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You said you'd never use me.
Yet, you are. I always knew you were a liar... I can't believe I trusted you. |
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I'm so romantically fustrated now. Why isn't someone holding my hand or hugging me godverdomme!
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I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. I'm never getting a dog, am I? Can't help but be really sad now.
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Great NOW I find that and I have to fix them tomorrow after taking a midterm and suffering through a class! I've decided I'm not going to bother fixing them, 2 points isn't worth redoing half of the work over.
I have to talk to you and as nice as you are, I'm afraid to because I don't know what will happen Then I have to suffer through her class again, do another DVD and then spend my weekend doing the worst of the profiles and a treatment plan. . THIS WEEK IS GOING TO SUCK! and excuse me for focusing my attention on my upcoming conversation with you rather than the midterm that will come first, I'm more concerned about one than the other, so sue me. |
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Cut myself tonight. Growing pains right now. Pissed.
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I was kinda annoyed I couldn't cut earlier, I had to have my shower at the leisure centre. Oh well, I'll find another time to do it...
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I am not ready for this. And ffs, when I tell you no you need to back the fuck up. I cannot stress that enough. You know what I've been through. And you still press and press.
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Rarely eating or sleeping...this can't be good...
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I'm such a terrible excuse for a friend. >.< I said I'd be there, but I wasn't there. I failed you. It's a wonder in its own right that you still bother with me. You deserve sooo much better than me. I'm useless. Honestly, if I can't be a good friend online, it's not surprising nobody in real life wants to talk to me.
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i hate that a lot of my friends just ignore me in the summer. at least i know who my true friends are.
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I am a fucking horrible human being. Fucking horrible. So unwilling to help certain people but yet expecting all the help in the world.
Maybe that should just end. |
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
Taylor, you slut, you klutz, you fucking worthless piece of shit!!!!!!!!!! You drop a glass bowl on the floor, you deserve to be cut. So suck it up. And don't whine to Connor, because remember, he doesn't like you, you got friend-zoned because you are an ugly, two-faced fuck up. The only reason he talks to you anymore is because you are so easy and so gullible and you're everyone's whore. You're worthless and pointless. Give up. ...okay... I just needed to scream at myself... I'm fine... |
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There's NO FUCKING way I can make it now, and I can't even argue that the content isn't the problem this time because I fucked up the test. He'll hear about this too, even if it is my fault this time. I would drop if it wouldn't screw so many things and people over.
He says I have options, but none of them are good ones and the only way to save my grade, if I really think I'm not going to make it is to withdraw before I would find out for sure. He says waiting it out and then appealing would scare him, and, as the director of the program, if he's scared then that doesn't work. |
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Wrote a nice long rant for my boyfriend but I'll probably chicken out on it. And if he does he'll probably break up with me. Well fuck, it's not me, it's him. If I assert my boundaries to somebody and they don't like it, whose problem is it? Am I really supposed to care?
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For fucks sake, please understand: No Means No. I've said no to you before and you've pushed me. I'm a people pleaser, I admit. I'll give you everything I have and that scares me. I don't want to. I don't want to feel bad whenever I finally get the courage to do something that makes me feel better. If I say I don't want to do something, or I say no in an underhanded way (like I reference family), it just means that I'm too nice to say fuck off and that I don't want to. Now, understand, it's not because I don't like you, because I do. I really do. It's just personally, your triggering. Your voice, the idea that you will bother me until I submit, the thought of giving away myself. That scares me.
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It's a week ago since I spoke Kay, heard nothing after that... GodverKANKER!! :mad:
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If you leave me for this you deserve it. You might have just lost "the greatest girlfriend" ever, but would she still have been "the greatest girlfriend" if she didn't take her power back?
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You are not going to steal my spotlight. I've worked too hard for this. I'm not going to let you take it from me. I've want this more then you ever will, and I swear to God I'm not letting you take it. Not now, not later, not ever.
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why are all the people who i called 'friends' now all the sudden ignoring me? I needed someone there for me and what do i get? silence.. Maybe everyone just hates me, thats probably right. maybe i'll just go...
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I don't make you happy. I don't try hard enough. I don't deserve you. So why are you leaving the choice to leave up to me? You don't care. So just leave me.
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really? you bring it up then get mad at me for standing up for her. Can't wait to get out of this fucking house.
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can i please have a job already so i can get my tattoos because i'm sick of looking at my scars
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I could rant about how my morning has sucked for the 15 minutes I've been up but no matter what I say no one fucking cares. I'm not part of the clique on this site so no one fucking bothers. Just like irl. Fucking pathetic.
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Great. Two more pimples on my face -____- beautiful.
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If they want to act like a bunch of immature jack a**es then let them. Everybody in this family needs to get the f*** OVER IT!
