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I am not sure why I care so much about her. I don't know why I worry so much about her. She hurt me a lot but maybe it comes down to the fact that she also did nice things. It comes down to her being my parent.

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So anxious and all I can think is that it would help to cut.

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It's going to be another night of nightmares. I can feel it. I keep seeing him dying, me holding him, me snapping afterwards... this life isn't worth living without him but I keep fearing that I'm going to lie him and I don't want to think about it but at the same time of I don't it'll make things ten times harder and he's already frail...
Why does thurs scare me so much? Where will I go after? Who will I habe? I'll have no one close to me. And I would've failed him..i promised him I'd get us out of here, that we'd be ok just us against the worldbut it's not looking like that. God please help me. Please don't take him from me.

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I'm so scared

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Holy hell, I don't know if I can sleep. I'm not sure what's going on with me.

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For once in my miserable and dull life, I want something good and amazing to happen, but the chances of that happening are slim to none. I do not deserve good things to happen to me.

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I'm not sure if I'm manic but something is off.

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I know I'm not a failure but I feel like it.

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I hate all this drama! I don't even talk to you! I haven't in YEARS! Why would you try and cause trouble for me and my family. We aren't doing anything wrong, we just want to be left alone! GO AWAY. I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.

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I will never be good enough for a guy. I am too ugly, disgusting, and fat for a guy to ever like me. I will be alone forever and forever. I will never experience what it feels like for a guy to like me.

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Gosh damn it! My car broke down so now I have to go buy one even though that makes me fucking nervous since I've only been working for a six weeks.

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Fuck you airport security and fuck you anxiety why can't I just function like a normal human being

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Woke up not wanting to go to work. Great way to start the day.

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I'm just a failure and I'll never amount to anything.

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I hate the way you treat me. I honestly just want to be left alone. You know that. Why won't you just listen.

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My anxiety is heightened

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I'm really frustrated. So so so so frustrated.

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If this is what recovery is like, I don't fucking want it. But apparently I'm supposed to recover for myself? How???

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I feel like I'm always left out.

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I feel like I'm all alone with this.

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I'm irritated. I shouldn't be but I am

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You don't like me? Fine. You need somewhere to live, so you want to move in for a little bit? Fine. Oh, you want to fuck random dudes upstairs? You fucking bitch, you remind me of why I used to want to kill myself.
Let her live her own life, just get her out of here...

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I think I am about ready to quit!

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I have no patience for people today.

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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccckkk yoooooooooouuuuuuu

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I'm am idiot.

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Anxiety is the worst.

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