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I don't feel like doing much today other than cleaning. I made plans that I wish I could cancel on. My head is hurting me so if it's not better by 10am I might cancel the plans.

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I think he might be doing drugs too..

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Feel like crying and binge eating.

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I really wish I was high right now but it's too late anyway

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I hate anxiety. Only four more hours. Just have to get through

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Tired today, not me.

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I keep getting frustrated for no absolute reason.

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Don't give into it. Feeling of binge eating:(

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Just blew up on someone. Great, reputation ruined.

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I hate social security. So much anxiety over this. If they made a mistake and it impacts me I\'m fighting it. I called them three or four times.

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Don\'t feel well.

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I can\'t do this.

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I am falling apart. I am feeling annoyed.
I want to cut. I want to cut. I want to cut.
Sitting here thinking about caving in.

If I cave I\'ll go too deep.

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Why did I blow up on you damnit see I can\'t do anything right

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Get the hell out of my head!!!

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So sick in so many ways. Need rest to get better but I have deadlines.

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Why am I so stupid

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Feedback from getting back on meds has been abysmal so far.

Hopefully it stabilizes soon enough.,..

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I\'m getting sick but I\'m hoping it will go away.

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There\'s so much anger and I don\'t know where it\'s coming from. I don\'t know how to control it because I don\'t usually get angry, and I never stay angry. But it builds and builds. I don\'t know how else I feel or what\'s making me feel this way and it\'s frustrating. And people don\'t understand so they get frustrated. And it all pisses me off even more. I feel like I\'ve lost myself. I\'m not myself anymore. I just feel like I\'m going fucking insane.

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So much shit to do, not enough time.

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Why do the weekends go so damn fast?

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I swear that I\'m about to go off the edge.

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Why do my meds make me so damn tired?

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I am sick but I am feeling nervous about taking tomorrow off. If I feel up to it I think I might just go in and say fuck it to my health.

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My life is better than its ever been, but I just realized I probably have erectile dysfunction.
On the other hand, it\'s not like I was getting laid anyway.

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Last night was not a good night at all. Going into school late today. I fucking hate Night Terrors.

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My chest hurts.

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I\'ll try calling at 815. No one\'s answering though.

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Stop being scared and face this night ahead.