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You shouldn't have come. You spoilt everything. I hate you.. I hate you so freaking much!
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I want to know that it matters. That I'm relevant.
Please. Tell me. |
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I just want to disappear forever and make everyone else happy.
It's not like it would matter nor would anyone care/notice, I'm just a pathetic excuse for a person and nothing but a failure and a burden. Feel alone and worthless. |
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Damn it! The new whatsapp update just made life so freaking hard!
No privacy at all D: |
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So fat, ugly, and disgusting. Such a worthless and useless excuse for a human being.
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Sleep would be fucking great.
Oh wait. I can't sleep because my fucking thoughts won't shut up and I'm so tired that it's impossible to sleep. |
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I am trying not to think about it. It sucks. How can you stop thoughts? Make it go away. I close my eyes and I can see him laughing! I hate this. I fucking hate him for what he did to me. I fucking hate myself for being me. I thought I was strong enough to get over it. Its been 2 years and the weakling in me refuses to forget anything. I want to everything. I am so fed up. I don't want to be me anymore. I am such a fucking failure.I am such a fucking loser.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Okay. I'm isolating myself in a way.. but I can't afford to have more negative energy attached on myself more than I already do. I'm not okay. Not going to let any 'worse' happen. Keeping it all under control.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Once a failure, always a failure.....
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I didn't eat the whole day then dad comes round and screams at us all.. Threatens to not go to my sisters wedding and he will have nothing to do with my life so I fucking binged. Now I'm gonna have to take stupid laxatives
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Re: Screaming thread.
I want to die as well.
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I'm a monster.
Monsters should die. But I won't, I'm trying to hold it together... |
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The fact that people leave without informing, just shows what a useless piece of shit I am.
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Feeling like i'm just a bother to everyone recently.. it would be so easy to give in to everything at this point.
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Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
I'm just a fucking worthless piece of shit, why am I even breathing?! I'm not helping anyone, I'm not even good enough for anyone and my... someone. I fucking hate myself... I... I don't know what to do... |
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Sick of being sick. My throat is so swollen I can hardly swallow pain killers and I have to work and go back to uni now. I just need time to recover. I can't remember when I was last completely healthy.
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I'm such a fuck up. I don't belong here. I'm not like everyone else. I can't be who I want. It needs to end now. I need to end it now :'(
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That was so not funny! Where the hell did you get your sense of humor from. Ugh, leave me the fuck alone!
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I've been sitting here doing nothing for too long...
Starving myself for the better... And now she just... Why didn't I kill myself that night? She doesn't care and now I'm fucking alone with my demons. :'( I gotta keep calm... I gotta... But im running out of strength.. |
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Okay, I accept it. I have bitten more than I can chew. But, that does not mean I am giving up. Even if I have lost a year, I am going to complete what I have taken up. So leave me the fuck alone and yes, take your negativity with you!
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Re: Screaming thread.
Can I just die instead of babying you
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I wanna just give up but I won't, it'll be nice if depression and suicidal intentions have their own vacations... :(
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If my group members would actually communicate with me, that'd be greeeaaaaat. :glare:
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Dear God will you please just shut the fuck up already? I am so tired of hearing you whine and beat yourself up day after day. Literally every day you manage to say at least one thing self-deprecating; I just want to walk out of the room when you start in. And your kids? They're spoiled rich little shits. Get the fuck over yourself and learn how to discipline them; your life will be much better for it.
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Just go to hell, you butthurt little baby. I'm tired of dealing with your shit.
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LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
DO YOU UNDERSTAND, ATLEAST NOW! |
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I want to die and I just feel bad on my family. I'm trying to force myself to believe they'll be okay
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Re: Screaming thread.
Right mom, I get it. I am a failure! You want to add anything else?
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This is driving me insane. I've been more than patient, but I am sick and tired of waiting already. It's been far too long and I want to know when it's finally going to happen.
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Please just come back to me. things will be different i swear.
This world is so cold and lonely without you. All i think about it you and on times it even causes my chest to physically hurt. I wont cut anymore as if you come back I dont want you to have to look at yet more scars caused by heart break over you. I wont end it all because if i do you can never come back, But i don't want to live without you. Please come back so we can be happy, have our home, our big day and make retarded god babies together like we promised xxx I love you my angel x |
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I'm going to die! I need to pass college or I'll be a college drop out and I don't know if I could live with myself if that happened.
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I don't know why you haven't given up on me yet. I've run out of reasons not to give up on myself. I really don't understand how that (apparently) wasn't the last straw, it seems to have been everyone else's. It's taking everything I have not to walk away, and I don't have very much.
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You are so annoying and so disgusting. I wish I could tell this to your face, but I was brought up better than you.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm tired.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I think I spoke too soon. I frigging thought I was feeling better today, but now I have fever. I guess I am never going to see a happy,normal day! Ugh!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm hiding it all inside.
Just like the good old days. |
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I feel like I have drills put to my head, constantly, all the time.
Oh where are drugs when you need them |
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I feel horrific.
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Great! One more person proves that I am a worthless piece of shit. I was there when you needed me, but when I ask you to come talk to me, you ignore me. Am I just a punching bag, where you come scream and rant when you are hurt and throw away when you don't need it? Why do I fucking care, why do I fucking get attached so easily, why do I expect anything from people, why don't I realize I am fucking meant to be alone. Nobody wants me and nobody will ever want me.
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at most 16 days it all it took to replace me?
After you promised me faithfully after last time this happened you would remain single for awhile. Quite frankly with the pain in my chest right now ive had enough. someone please just end it all. Cant believe i meant so little to you |
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