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Let's hope my next journey is going to be better.

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Why isn't life always easy?

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Part of me is going to regret this. It would be better if it meant I would actually get ANYTHING done.

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It's always one thing after the other.

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I wish I had more will power.

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Why am I so fucking stupid? Why do I lack common sense?

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"I'm just tired", I say... but not only am I physically tired, I'm mentally drained, sick of everything, hate myself to no end, want to isolate myself from everyone, nothing I do makes me happy... but no, I'll just let you think that I'm just sleepy. It's easier that way.

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I'm sinking deeper and deeper...

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So, it's a no, it's always been no. But, what I will NOT do again is someone else gets the paychecks and the perks, while I do their job without either. And I have ZERO issue telling your boss that!

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It's just constant work. It never stops.

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I just can't stand myself right now.

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I just need to get a hobby...

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I just want one day to not do anything.

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I need to be more kind to myself.

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I really wish I had better mental health.

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I wish I could look forward to Christmas. I wish I could look forward to all the gifts I'll get and the family I'll see and the food I'll eat but I just can't. All I can do is dread how much I'll have to mask and be surrounded by people and talk and pretend.

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I just have to keep pushing...

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I really hope this lasts. I don't want to spiral out of control again.

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I hate that your ego issue has to be everyone else's problem. Just admit when you're WRONG

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I really hope I do well.

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Just feels like there's always something to do.

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I hate being this tired all the time.

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I wish I think things through. I always create more work for myself.

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I wish bad mental health didn't exist.

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Always putting myself into hard situations.

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I just want to sleep well for one night.

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Let's hope I can be more productive and motivated this year.

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Love how a simple task can be so complicated.

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This should probably piss me off, but I think I'm at the point where it's just not worth it. You either want this for me, or you don't. You're either taking care of me, or you aren't. At least other people are also watching out for me, because I can't tell if you're protecting me or screwing me over.

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This is starting to feel all too familiar.

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Why am I so fucking stupid? Oh my god. I don't know anything. I can't grasp the simplest concepts. All I'm smart enough to know is how stupid I am, but not smart enough to fix it. I can't live like this.

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I don't want to be like this anymore.

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I'm not a techy person, so can this problem just...magically fix itself? Please? >_<