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I am so damn angry with you that it's ridiculous. Thanks a lot. Thanks for ruining it. Thanks for making my mom cry. Bitch.
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You call yourself a teacher. You're not. You're a man who gets paid to stand up and act like a king. A teacher doesn't just enable learning, they make an impact. Can you honestly say that's what you're doing?
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If all I've ever been to you is good, then why not treat me the same way back?
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Oh my god. I swear I need a new set of frigging eyes. ksjhfskhfskfjhsdf
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Re: Screaming thread.
Fuck fuck fuck , the whole world is really fucking bad , sometimes my parents society and everyone pisses me off but there's nothing i can do , in my culture that's indian we are not even allowed to talk to our elders in high voice or talk back it's considered fucking rude , very well but sometimes i just want to let everything out , it may seem like that my life's good but it isn't , i hate myself too , i need to study to get good marks and then a good college , but so much pressure i think i can't take it , if you don't study you'll not get good marks everything is this friggin world is abt fucking money and showing off
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Do you think that I only attend one class? Do you think that this class is my only focus? You're wrong.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm never going to be enough, and I'm really sorry.
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The fact that I don't know how to label these means I'm losing points. Even if there is no label for them because they are wrong.
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Thanks for throwing that onto me without running it by me first.
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Fuck my life, really. Just fuck it. "The old her." I miss the old her too..
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Re: Screaming thread.
No, I don't want to go run 5 miles today. Sorry I'm not as motivated as you right now.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Well thanks... I hate myself too.
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yeah i hate you. i don't wanna be in a car with you for 8 hours tomorrow. you're not gonna like it by the end either, and my best friend got her phone taken away when she was just about the only thing keeping me alive...
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Re: Screaming thread.
I can tell already that this is going to be a long next few weeks; thanks to you.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Please tell me I'm NOT going to throw up. I have 2 midterms to study for, a 10 page paper to write, and a new baby to meet. I CAN NOT afford to get sick, plus I REALLY don't want to.
She got a turn with the baby, now I want mine Can I please relapse and/or put my head through a wall now? Can someone please tell me how I've managed to completely waste the last 2 MONTHS and how I'm supposed to pull off finishing everything I need to finish in half the time they gave me to do it? |
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I don't know how you expect someone to make a positive life change, when you won't even support them through it.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Ouch. >.< I wish I could do something without getting so exhausted. It takes courage to hold on, and I'm trying. But I can't try another Fibromyalgia medication until I'm eighteen..three more years.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Teasing and constantly playing games with guys minds is not the way to find 'the one'.
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This is A LOT harder than I thought it would be and I have 5 days to do it while taking 2 midterms and studying for a 3rd (which is the difference between finishing my dream education and getting permanently dismissed from it). Maybe I really can't do this.**beats head against wall**
I finished some of it, but I'm nowhere near where I wanted to be by now. I'll have more time tomorrow than I would normally have and I'll only have this paper and the one midterm to study for (but it's 9 chapters). PLEASE let me pass so I don't have to go bother the coordinator again so he can tell me to talk to the professor who yelled at me. And PLEASE tell me you meant INTERNSHIP and not prac because I have NO IDEA what "materials" you're talking about and they were supposedly due today. I'm seriously considering going to the third floor and jumping up and down on your ceiling while you're trying to sleep and cram for midterms and see how you like it. What the F*** is wrong with you people. SHUT UP! |
Re: Screaming thread.
I just want to die!
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Re: Screaming thread.
This is NO laughing matter, she's most likely dead. What part of DEAD don't you understand?!
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Re: Screaming thread.
Oh yeah, I'll get right on that.
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Re: Screaming thread.
She decided to take a break from things, but yet she's talking to her other friends? Fucking thanks, bitch. Some kind of fucking friend you are. Really fucking nice of you.
I don't give a shit about cleaning. I don't give a shit about my room. I don't give any kind of shit about this house whatsoever. It is not my responsibility to clean up after everyone else. I am no one's fucking maid. Can I not feel so fucking overwhelmed for once? I'm sick of AP Lit, I'm sick of APUSH, I don't really give a shit about Honors Spanish 3, since everyone in that class seems to think I'm fucking stupid. I don't feel safe in my own house, since apparently if I do one thing wrong, my mother will start comparing me to her psycho ex and my sister and her boyfriend will flip their shit. I am a fucking human being. I am not nice all the time. I am not polite all the time (although actually, I am most of the time) I can't be perfect all the time. But guess what? Neither can you. Get the FUCK off your high horses. I should be fucking dead right now. And the whole reason I keep saying that is because I kind of wish I was. Like, more than you can fathom. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Your dreams/goals aren't going to be handed to you on a platter; you have to work for them like everyone else.
