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How long do I have to face these things alone?

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I don't think this will ever end.

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I keep doubting everything. Please someone help make this stop.

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I want to kill myself.

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Breathe, Breathe, then scream in the pillow.

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I wish I weren't here. I wish I didn't feel this way.

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Everyone is still fighting.

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What is the fucking use sometimes.

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Feeling off and to binge:(

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I am struggling to breath right now. It's because of my anxiety.

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Want to cry because I still have the feeling to binge eat:(:(

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He's not gone, but he switched to either early mornings or overnights, so I don't see him anymore.

I was pretty sure I'd regret that. 8 hours tomorrow is going to suck

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I hate waking up with a migraine.

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Please let 12pm get here in no time. It's only 5 hours away.

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I can't do recovery anymore. It fucking sucks, and I'm sick and tired of suffering alone in recovery. Thought things were supposed to get better with it, not even worse.

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I want to die.
I want to disappear.
I want to fade away.

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I tried to ask her out today, and she is not replying.. I hope I didn't screw up yet.

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I have a huge desire to die.

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I can't do recovery without their support, but I don't know how to ask them to support me. Shouldn't they just know? I'm doing better and I'm eating and yes, I'm weight restored, but those things don't mean that I'm okay. Just because the behaviors are under control doesn't mean that I'm no longer struggling with an ED.

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I feel like I can't do this but I don't know what this is.

Life. Work. Love. Health. Me. Maybe I just can't handle me

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I don't feel like going to work after my two classes at school.

(I am in the work study program in my Senior Year at High School and only take English and Economics than go to work at Target for the rest of day. )

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I always feel extremely depressed and suicidal, pissed off at anything and everything, or just numb. I don't know how to feel anything else, and I'm tired of feeling like this.

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My psychiatrist upped my medication. I hope it helps with my anxiety a bit more because my anxiety is part of the reason I'm having confidence issues at work.

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My colleague just spent a few minutes telling me how lonely I'll be in ten years if I don't meet a partner so as an aro/ace I how feel super.
Not going to another work do again.

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The waiting is agonizing.

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I'm so fucking pissed. He gave me a B overall when I no doubt earned an A and I definitely need that A. Probably 'cause he's too fucked up on drugs.

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The most significant thing college has taught me in these 4.5 years is that I'm even more of a failure than I originally thought.

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Why just why. Life is so hard.

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Don't want to binge eat. Please go away forever!

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Thoughts of you make things so hard and sad.

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Wish it wasn't Sunday

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Feeling off and to binge eat:(

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I feel so sad and yet happy? I don\'t know how to explain it but I don\'t like it.

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The weird popping noise has me concerned, but it\'s probably fine