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Why can't you help me and make this just a tiny bit easier? I can't do this by myself.
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Thank you for volunteering to rescue me. I REALLY hope they have slots available when we are so that we can do this and get it OVER WITH! UGH
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You are so full of bullshit it's just ridiculous. You're evil.
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You can't always be "right". No one is always "right". Sometimes the teacher has to become the learner.
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Why are you doing this to me? What did I do??? Now I'm starting to think you didn't come because you didn't want to see me..is that right? I want answers.
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Really struggling tonight. Gonna try and sleep off the urges in a bit...
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I love you..I really do..but sometimes you just do stupid pitiful shit that really hurts me....I am going to stick thru this with you..but not just becuz I'd love to be in your arms again..but becuz I CAN keep a promise I've made..unlike you...
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You're pathetic and shit, that what I say to myself in my mind and I need to die.
Life is not worth living if I'm going to fuck everything up again and again as always. |
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(The reason I lay on your exam paper and cried was because I got thrown out my house and didn't sleep, not because I didn't revise)
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I didn't fall asleep until 6AM because you don't understand NOT TO TALK all night or how thin this wall is! And you're hacking s*** up and leaving it in the shower which I then have to USE! I'm glad this is the last time I have to deal with you, thank God for a new roommate. You'd BETTER be gone when I get back from break because I really don't think I can deal with you anymore
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People are fucked up, and all that's in front of you is a big void of darkness to sink your body in. You scream and no one hears you, is there any hope left?
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I just realized I forgot to take my garbage out before I left for break!!! Hoping I won't get in trouble. If I get fined at least I'll know what it's from UGH
Great, I REALLY didn't want him to know anything about it. I knew he would probably find out and I was dreading it. Mom told him as little as she could get away with, but aside from the obvious reasons that I never wanted him to find out, IT'S NONE OF HIS BUSINESS! |
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There's only so much someone can do. Everyone forgets, and everyone makes mistakes once in awhile. Learn from them, and move on.
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I can't. Fucking. Sleep.
So done. |
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WHY NOT ME?!?!?!?!?! WHY CAN'T I EVER GET RECOGNIZED, IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BE DONE WITH PEOPLE, DONE WITH HUMANITY, DONE WITH SOCIETY.... I WANT TO GIVE EVERYONE A SWIFT KICK IN THE ASS!!!!!!!!!
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I feel so anxious.
I don't even know why. All i had was training today. Was it the speaking in front of other people? I don't really know. Want to cry. |
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You.
Stupid. Idiot! Seriously, how can someone be as stupid as you? |
Re: Screaming thread.
Treating things as "an eye for an eye" is not the way to live your life. I hope you begin to realize that.
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Never have I actually truly wanted to punch you straight in the nose, but congratulations, I really almost did it.
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I'm never good enough for anyone. It's like an endless cycle:
Get close to someone Put all the effort I can into the relationship Drift apart from them because they lose interest in me. I don't think anyone will ever really stick around. What's wrong with me that makes everyone leave? :( |
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I am in so much actual shit and I can't help but feel sorry for myself. I mean, I guess it's my own fault, but meh.
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I finally get to spring break and I have to spend it SICK. I hate my life.
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You know what?? I am seriously pissed off that you can't be arsed texting. If you're not into me you SAY it, you don't just stop talking. That's rude.
And if you're not into me - why not?? You SHOULD be into me. You're the one who was texting ME and flirting with ME and asking ME to go for drinks and the cinema and make a move on ME regardless of the fact that I'd just broken up with my boyfriend. I'm pissed off that you were the first person I was intimate with in four years and you can't even bother staying in touch properly. No one else has been with me like that in a long time, and I didn't even want to give you that handjob, you kind of pressured me into it, if we're going to look at it that way. 'You won't regret it,' you said - yeah. I just didn't think you were an assholey kind of guy... you really didn't come off like that at all. But now that I lay down the facts: you never really asked me anything about my life, even losing my job, which you know I love, or my break-up, which directly affected us getting together.... you were nice enough until we eventually went a bit further (which I wasn't really ready to do, but the fact that we had to share a bed drunk kind of made it happen) and then you silently walked me back through town, didn't drive me home (that was understandable at the time but in the bigger picture now...) and have been sending me one text a day since. None of them offering to meet up or anything. Maybe we'll just leave it... yeah?? The highly irritating thing is is that I'm not even MADLY into you, it was just really nice having a distraction and someone to kiss, and the idea that you mightn't be into me is just highlighting how crap I feel over losing my beautiful boyfriend last month and losing my wonderful job this week. I'm just pissed off at you for not being the guy you were coming across as a month ago. You can fuck off. |
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This is all so annoying, it's really starting to piss me off.
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I can't breathe. My head hurts and I can't focus my eyes.
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Sometimes things pile up and they get to be to much. Give us a break.
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I know I have a tendency to be paranoid, but the last time I did this, I swear it was all worked out by now. I really don't want to nag, but I am very good at it and I will do whatever I have to to make sure that this gets worked out the way it's supposed to. We have 3 weeks until stuff starts happening. If I don't hear anything by Monday I will start asking questions and freaking out. I need to be registered for that test and I need to know when the orientation is and I REALLY hope I haven't missed it because of you. It's your job to tell me when these things are, if I end up delayed because of someone else I will freak out.