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Don't do this to me. Stop zigzagging in and out of my life. We used to be best friends. I hadn't heard from you in two months before today and we're totally strangers. I stopped texting you, because you never replied and implied that you didn't have the time for someone like me. You have no idea what has happened this summer, or this fall. I can tell, that just by reading your message, you're one less person. You've totally changed. At least in the event that something would happen, you wouldn't miss me.
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8 straight hours of work and I still have to finish it tomorrow. I'm NEVER doing this again.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm never going to get a job, I already missed the last show I wanted to go to, now I'm going to have to miss the next three, I'm not going to be able to get my hair done, I'm not going to get my tattoo, my mother is a fucking psychopath who won't shut her fucking mouth, my best friend moved all of a sudden, I'm not going to get Pax Am Days for myself, let alone for my friend for her birthday, and I'm still all by my fucking self. Oh, and I have psychology homework.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Dear pain fuck off. I'm over it. Just fucking stop.
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Re: Screaming thread.
You had to just come back before I left, didn't you?
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Well, THAT was fun! It's always fun when the cops show up, but at least he wanted to help and we didn't get in trouble. I'd better get a good grade on this paper after all the trouble it's causing. And when I was out looking, I WAS close, but not close enough that I ever would've found it. This GPS we just programed had better fucking work.
I REALLY don't want to do this and I never thought I would end up here, but I FUCKING QUIT! More than a year of my life, hundreds of thousands of dollars, and WAY too much time WASTED on something that I'm apparently just not meant for. I never wanted to do anything else, but if I can't do this then I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do now THANKS FOR NOTHING life |
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Watch your kid and stop treating me like a bitch, this isnt your house, we didnt have to take you in, we are close to kicking you out you fucking monster.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I want to walk into your office and have you talk me out of dropping out, but we both know that you can't really argue with the logic, as irrational as it is it makes sense. I'm seriously 4 mouse clicks away from giving up on my dream and you don't want to know what's going to happen if I go through with that. And so much for not being so hard on myself: The one time I try, I SERIOUSLY overestimate based on this I'm not nearly hard enough on myself.
I really do want to do that, but part of me knows that I never will. As wrong as I want to believe they were, apparently they were all right. Nothing about me is okay, I will never be or do anything that I want because I am doomed to fail at it and my best will always fall just short enough of making it that I'll think I have a chance until I realize that the pattern of failure is repeating itself once again. I don't know why I bother wasting my time trying at anything. I QUIT! |
Re: Screaming thread.
You can only push someone so far before they crack. Why are you trying to push him to those limits? He has always been a great guy, and has always taken care of you. You take all that he provides to you for granted.
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I just broke down tonight, I don't even know why. I need to cut. I need to see those words in my skin. I need to stop treating everyone so horribly, but that's not going to happen, it's just who I am. I wish nobody knew about all this. I wish my parents never found out. I hate this. I wish she was here.
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Re: Screaming thread.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. I'm sick of all this shit going on, all you little shits need to start realizing what you got. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Listen, if you say something mean/hurtful to someone, you can't erase it. Sure, you can be sorry, but they will remember it for a very long time. Sincerely apologize to them, and hope for the best. You won't win/erase it by just ignoring the issue - When will you learn that?
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LIFE IS UNFAIR.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why the hell are you always mad at me? Why the hell don't you freaking talk to me. We were best friends one day, then the next day (literally) you stopped talking to me. What's wrong? What did I do? Tell me if I hurt you instead of making me wonder if I did or not. If you don't want to be friends, just say it and I'll go. I can live without you anyway.
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Re: Screaming thread.
You left her when she needed you most, but you laugh at the subject. Karma will surely take care of you, my friend.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I swear to god my mum just doesn't listen to me. No matter what I do or what I say. *heavy rain due to thunderstorm* *kitchen begins to flood* "Mum we're leaking!" "Oh the hairs on my arms are standing on end" "Mum forget about your arm, we're leaking!" *gives up and walks off* "OH MY GOD WE'RE LEAKING!"...sigh...
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