Why did you keep pushing cake on her?! she's TYPE 2 DIABETIC and MORBIDLY OBESE with little impulse control and she shouldn't be eating it, so STOP forcing it on her! I've always felt like I didn't quite fit into this family, I guess I wasn't imagining it. |
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You're seriously gonna tell me you're not gonna let me get a job? You're legitimately gonna tell me that I can't get a job? Just because your dumb ass is out of money doesn't mean I have to be! Guess what? When I get a job, you don't have to give me an allowance anymore! More money for you and your prick ass boyfriend to buy cigarettes to choke on! I won't be working as often as Alex is. I'll work a couple days during the week and the weekends. But I swear to God you cannot keep me in your little vice grip forever, you have got to let me be my own person! I cannot believe you are preventing me from getting a job! That's gotta be why you keep "forgetting" to get my tire tubes, so I can't fucking leave! You're goddamn insane.
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Just for once, I'd like you to tell me I'm pretty and really mean it.
Not criticize my clothes or say: "Well, what do you expect me to do about it?" Just someone. Please reassure me that I'm not hideous like I think that I am. |
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Sucks I can't say how I really feel because of you.
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My mum's perception of what I learned in Psychology is so misguided. She comes and asks me that with what I know about Psychology, what do I think about our neighbours apologising to her after 5 years. What the hell do I know about that? And why would I care? Apologising and continuing to insult someone is not an apology, it's an empty apology. This isn't something learnt in Psychology it's called common sense! In Psychology I did NOT learn about these things! I learnt about Memory, Depression, Stress and Research Methods. These are nothing to do with what you keep thinking I know! I wish you would stop telling everyone where you work that I 'know' Psychology because I don't! I did just 1 year of it! Jeeeeez! >.< >.<
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I love you to death but you're a little blind sometimes.
- And you are so full of shit. You could give a fuck less about me being overwhelmed by a job and school, you just wanna keep me here. And you ask me if you can borrow change now, oh, I can just see it, when I do get a job it'll be more. You'll be asking your 16 year old daughter for money because she finally got a job and your lazy ass can't handle it. Just because you can't work and go to school at the same time does not mean that no one else in the fucking world can. |
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I like you, but I SERIOUSLY doubt that you realize just how much work this really is.
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Tay.... I miss you SO much :( :(
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So, pardon my selfish rant here.
I thought you were saving up for my ring. I thought that you told me you could get it by the end of July. And now your dumb fucking movie idea is more important than the promise ring you teased me with? What are you gonna use that fucking $500 camera for besides your stupid movie idea that I bet you\'ll be too lazy to pursue? Why the fuck would you tell me, oh, yeah, babe, I\'m gonna buy you this ring <3 and then tell me all your money is going towards buying a stupid camera? If you weren\'t going to follow through with the stupid promise ring you shouldn\'t have brought it up to me at all, fucking asshole. |
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SHUT THE FUCK UP. NOBODY FUCKING CARES.
Would really appreciate it if you\'d stop reminding me that I can\'t do anything right. You want something done your way so bad, do it yourself. Looking in the mirror makes me want to punch the shit out of it. I don\'t like what I see and I doubt I ever will. Obviously my sister got something I didn\'t... she\'s fucking perfect and I\'m just... me. What\'s the point in trying? Everyone loves her more. She\'s got a boyfriend and all I\'ve got is the internet. I don\'t wanna do this anymore. |
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I changed? So wait, your telling me I changed? I got news for you buddy: we all change.
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I HATE YOU and I don\'t see how I\'m supposed to get all this done
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Having a boyfriend is certainly not all it\'s cracked up to be and it doesn\'t make me any more special than anyone else. Just because I found someone who loves me doesn\'t mean I\'m a queen now or something. I\'d appreciate it if you would stop making me out to be so goddamn privileged just because of him. It sucks ass more often than not, loving him, because he\'s a 17 year old boy who doesn\'t yet have his head screwed on right, and I\'m pretty sure it sucks for him too because I don\'t either. The longer you wait, the better your future relationship will be because chances are the partner you have will be older and more mature than anyone you find right now. I\'m not special. I\'m not perfect. So stop.
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my family makes it sound like im a fat lazy fuck. Like honestly. "Well you just sit around all day" .. Is there a camera in the house? No! I go for walks. Runs. I shoot hoops. Play with the dogs. I wouldn\'t be so underweight if I sat around all day!
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Godverdomme :\'(
My girlfriend had a fucking car accident... Luckily, she survived. |
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when all I see is couples and people kissing and hugging and being happy, it\'s a constant reminder that I\'m alone. just be fucking glad that you have someone instead of complaining about how bad your relationship is.
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