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It feels like I'm gonna be trapped indefinitely

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I'm so tired of you. You can take your attitude and shove off.

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I hate anxiety so fucking much

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I don't want to deal with this shit. Fuck off, mate.

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I don't want to go to work tomorrow. Have to own up to the mistakes I made. Don't want to deal with the outcomes even though I probably won't get fired.

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Just got rejected for the first time since high school. Forgot how bad it hurt.
Also forgot that I was so traumatized the last time I was rejected that I hadn't even tried since then. It's been 4 years. No wonder I've never been in a relationship, holy shit...

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I either care too much or not enough. Right now I don't care at all. My anxiety is at a weird place this morning and I am just like "Whatever". It's probably best that I am here instead of as anxious as I was last night.

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Another shit day. Awesome.
I'm gonna go blast bmth and play scrabble or some shit. It beats bashing my head against the wall.

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I hate anxiety but this all taught me a lesson.

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I really don't have time for your judgmental attitude. I have enough to deal with.

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Tired today. Everything is crazy.

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I'm annoyed and don't want to do this today.

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I'm just a worthless human being. I'll never amount to anything. I'm useless and stupid.

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I am a terrible person. I let my anger build up and I expressed it in the wrong way. If I could I would apologize for that but I don't know if I should have too. Frustration is normal and when I am manic frustration happens more. I think my mania has only calmed down within the last few months so my stupidity and anger makes sense. It's not excusable though.



I kind of want to cut away the guilt.

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I'm so sexually frustrated... every time I think about how far behind I am in terms of experience I want to throw my phone against a wall

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I should probably be dead. I feel like I am going to be back stabbed by pretty much everyone. The paranoia is too fucking much.

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I hate how you treat me. You don't have the right to act that way over something that doesn't concern you. I hope you know that.

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I feel inadequate and worthless.

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I'm invisible and if I disappeared, not a single person would noticed or even care. They would in fact be ecstatic and extremely happy that I was gone.

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I'm so bad with girls that my parents think I'm gay. I'm bi, but I never told them... they met my roommate and only relaxed when he mentioned his girlfriend.

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I really don't like the way you treat people. It isn't nice and it's exhausting to deal with.

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Feeling off and to binge eat.

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I hate myself. I hated today. I feel worthless but I don't know how to speak about it. I hate my mother so fucking much yet I am worried sick that there is something wrong with her.

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Feeling inadequate. I know I'm not and I know things will work out eventually.

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I have a bit of a headache so that's absolutely awful. It could be a migraine though.

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It's funny how something can tear you up years later.

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I hate myself

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If the only way I can help others is by taking care of myself and I fail at taking care of myself, why bother trying anymore? I'm just hurting them more by failing at that. I wish I had just killed myself years ago.. Because now I feel stuck. I stayed alive then because others needed me. But if no one needs me, then why am I alive? I certainly don't want to be when there's so much pain. I've lost everything that matters. So why bother. Except that would also hurt others...