-- It works if you do the work. There is no magic bullet, but don't blame the profession or the professionals who do this everyday just because you want to be lazy about getting better. We do it because we know it CAN work, but your results are up to you. |
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Why aren't you that into me?? You're so annoying. G'way.
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I gain an ounce of self esteem and then I realize that I'll never be the person I want to be. I'll never look, act, or be seen the way I want to. I can't defy what's already written in stone... that I'm detestable. That hurts.
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My neck and back are killing me. Because when I was finally able to sleep, I slept funny and now I'm all sore. >.<
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So I'm ridiculously selfish, a brat, a bitch, I don't deserve to live in your house and all of this- but you're mr always right, mr angel, mr never do anything wrong. So you got your friend, your rich friend, sorry, a well thought out, handmade present as well as something else, but on my eighteenth birthday you pissed off to the football with this friend and threw some money at me? You did the same on my seventeenth. Getting to be a tradition here. You throw your weight around like you're something special rather than a big, suck up bully. You think it's fine and dandy to bring up my past whenever you're annoyed- and I'm amazed at your sheer audacity sometimes, the things you say. If you're angry, oh better go shout at Laura, better go get Laura to do something because she's an easy target, she's someone who can easily be scared and shouted at and hurt. Sometimes it feels like you don't give two damns about me.
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--WHY IS HE STILL HERE?!?!?! He was here a full week before break and then all of break. Limited length of stay does not mean as long as you feel like. The bathroom has not been cleaned either, I assume because you were here, that also means that we're running out of toilet paper so the 3 of us have to get by until Thursday or flag down the RA to get us more. I WANT HIM OUT OF HERE! He should be gone already
-- This semester could easily turn into my worst case, absolute NIGHTMARE within the next 48 hours. And yes I'm planning on doing registration like that again even though I know you HATE it when we do that. But you know what? You give me mixed signals like this for as long as you have and you take away my choice. I have to cover my ass. Look at the full situation of what has been done to me before placing the blame squarely on my shoulders. -- Should've gotten toilet paper from her last night because now we are completely out and she isn't available until 3, which means I can't go to the bathroom until at least then. Next time you use all or most of it, REPLACE IT for the other person in this room! Where is a housekeeper when you need one? -- You mean I could've had him thrown out of here 2 WEEKS AGO?!?! Limited length of stay clarified 72 hours that starts again if/when they leave for any 24 hour period. I don't care that he was here when I wasn't, but NOW you tell me, I looked everywhere for that. And who knew the toilet paper was in the trash room? At least I know for next time and SOMEBODY better come to clean on Thursday like they're supposed to or I'm going to be PISSED! |
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Why the hell does this keep happening?!
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You have NO IDEA how much tomorrow is going to SUCK
1. Get ripped apart by prof 2. Record DVD 3 Transcribe DVD 4. Do a journal entry 5. Read 6 chapters -- It's your job to tell me when these things are and make sure that I'm registered for them. I'm not just saying that, the information I can find says that. Please make sure I'm registered for the test and PLEASE TELL ME I didn't miss orientation. It would be your fault because nobody told me when it was, but I would be the one paying the price for it. It wouldn't make sense to have had it already, but with my luck who knows? |
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-If I have this fucking headache when I wake up tomorrow I will be so pissed. Had it for 4 days straight now
-Why does anyone even bother being my friend. I really don't get it i'm worthless as a friend. they'll realize it at some point |
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They fixed the registration problem so I can cover my own ass in case the world falls apart. If they yell at me I will explain/defend myself, but I have to do what I have to do and they are the ones who put me in this position.
I'm usually hysterical for days after these meetings that are meant to "help" me, but somehow this time the tears aren't coming. That means one of three things: 1. It's really over and I'm in denial 2. It's really over and I'm so sick of this shit that I don't care anymore or 3. It's actually going to happen this time and there's no reason to cry. I would love to redo this, but the only time she has available I'm in class. I can turn in what I have, try to schedule a redo for tomorrow night if both she and they are available or I can negotiate with him to see if I can redo it and turn it in late |
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Why do i get jealous over the littlest things..
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Omygod I don't know what's happening dear lord god someone help me I can't take this... I need help.... I can't... OMYGOD.... Fuck everything. Fuck my existence.
Goodbye Taylor. I hope you die. Just drop dead. |
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I bet as soon as I set myself to offline you're going to appear online. I know it. Avoid Sarah just because she didn't find your joke funny. Saying that 'maybe some people go through childhood head trauma and abuse' and then passing it off as a joke wasn't funny. All I was doing was asking if you remembered doing those things with me. I understand that you may have forgotten because of those things but I went through that kind of thing too you know. It wasn't funny. That's all I was saying. I wasn't trying to make a big deal out of it.
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I don't care, I just want to cut myself. I need to, I need to punish myself! But I can't!!!
I can't handle my head, why does it gets in my head?! I just wanna blast into nothingness... |
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