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Re: Screaming thread.
If things continue trending this way or worse for very long, I may need to look for another job. And I REALLY want to job search with a disability during a pandemic.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I always get knock back after knock back.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Even if it wasn't a total mess, I don't want to be there forever. But, with no idea what I want to, or can do instead, and the fact that I'd be job searching with a disability in a pandemic, I'm going to be stuck there for the rest of my life.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I can't wait until all of my studies are over.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Please don’t forget about me
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Re: Screaming thread.
This week is going to suck, second shot early tomorrow, probably worse side effects, GM is gone, and then I get a 3-day weekend, and I have to get up again, for a telehealth appt. that will take all of 5 minutes.
It's NEVER going to happen. Even if it was possible before, it isn't now so STOP thinking about it! |
Re: Screaming thread.
I can't handle my anxiety. What will help it get better?
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm so tired all the time. I don't know how much more I can take.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Today was about as bad as I expected, and I don't know what the fuck is going on at work, but if I end up defaulted to lead, there better be adjustments to reflect it and the training I never got because I don't know what I'm doing.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Yes, I felt bad enough to call off, between the vaccine side effects and the bad mental health day yesterday, I needed it. This is EXACTLY what paid sick time is for.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I feel like I want to die and I have No idea as to why.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm exhausted. I only got about 3 hours of sleep last night and the only reason I can find for it is that I had to go back to work.
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Re: Screaming thread.
If I were more impulsive, I would've quit on the spot. Job searching with a disability in a pandemic is NOT a good idea, but I don't know how long I can keep dealing with this shit.
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Re: Screaming thread.
This anxiety is the worst
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Re: Screaming thread.
...and I've managed to trigger myself. Joy
I NEED a vacation and once scheduled, I have to wait 3 weeks for it. Plus changes in routine and being semi-triggered. I'm just not okay right now. I used to do this all the time and it was worse. I don't know what I need, but something is really off. Maybe it's time to go back to therapy. I didn't want to bother figuring out the technology, but maybe they're back in person, or will be once I can get in or if you're fully vaccinated. It might be time to call and see what the options are. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I can't take much more of this stress anymore.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Fuck this goddamn insurance and FUCK the healthcare system in the United States!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I've tried everything I can think of to cope with my anxiety and I'm failing. I hate this
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Re: Screaming thread.
Even if it's just for 3 days of cat sitting, I HATE changes in routine. I don't know what I need right now, but I'm not okay.
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Re: Screaming thread.
It's only Tuesday. I hope I can make it through this week in one piece. My anxiety is so bad
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Re: Screaming thread.
Just one day at a time...
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm so tired, and so not in the mood for this anymore.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Funny how when it suits you I’m your favourite person, and when it doesn’t it’s like I don’t fucking exist.
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Re: Screaming thread.
The voices inside my head are screaming.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Please, for the love of God, let it only be one Saturday and don't tell me my schedule will now default to that.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I hate myself for missing you.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Mind your own fucking business!
Learn how to, and then do your fucking job; I'm OVER doing it for you. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I don't know what to do with myself.
I wish I could ride motorbikes. |
Re: Screaming thread.
What the fuck? We're supposedly "dating" but you haven't made an effort to talk to me in over a fucking week! Can you really call that a relationship? If you aren't into me anymore just fucking say so!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I wish my body clock didn't wake me up so early.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I can't believe this is happening.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I want MORE food. THIS is why I'm fat!
If I walk in, and it looks anything like I'm dreading, or there's a nasty response, it will take just about everything in me not to walk back out. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I guess you are just like all the rest of them. Will you even remember my name?
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Re: Screaming thread.
I don't feel myself at the moment. My head is all over the place.
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Re: Screaming thread.
There is so much to do...
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Re: Screaming thread.
Fuck, I am still in love with you.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Tuesday nights are always bad. Yet again I cant sleep and I feel like I'm dying.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Yeah, it's time to start looking. You are NOT going to nit pick me while expecting me to pick up the slack of promoted people who keep quitting and telling me I'm not promotable because of experience I have no way of getting, The whole place is a fucking mess NOBODY knows what the fuck they're doing. If I didn't do the shit, it wouldn't get done, which apparently you'd prefer. No, I can't do everything.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Urgh, I hate how this has happened.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I should probably be concerned that I don't want to wake up tomorrow
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