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DeletedAccount71 September 22nd 2021 09:24 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I did not do my best today.

Mindfulness. September 23rd 2021 09:34 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate being stressed all the time.

Everglow. September 23rd 2021 03:24 PM

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I'm so tired and I feel useless

Soda_Voxel September 24th 2021 08:39 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm feeling so touch-starved. I want somebody to hold me, cuddle me, kiss me, take me somewhere beautiful and hold my hand. But nobody will. And even if they do, they won't mean it or feel it like I do. The only people who really love me, are the pretend relationships I have with my fictional crushes - how cringey and sad is that?

Everglow. September 24th 2021 09:39 PM

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I cannot wait for tomorrow to be over and done with.

Mindfulness. September 25th 2021 02:11 AM

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I really wish I wasn't like this. I can't stand it anymore.

Kate* September 25th 2021 07:26 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I know you're just living your life. You even offered to block me from seeing your posts when everything was still fresh. So, I know for a fact you aren't trying to trigger me, but here we are...

Soda_Voxel September 25th 2021 07:11 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It's unfair how I'm not allowed to hurt myself. It's my body, isn't it? Why should other people decide what I do with it?

Mindfulness. September 26th 2021 05:20 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why do I always get involved in stupid things?

DeletedAccount71 September 26th 2021 09:00 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Everyone tells me I need to focus on myself and heal, but I am so fucking tired of focusing on myself. Don't y'all realize I spend most days alone with my thoughts? Why is it so terrible if I take some time to focus on others?

DeletedAccount69 September 28th 2021 01:55 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Anxiety hits and I don't want to shower

Kate* September 28th 2021 05:42 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
If management informed us of the blackout dates BEFORE the DAY they cut off taking vacation, and didn't bark orders while nitpicking the little things, they might have better retention rates. He left, everything changed, and 95% of the people jumped ship. You might be part of the reason why...

2 days, then one day off, before the week I've been dreading. I'm working 6 days straight and/or getting jury duty. Do you even LOOK at the schedule before you post it, or do you just not give a shit if you work me to the point that I literally walk out the fucking door?!

Mindfulness. September 28th 2021 06:23 AM

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I don't want to be like this anymore.

DeletedAccount71 September 28th 2021 04:20 PM

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Three weeks feels like an eternity.

DeletedAccount81 September 28th 2021 09:12 PM

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I can't wait until the pandemic is over.

Mindfulness. September 29th 2021 05:39 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
And it just goes around in circles all the time.

DeletedAccount81 September 29th 2021 02:27 PM

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Hate how my show is returning practically in October! :glare:

Kate* September 30th 2021 06:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Even if I decided to get myself a new phone for Christmas, I need one that won't separate and doesn't cost a fortune which means I'm apparently out of luck.

Mindfulness. September 30th 2021 06:52 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why am I like this?

Kate* October 1st 2021 06:39 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
And the week from hell begins.

Mindfulness. October 1st 2021 09:14 AM

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I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take.

Everglow. October 1st 2021 09:46 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm so self conscious and paranoid all the time.
And I wish this was over now.

Kate* October 2nd 2021 05:52 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate when I can't tell if I'm hungry or nauseous. Toast it is.

I'm only two days down and this week is as bad as I thought. I don't even get vacation at the end. Just another week of work.

Everglow. October 3rd 2021 06:08 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It's been a bad weekend and I've just had enough of being me.

DeletedAccount81 October 3rd 2021 11:47 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My stomach is hurting and I hate these symptoms.

Mindfulness. October 4th 2021 03:14 AM

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And the holiday is over. Back to reality I go.

Kate* October 4th 2021 10:25 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
If they call the same number of people every time, I'll have to go Thursday. When I FINALLY get a fucking day off! Can't catch a G-d Damned break! This is not only the week from hell, but it's every bit as bad as I feared. Maybe worse.

DeletedAccount69 October 5th 2021 05:03 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Stressing and it sucks. I know why but there's no actual solution.

Everglow. October 5th 2021 09:29 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I never get anything right and I'm pathetic

DeletedAccount81 October 5th 2021 11:56 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am so sick of the crappy weather and I still haven't heard back from my doctor.

Celyn October 5th 2021 11:57 AM

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I'm beyond tired.

Kate* October 6th 2021 02:57 AM

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And because I could almost see the light at the end of the tunnel, it moved and I have to go in tomorrow. I'm never getting a fucking break, am I

And I should've brought water because of course the restroom up here doesn't have a water fountain

Mindfulness. October 6th 2021 08:58 AM

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This place has become so toxic.

DeletedAccount69 October 6th 2021 01:30 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Anxiety and lack of sleep are the worst

Soda_Voxel October 6th 2021 05:21 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Wherever you are, dead or alive, I do hope you know we didn't abandon you. You simply refused to come with us, you walked your own path. Please don't think we wanted to leave you, or replace you.

DeletedAccount71 October 6th 2021 08:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I just don't understand the point.

DeletedAccount81 October 6th 2021 09:15 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how the family is so fucking judgemental of me, my mom, and my sister. I wish my dad would see it but he got blinders on.

Mindfulness. October 7th 2021 09:03 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I was able to turn off my thoughts.

Soda_Voxel October 7th 2021 05:32 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
If I'm not able to hurt myself, I'm going to end up killing myself.

Kate* October 8th 2021 12:45 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm mostly sure I took my Zoloft, but I can't remember and for some reason the app I track it with is off by 2 pills. I'll refill soon enough that's a problem, but I don't want to deal with withdrawal tomorrow. Things are finally turning around and that would really suck.


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