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Starseeker November 3rd 2018 07:18 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
ill never have a boyfriend if i push everyone away.

IronButterflyWings November 3rd 2018 07:27 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Stupid, freaking landlord.

STOP showing the upstairs to people with multiple kids!!! Please. I need a good tenant, that ISN'T loud and causing me extra panic and stress. :glare: I may be a stay at home mom, but it DOES NOT mean that I can handle extra stess....good freaking grief. STOP IT.

DeletedAccount28 November 4th 2018 02:18 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hope my appointment isn't cancelled tomorrow! I'll be really upset if it is, been waiting for this procedure for a while now.

DeletedAccount69 November 4th 2018 05:05 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So annoyed

Tigereyes November 5th 2018 12:33 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
What's the point of sobriety if every minute sober sucks, even over a year and a half later?

DeletedAccount106 November 5th 2018 04:10 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Gave in to the feeling to binge eat. :(

DeletedAccount69 November 5th 2018 03:06 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It\'s weird how anxiety randomly calms down. I still hate all that I\'m going to have to do today but I think I\'ll be okay. If not I have pills I can take.

Everglow. November 5th 2018 05:25 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I overslept this morning and had to get an uber, so I\'ve wasted money. I\'m drained.

Kate* November 5th 2018 08:23 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Your office was locked, so I was forced to leave the radio in the cart and I\'m assuming someone put it in the cage instead of where it belongs. It took me over a year to get the damn thing, I\'m sick of it disappearing!

Tigereyes November 6th 2018 08:16 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It doesn\'t get better. Only haven\'t relapsed or killed myself because I\'m too exhausted right now.

Tigereyes November 7th 2018 11:06 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Woke up at least a dozen times during my 8 attempted hours of sleep last night. Zero energy and packed day that I can\'t miss . Will probably fail this exam too.

DeletedAccount69 November 7th 2018 03:50 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m overwhelmed and don\'t want to do this.

Celyn November 7th 2018 04:27 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I just can\'t concentrate. Didn\'t sleep much and obsessed with over-analysing things.

DeletedAccount69 November 8th 2018 02:13 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m starting to scare myself.

Wonder if I\'ll have the courage to tell my psychiatrist that.

DeletedAccount69 November 8th 2018 02:41 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My anxiety kicked in full swing. Not sure if I should take a pill or not.

DeletedAccount28 November 8th 2018 03:50 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Get me out of here.

Mismatched Socks November 8th 2018 04:25 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
What am I doing with my life? This is not how it was supposed to be.

DeletedAccount69 November 8th 2018 11:59 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Here I am wishing I was dead dead dead

Everglow. November 9th 2018 01:03 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Having a bad day. Nothing to keep me busy and nobody to talk to. Struggling.

Tigereyes November 9th 2018 11:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I know you\'re smoking again because of me.. I\'m sorry for having negative emotions.

DeletedAccount29 November 10th 2018 03:19 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
This sadness is so overwhelming. I need write about this.

DeletedAccount69 November 10th 2018 05:13 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m tired of this anxiety and worry.
Can\'t handle it

Kintsukuroi. November 10th 2018 05:33 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Ugh so much to do.

DeletedAccount69 November 10th 2018 07:10 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Let\'s add extreme sadness to the goddamn anxiety.

DeletedAccount106 November 11th 2018 04:48 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Don\'t feel well.

DeletedAccount40 November 11th 2018 08:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Saying goodbye hurts. But I should be feeling nothing.

DeletedAccount69 November 11th 2018 09:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can\'t help but feel no one would care if I died. It might not be true but that\'s what the voice in my head is telling me.

Maybe I\'m going to lose this fight after all

DeletedAccount40 November 12th 2018 03:35 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate agony and anxiety that comes with Mondays.

DeletedAccount69 November 12th 2018 06:48 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I were dead.

DeletedAccount40 November 12th 2018 10:27 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Really hate how crying knocks all the energy out of you.

Everglow. November 12th 2018 10:45 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
There was an electrical fire in the lift and the whole block of flats were evacuated. Feel like I\'m not going to sleep tonight. What if it happens again and we can\'t get out??
No power all night either. Feel panicky.

DeletedAccount69 November 12th 2018 11:15 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
And there is the anxiety...had a good day, mostly, now I just want to die.

Tigereyes November 13th 2018 11:52 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Stop fucking lying to me

DeletedAccount69 November 13th 2018 12:30 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I had an idgaf attitude for work. It seems like most the people in my training class and most the people in my unit are that way.

Maybe if I stopped caring things wouldn\'t be so stressful.

DeletedAccount40 November 13th 2018 12:52 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
One of these days, I am going to be able to say it.

DeletedAccount69 November 13th 2018 02:04 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
There goes the feeling of wanting to die! Should I take a pill or should I ride it out. Wednesday cannot come soon enough as I need to see my doctor and get on something else to help with the anxiety. I should probably start taking xanax but I don\'t know that I trust myself with it.

DeletedAccount40 November 13th 2018 06:41 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So sick of the crappy weather.

Ready for Thanksgiving break.

DeletedAccount69 November 13th 2018 07:44 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Headache and struggling to breath because of the fires.

Only have four more hours left of work though. Hopefully these next few hours go by quickly. It should, mostly.

Everglow. November 13th 2018 09:58 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Barely slept last night. Every time there was a noise I thought there was going to be a fire. Every time a light flickers I think the powers going to go again. Really don\'t want to go to work tomorrow. I\'m so tired.

DeletedAccount69 November 13th 2018 10:14 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel trapped and it\'s not a great feeling to have. Leads me thinking death would be better. Might go home and cut.

If I cut my legs no one has to know.


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