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I don't really want to go to this tomorrow, but I need the hours so I'll do what I have to do to get them. Now I get to be paranoid about e-mails showing up, but if I get one of the groups there, we only have to go until it's over and I'll have my requirements done before Thanksgiving. Please let me get placed there and let the e-mail come, PLEASE
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Re: Screaming thread.
I f^^ked up and now I am left with so much anxiety and worry. Can't tell anyone either.
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Yeah. THANKS panic attacks!
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE PEOPLE JUDGING ME OR LOOK AT ME BAD WHEN I TRY TO BUY STUFF! I'M SO SICK OF IT! Why can't this just leave me? :( |
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Paranoid about missing an e-mail. I'm hoping they're still making matches and/or can't e-mail because the computes are still down. I'll give them the 2 weeks they said we would know by and then call to make sure I didn't miss a contact. And PLEASE tell me they picked up my paperwork off the table from where they told me to leave it! I wouldn't be so worried if I hadn't already missed an email from a guy I know has the right address and these people have to read my handwriting.
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I'm scared...
Nothing feels fucking real anymore... I can't... feel anything, Am I drained of emotions? Lost the ability to care? Damn it. It's gonna happen again. |
Re: Screaming thread.
Feeling so anxious and on edge tonight.
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Can this night please fucking be over. I can not handle this fucking family party much longer.
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Fuck Fuck Fuck!
I'm having a random panic attack, cant think, breathe or anything!!! |
Re: Screaming thread.
really triggered tonight... getting super panicky because of that, fuck. thats when i give up and relapse normally...
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I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm not okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay.
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I don't want to go to school. Can I escape? By killing myself, that is.
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Not again....
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Re: Screaming thread.
The fact that you have to ask is exactly why you'll never know. I couldn't tell you even if I wanted to and then there's the fact that it's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
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Holy Kanako get over her already freaking stop thinking about her she has a girlfriend. You don't need to worry about her, stop thinking about what ifs, just STAHP. Stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop. Stop devoting hours thing about "what if" no. Stop it. There's no good reason to. Stop thinking about when you'll be seeing her. Just let it go. Don't get so cluttered because of this.
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Re: Screaming thread.
What's the point?
I failed everything. No one truly cares about me, I'm all alone. It's going to be that way forever. I should... just give it all away. Yes... just give whatever money I got left to someone who needs it the most and just go die. |
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You know what?
I am SO mad at you! Coming up with your problems with your boyfriend and such! HELLO! I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND. THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LONELY! I APPRECIATE IT! AND THEN THERE IS THIS F*CKED UP THERAPIST WHO DOESN'T SEEM LIKE SHE EVEN CARES ABOUT ME! -.- I am SO struggling to not cut tonight! -.- |
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Will this pain ever go away?
I deserve the pain. I deserve the punishment. I'm a burden and a nuisance. I need to disappear. |
Re: Screaming thread.
:censored:
Maybe I should just come back to Teen Help. I'd rather the drama of teenagers over the loserness of that one person who posts on the games thread for...... NINE. :censored: . HOURS! *) |
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You can't assign reading for the first class if you never tell us we have required books, let alone what they are. I couldn't order them until today and I'm hoping that they get here as soon as possible, but if I don't have them by next week, it won't be my fault.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Wow for real
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Re: Screaming thread.
WHY ARE PEOPLE SUCH SELFISH CUNTS I'M SO FUCKIN PISSED OFF EW
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Re: Screaming thread.
This stupid headache won't go away.
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Re: Screaming thread.
No, not again...
Please just stop the screaming and everything! I just can't... |
Re: Screaming thread.
I don't even have words to describe what that makes BOTH of you. I can say with certainty that I'm right and you're both wrong and I can F***ING PROVE IT!
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Why is she always so mean to me? This isn't how you treat your best friend, or anyone for that matter. I'm not your punching bag that you can throw mean comments at.
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I want to OD so much right now ugh. Why did it have to get back? I was in an ok mood...
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I can't fucking wait to get to university and away from this house full of absolute fucking cunts :mad: :mad:
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I feel so numb...
darkness surround me. I can't feel anything. |
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I don't know what to do. Ahhh
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why can't I just BE you
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Total fucking invasion of privacy. What the fuck is wrong with you! Stupid fuck, some people DO want to keep their lives private, thank you very much! Fucking asshole.
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I just want to stop these fucking feelings. I feel so bad. I just want this all to stop. I'd rather be gone
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At least they won't find it and come after me unless they're looking for it which I doubt. Now I know exactly what to never do again and why. At least some people gave me what I asked for and told me it was normal. If it's normal then WHY JUMP DOWN MY THROAT!?!? I've learned to never admit weaknesses to anyone and to remember that I'm not allowed to be human for 12 hours a day for the next 50 years.
The time FINALLY comes and now I don't want to go UGH!! |
Re: Screaming thread.
I wish I was dead. It's getting harder and harder to keep on fighting.....
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Re: Screaming thread.
I wish I could make you as happy as I am. Unfortunately, I don't think I can make you that happy. But atleast a bit?
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm scared of everything.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Please, just stop. I'm simply tired of feeling like this.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I have never been this BORED
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Re: Screaming thread.
I just want to fucking give up, it's getting worse and I'm not strong enough for this. I just want to be gone forever.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I don't know which is worse, having someone's care not matter to you when you are everything to them or
your care being worthless to someone who matters the world to you. |
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