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I should stop liking you because I am not worthy of you. But, my stupid feeling can't.
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My bones hurt, I'm sore, I'm crampy, and bloated. >.<
Anddd, I have to wear white jeans today! I'm a daredevil, aren't I? :dem: I just hope those work out.. I still have two or so days anyway. :? |
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Why? Why? Why?
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I seriously fucking hate how jealous I get. I see a girl look at him or talk to him in the store and I get jealous and doubt his love for me. He would never cheat on me. He loves me more than anything. Why do I get so fucking jealous? I hate this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
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Mum, how can I convince you to calm down?
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I wish I could do this right, but there is no right way to do this, is there? I'm sorry I said forever when I shouldn't have, but I wasn't lying. Maybe the world wasn't ready for us yet.
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A whole ten minutes of sleep. I can't even begin to think of how ridiculous that is.
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Oh my fucking God, this period makes me prone to tears for no reason. Why do I have to cry? Why do I have to show my feelings in public even if I know it's embarrassing. Fuck it. I don't want to feel anymore. I just want to go back feeling numb and empty. Gah, Mum, stop saying I'm an embarrassment for the whole family just because I cry in public. I don't even know why I'm crying.
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Why am I behind in school? Why isn't the house clean? Why aren't your horses' stalls mucked? Why isn't dinner done? Why am I not out of bed yet?
Because I am not the only one who lives here. Because I didn't even want the horses. Because I was trying to get something accomplished. Because I can't handle it. Because I can't handle the pressure and I am breaking. Because it takes every ounce of my effort just to crawl out of bed in the morning. What's wrong with you? I don't know. |
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Thanks for complaining and yelling about how bad of a person I am when IM STANDING RIGHT HERE. That really makes me feel so much better about myself. And he's lying, I didn't do that. Why would I? And yes, I did press one button, but I fixed it, right? And pressing the button didn't even break it. It was your stupidity that did.
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You can be such a mood killer sometimes. I can't wait until you go back to school on Monday. Can't you just go with the flow a little bit? Instead of screaming at anyone else who happens to be near by?
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My stomach's hurting again >.>
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Hey, dad, you know that mom would kill you if she knew your online habits. Also...those porn sites can cause some really NASTY viruses. This is a brand new computer for her. Don't fuck it up. I'll keep your secret, but only because I don't want to see her throw you out into the street.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Great fucking way to start the new year....
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Re: Screaming thread.
Really painful and prolonged cramps. I hate my uterus.
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I hate my grandparents and they hate me. I am the problem grandchild of the problem son. Merry New year to you guys too. Your welcome for your Christmas gifts, by the way.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Deceiving someone to get what you want is a very childish, immature, irresponsible, and horrible thing to do. If you want something, earn it.
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I don't want to start school on Monday. They aren't gonna like me. Nobody likes me. They're gonna laugh at me. They're gonna ignore me. They're gonna think I'm ugly, nerdy, awkward, weird..
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Oh joy, a nice argument with the entire family involved is a great way to start the year off.
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Feel like I'm swallowing my own tonsils. In so much pain.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Go ahead and continue to take advantage of people. What goes around comes around.
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Well my dad is probably going to disconnect me from internet because i download too much... Well fuck you, ever heard of beini? You bring a wall and ill smash through it. Im going into an IT school mate concerning programing, computers and security. You think that WAP or WPA2 encryption is gonna stop me? Yeah, just continue thinking that mate...
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Really triggered. Wish you were here. :'(
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No, you're right, PMS doesn't exist. My fucking uterus is just bleeding like a bitch.
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I forgot to do my homework. Again. I guess I don't forget, I just put it off until there isn't any time left. I guess I'll just say it was too hard. But she won't believe that. I had over two weeks to do it. I didn't even have to give it to her yesterday, the day it was due. Great. Now I'm going to be yelled at in front of the whole class again. Maybe because she likes me, she will go easy on me. And hopefully someone else didn't do it either! I just really don't want to go back to school. I can't handle the pressure and the stress I put on myself. It breaks me down. I can only handle so much. I don't want this day to end. I need to finish that stupid book. That's just another deadline I didn't pay attention to. I've been just ignoring all of these and I don't even think about the effect it will have. What's wrong with me? I was never like this. Yes, I procrastinated. But not this bad. This is like a new low for me. I just don't care anymore and that's what really worries me.
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Re: Screaming thread.
You really thought that going "drifting" in 2 1/2 feet of snow is a good idea?
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I have a headache. Yet another stress headache. >.<
I know what you're going to say, and I don't know what I'm looking for but it isn't for that. I'm tired of hearing that you don't have the answers but I know that you won't ever have them. I can pull it off better than you think I can. |
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Anxiety. Wonderful. Why can't my head just work right instead of against me?
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We have less than a week before classes start syllabi would be nice please. Especially since I'd like to avoid dealing with someone and the earlier I know, the better.
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Contrary to what you've gotten used to, sex isn't an obligation. If you think I'm obligated to do things, then I am in the wrong fucking relationship. Period.
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I fucking hate you. I don't know if I'll make it through tonight without cutting. My efforts aren't working. I'm trying so hard to hold myself together but I'm falling apart.
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H i l a r i o u s that you're acting like I'm not stepping up to the plate when I should be or something. You act like we both need to be pulling 50% but it's all about you 100% of the time.
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Since it doesn't look like I'm going to know in advance, if she is there I will walk straight out and drop immediately. Either you can handle 11 of us on your own, or you will let her teach it without you. There's a better chance of avoiding her now than there is in the summer.
I know exactly how I ended up in this mess I just wish that it hadn't happened. My program is in jeopardy and IF I manage to graduate from here, it's delayed, possibly more than a year! because you exposed me to faculty that treated me like s*** and didn't help when I asked for it and then allowed them to continue teaching after other people describe what was done to me as "abuse." without my prompting them with the word in any way. I swear this school/program was CREATED for me, if I lose it because of you I will fight it You have valid concerns, but those concerns DO NOT give you the right to say what you've said to me. The fact that you deny saying them at all is proof that you know I'm right. |
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The baby will never have the pleasure of knowing you. God, this hurts. 8 days is all I'm asking. Just make it, please.
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Re: Screaming thread.
What's the point of thinking positively and loving myself if everyone around me I have known would only make me feel miserable? :'(
I want to give up on my recovery... I don't want to feel emotions any more if that can only hurt me. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Yeah, slashing tires is really mature, isn't it? Grow the hell up.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I love how you said you wanted to have a happy conversation, no arguing or any kind of downer, just a beautiful conversation. And look where that ended up. Yeah, so much for all your promises. When are you gonna start meaning what you say?
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Quit shaking me off.
I'm your fucking girlfriend. Or do you even consider me that much? |
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it was all fine while you were talking to us under the overhang because yeah, it was down pouring. the kind of rain you'd usually see in a (mild) tropical storm. it was cool having a little laugh about how it was barely drizzling when you left your apartment and we agreed and THEN YOU PROCEEDED TO RUN TO A CAR LESS THAN SIX INCHES AWAY FROM THE OVERHANG YOU SERIOUSLY COMPLAINED THAT MUCH ABOUT THE RAIN WHEN YOU WERE IN IT FOR ALL OF TEN SECONDS WHILE WE HAD TO WALK BACK TO THE COMPLEX
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You have zero regard for anything I say. I'm not just talking out my ass here! Stop acting like you don't care, AND STOP PUSHING ME AWAY.
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