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Another sleepless night. Not sure how I'm going to get through work tomorrow. Got to be up in 6 hours. Been drained all day and as soon as I get to bed I'm wide awake.
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I feel overly anxious today. It hurts to be alive
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Barely slept last night. Feel so rough now.
Can't be bothered for this. Does this make me a bad person? |
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The FDA says my caffeine consumption is unsafe. Haha oh well.
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I don't know how much more I can take.
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every symptom of depression appears in my life regularly X D
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I can’t fathom having energy
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Third time resting while trying to get ready this morning. But I just need to push myself harder, right?
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i want to punch everybody in the face at the sole thought of going to school
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I think suicide is the only way out for me..
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Shut up stop talking
nobody cares what i have to say i'm unimportant and annoying and i hate myself |
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I don’t want to go to work.
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I keep saying I'm not bitter about it, but maybe I am. Not because I wanted the extra work and responsibility, but because I would've liked my seniority to be considered and at least had the chance to discuss it before someone who's been there 5 minutes gets to act superior, bark orders, and treat me like a child because I don't know what she hasn't told me. We only have the radio she needed because I asked for it, and I brought it out when I started. I'm feeling very unappreciated and very unimportant, but the manager said after my day off last week that they missed me. Maybe things will change after I'm gone for a week. It's not bad enough that I would quit or anything, but this is seriously getting on my nerves!
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Ah..... I'm gonna be alone forever.
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I don't have the energy to get ready for another shitty day. Why bother if it won't matter soon anyway?
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I feel like I'm not doing enough online or offline.
I feel worthless |
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There's only so much I can do before I run out of ideas.
Wish the weather would stop being so crappy. Maybe it will help a bit. |
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I freaked out a bit at work. My mentor helped but it's embarrassing that I did that.
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You know that not-quite-awake feeling at the first ring of your alarm on an early morning when you're sleep deprived, so it's a struggle to even open your eyes? That's the most awake I feel all day. But everything's due. So I feel as if I'm in some altered state, but it's not fun. I feel like I'm kind of dissociating--not quite awake, not quite asleep; not quite alive, not quite dead.
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I deserve to be dead.
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Cramps and extra fatigue on top of everything else.
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I don't matter. No one would care if I disappeared
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I'm doing that thing again where I speak and I should just shut up.
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i care too much i care too much i care too much! and then i just cut people off because i cant stand them, this way i will never have friends or a partner...
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Fuck! Please don't let things fall apart.
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i am depressed.
Its 130 am, and i am still not sleeping I am getting more and more tired waking up to lectures. |
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I feel... Defeated
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I'm just so tired...
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Kitty has fleas (thankfully, they aren't affecting us), I'm tired, and I still have to get through a full shift at work under my new bitch of a "boss"
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Can I please just have some time to process all this trauma and grief? Thanks.....
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Too angry for words that won't get me in trouble again.
It got nothing to do with anyone on here, some brat on FFN. |
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This is fucking impossible! Why didn't I kill myself yesterday again?
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School's not working. Death is the only option if I fail. But you don't want me to fight for this. Well, I'm counting down my last hours. Tomorrow I may not be here.
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Might need to let myself relapse to keep myself alive.
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And no, I didn't screw it up on purpose, but I'm expecting you to react like I did. I know I didn't break it because I literally did nothing to it.
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Thank god that’s over.
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Brain won't shut down and I can't sleep.
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I feel kind of blank today. Not sure how to explain it. Just detached from everything I suppose.
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I love how I randomly get under and overpaid for 15 minutes of work. I can't tell if I'm messing up my timecard or if someone else can't do math
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I'm too tired to focus on all this shit that's due now
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