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This better not be retribution for yelling at you all night. Because that was your fault for not listening to me, and I know you have hours to give.

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I'm going to go in with an open mind...

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Going to go in open minded...

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Why do I always do this to myself?

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WHY THE FUCK AM I ALWAYS WRONG?! I don't even want to bother anymore because my side is never taken, I'm always the problem, I'm always the one in the wrong, even when I'm CLEARLY not; and I'm sick to death of it!

And today was a fucking nightmare. I want to hope tomorrow is better, but I'm so close to calling off, it's not even funny.

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I have to remind myself that it'll all be ok...

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It's just the same thing over and over again.

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I just love being tired all the time. :glare:

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I don't know why I don't have any self-control.

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I think I'm finally done, this makes you worse than them; and that's hard to beat. I'm done with the BS excuses.

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It's just one thing after the other...

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I hate feeling like this all the time.

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So, really I just asked without asking. Because I was 99% sure, that even if I didn't ask, you would've offered. And, I gave you an out. These are the kinds of things I wish didn't torture me.

You're either going to separate us or you aren't. And why is it all or nothing? I don't have to deal with her, but I barely see him. At least I know it's not just me, even if you don't believe me.

I really don't want to go in tomorrow, and I don't really get my day off either.

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I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I wish I was a different person...

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I hate not being as productive as I should be.

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It's just the same motion every day.

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I'm hoping the psychologist sessions will actually work...

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Sick of being sick :(

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I know he\'s doing that for you because of their inventory, but if this means you lose one of your closing shifts, I\'m going to be mad.

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I hate being the way that I am.

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I just wish I wasn\'t the way that I am.

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You\'ve been gone enough, when is it her turn?! And I hope it\'s 1 week and not 2.

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I just wish I was more driven.

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I don\'t even know if it was about me. It probably wasn\'t. But, unlike you, I\'m not bothered by you potentially talking to management about me behind my back. You\'re allowed to vent up, just like I am, and you\'re also now very clearly contributing to this conflict.

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So much anxiety today :(

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I just wish I had more motivation and self-control. Or a hobby I was really passionate about.

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I\'m actually looking forward to working all weekend because you\'re in charge. I hope I don\'t end up disappointed. I know you\'re going through hell though.

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I’m tired of being tired :(

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I wish I didn\'t feel like this anymore. I hate not having the energy to do anything or constantly experiencing this brain fog.

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Not looking forward to tomorrow.

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I can\'t stand being this tired all the time anymore. I just want more energy.

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Okay, so you admit that she sucks at communicating and is part of the problem. But, because she got promoted first, she\'s allowed to trigger the shit out of me, blame me for everything and be a total bitch, and I just have to put up with it; AND willingly subject myself to the barbs she plunges into my soul? What kind of logic is that?!

And if you\'re waiting for me to be phased by nothing, it\'s never going to happen. The environment alone drains my neurological ability to maintain my "patience," and the default setting of my brain constant state of overwhelm.

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My mind is my own worst enemy...

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Why did my body wake me up so early again?

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I\'m just taking it one day at a time...

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It probably doesn\'t mean that, but you warned me that the possibility is always there; and if it does happen, there\'s nothing you can do.

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I just have to take it one day at a time.

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I miss the good old days where I didn\'t worry about everything.

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I just want this test to be over and done with...