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People are not listening and ignoring the lockdown rules. :glare:

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So so much emotions inside me.

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I just want back in your head.

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Say something, anything! Don't drop me. It's too painful.

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I just can't stand being there anymore.

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I'm really fed up with this class and we are only on the second week

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Of all the fucking objects you could've brought home, you brought a box cutter? Now I feel even more susceptible to the self harm thoughts. Fuck.

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I'm feeling more and more on edge with this virus. I don't know how much more of this I can take.

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I feel like a whore.

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This really can't carry on for so long.

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I have no idea how it's going to happen or how I'm going to explain it. If I'm uncomfortable in the least, it's not going to happen, I'm only considering it because I found him and everything matches, and we've clicked the best. But, he's pushing. If I'm too afraid to tell him I might have my friend come along, then I'm probably not sure enough to do this.

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I seem to have blinked and it's already Sunday.

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Can't be bothered to wait any more. Few more weeks, then I'm done.

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I just want somebody to save me from this pit I'm in. But I'm never going to get it. There will always be new problems. I don't want to be alive.

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Sister, you're supposed to understand me yet here we are. I wish you understood my harmful urges yet here you go blaming it on my anxiety. Don't you know how serious I am about hurting someone? I want to so much I'd rather die.

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I don't even know HOW you make a mistake like that, but now I have to deal with it. So, it wasn't a mistake except you FORGOT to tell me.
Again. Nobody tells me ANYTHING and I'm beyond sick of it.

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I'm super duper anxious

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I can't fucking do this. I just can't.

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My brain isn't quieting down and letting me sleep.

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Please don't be mad at me. I am trying my best.

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This lockdown is making me feel on edge.

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Hopefully things will go back to normal soon.

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I took the day off for you, and am working a Saturday because of it, so it BETTER be worth it to you. It's different if it happens for a doctor's appointment, but I'm sick of you doing this just because you can.

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I'm tired of people. I'm so stressed by this class and the events of the last day or so. I'm just tired

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I need to sleep, I'm exhausted; but I'm worried about tomorrow.

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We got (mild) food poisoning, and you wonder why I'm always so fucking paranoid about it!

I swear some people should be stuck in hell doing my job. That's the only karma that seems reasonable sometimes.

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When will this ever end?

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Hate being so warm after a shower.

Disappointed a friend cancelled on me.

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I just want to stop feeling like this.

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The fuck?!

I'm treading softly until I know whether you're capable of changing. I've learned not to trust it. But, I feel like you ACTUALLY, FINALLY heard me.

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They are so toxic and unbearable, when will I ever learn?

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There's no quality of life anymore.

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It's getting more and more closer to home.

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Work on no sleep again, ugh

I didn't realize you couldn't fix price issues anymore, that's a huge pain!

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I just want this to end.

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Great. Another 4 weeks.