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Kate* November 13th 2018 11:07 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Either the signs are wrong in the system (which I don't know how to fix) or people can't read signs or dates on the coupon books. There's nothing I can do about that, but you put me way behind trying to fix what wasn't broken!

Unidentified~Unicorn November 14th 2018 01:45 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
How much longer of pretending do I have to endure?

Tigereyes November 14th 2018 12:46 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm really not okay. I've never been so far from okay for so long. I'm not sure I can ever be okay again. I need to feel the pain before I can heal from it. But the pain hurts too much. And others can't handle seeing me in so much pain. So I have to suppress it. And until I'm able to let myself feel it, I can't heal. And my inability to heal also hurts them. I'm stuck.. I don't have enough support. I need support desperately. I'm about to lose the little support I do have.

DeletedAccount69 November 14th 2018 01:42 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm feeling overwhelmed with all the work I have to get done but won't. At least I only have to be at work for 4 hours.

DysfunctionallyFunctional November 14th 2018 08:27 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I serious believe my school is getting me prepared for an eternity in hell.

Everglow. November 15th 2018 08:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My head is pounding. Feel like I'm gonna cry today

Kate* November 15th 2018 04:36 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Not really up for work today and it doesn't help that I'm exhausted, but at least I'm off tomorrow which will be a lot worse.

If you have so much to do that you can't handle it or get it all done, why don't you tell me what else needs done instead of just having me fold?!

RORO November 17th 2018 12:40 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Sometimes it feels all I have is my music to help me hang on. I feel so lonely at times especially when I can't get to a meeting.

Everglow. November 17th 2018 12:22 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
This headache is killing me.

Everglow. November 17th 2018 05:03 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm so drained. I just want to curl up and cry. How do you say enough is enough when you have no other options? I'm so. Tired.

DeletedAccount69 November 18th 2018 12:38 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Seething happened today that made me feel unloved and uncared for and selfish.

I was busy all day but I'm home now and I want to cut and die.

If I went out, I know the perfect place to attempt. No one would know until it's too late.

Kate* November 18th 2018 12:58 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
We were extra patient because we've always gotten good service there, but after the guy you knew got a conversation and his drink before we were even acknowledged (despite being there at least 10 minutes before him), you looked at us and walked away, only came over as we were walking out, and offered an excuse instead of an apology, we were DONE. I work customer service, I know that 9 times out of 10 the issue comes with the customer, but sometimes YOU SCREW UP! At least take responsibility when you do.

DeletedAccount69 November 18th 2018 10:41 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I had a dream. I cheated and I feel like a slut. I deserve death

Everglow. November 18th 2018 05:32 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Another bad day. May call in sick this week. Can't do it.

Kate* November 18th 2018 06:18 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why do we advertise the sizes we don't have? Because we sell out of shit and have no control over the signs. Good morning to you too ass hole

DeletedAccount40 November 18th 2018 06:21 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Feel like there is a hole in my heart, and I don't know why.

DeletedAccount69 November 18th 2018 09:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I've mostly been in bed all day and don't care. I went to lunch but the whole time I wanted to die.

At least I only have three days of work this week and maybe they'll let us go early wednesday.

Question if I can make it till the 12th. These days off aren't good for me

DeletedAccount106 November 18th 2018 09:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Feel like binge eating:(

DeletedAccount40 November 18th 2018 11:46 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am having some major heart burn right now.

Unidentified~Unicorn November 19th 2018 03:31 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can\'t stop fucking eating.

DeletedAccount40 November 19th 2018 03:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Jealous how some people who were once so obese are so fit now.

Like, how do you do it! D:

RORO November 19th 2018 03:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can\'t stop fucking worrying about my weight and what I eat.

Unidentified~Unicorn November 19th 2018 06:53 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I want to scream.

DeletedAccount69 November 19th 2018 07:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m feeling so damn anxious and stressed only two and a half days left of work and then I get a break. Trying to stay normal. I\'ll take this over what I was feeling last night.

DeletedAccount69 November 20th 2018 12:13 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I had the worst nightmare.

My mom was involved and I called her out on the abuse. My dad was in it and he had DID. I\'m shaking because it scared me.

Unidentified~Unicorn November 20th 2018 04:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
STOP TELLING ME LIES.

DeletedAccount69 November 20th 2018 06:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Not feeling well. Feel as though I deserve to die. I wonder if there is an end to this

Everglow. November 20th 2018 09:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
If I feel bad tomorrow I might call in sick to work. I feel like I really need the day off because I\'m not in Thursday either and it might actually give me a break. I hate calling in sick but the stress is actually effecting me now.

DeletedAccount69 November 20th 2018 10:24 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I want to die.

I have to go shopping after work and that will increase my anxiety and desire to die.

I want to cut. I have to go shopping and that will increase my anxiety and make the urge worse.

Maybe I\'ll just cave. There are other places besides my legs and arms to cut. No one would have to know.

No one cares anyway.

It should have been me that died. It should have. I\'ll never get over that it should have been me.

DeletedAccount40 November 21st 2018 12:39 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate the long, dark nights. Trying to be optimistic and think the days get longer in a month from tomorrow.

DeletedAccount69 November 21st 2018 12:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate that anxiety hurts. Not sure how to explain what I mean other than breathing in and out makes things so hard. Please let this distraction work.

Kate* November 21st 2018 01:08 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
The ONLY two sentences you\'ve EVER read about me happen to be me complaining about work, so you think the solution is to say that "It sure doesn\'t sound like you love your job." when I explain that I do, but it sucks right now. And I\'m guessing that you probably don\'t either. No matter what you do, there are parts of it that suck and I\'m allowed to say so without being told how you think I feel when you know NOTHING about me.

nothereanymore November 21st 2018 06:47 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Soooo happy to be back home in my bedroom with this weird smell STILL, and having to deal with this nasty bathroom. This house is cold because for some reason the AC is on even though it’s 45 degrees outside. And this bed is lonely. I didn’t realize how badly I wanted to get out until I spent some time away.

DeletedAccount69 November 21st 2018 08:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I had a nightmare about my mom. This is the second night in a row. I\'m freaking out and anxious now. Maybe I should take my anxiety medication.

DeletedAccount69 November 21st 2018 02:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
People making fun of someone for having phone anxiety on the radio \'This is why people talk so much about milennials\'. Obviously you have no idea what it\'s like to be physically and emotionally uncomfortable making a phone call. I have to do it every day at work and I freak out a little each day. It\'d be nice if you all got it through your heads that we can\'t help what makes us anxious.

DeletedAccount106 November 22nd 2018 01:43 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Feel like crying and binge eating. Don\'t give into it.

DeletedAccount69 November 22nd 2018 08:30 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
And the anxiety hits!

I got about 24 hours of freedom

Tigereyes November 22nd 2018 08:47 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
This house is bad and I can\'t leave for a few more days

Unidentified~Unicorn November 23rd 2018 12:37 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You fucking don\'t understand, okay? I don\'t think A N Y O N E understands. They all say they do, but then what? "It\'ll get better I promise." "I care."

Then show me that you care. Quit making up excuses to get me in trouble, and for once shut your goddamn mouth and see the real picture.

Unidentified~Unicorn November 23rd 2018 12:40 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Thanksgiving was shit. Parents are fighting, brothers keep picking on me which isn\'t helping with my self-esteem, and my boyfriend isn\'t with me at the moment. Having a fucking panic attack.


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