June 20th 2018 12:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm tired and everyone is fighting. Don't know what to do.

DeletedAccount69 June 20th 2018 10:54 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Tired of waking up this gosh darn early!

Starseeker June 20th 2018 11:06 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
if nothing happens I'll cut after I meet you.

Thinking June 20th 2018 01:02 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am bored, while tomorrow is the exam day. What is this...

Everglow. June 20th 2018 02:36 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
This job will be the death of me.

TraitorBaby June 20th 2018 09:10 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Meds are giving me weird headaches. My eyes hurt. Now I can't do anything and I'm even farther behind.

DeletedAccount71 June 20th 2018 10:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Things will never truly be the same again, will they?

.:PrincessZelda:. June 21st 2018 12:41 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate myself more and more everyday.

Tigereyes June 21st 2018 02:10 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So you're basically saying we need to stop caring about each other?


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