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DeletedAccount71 February 4th 2015 12:36 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Does everything just HAVE to turn to shit right now? Really? I mean, it's one thing to lose my best friend and then find out my family is getting torn apart, but do I HAVE to get sick on top of it, too, so I can't de-stress with any of my friends? On top of which I have an exam tomorrow that I am too distracted to study for. Great. Just fucking fantastic.

Twinge February 4th 2015 10:18 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So sick of this... I can't believe how irritated I am.

MyVisionIsDying February 4th 2015 08:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Fucked off...

Dear Plusnet,
I don't mind your customer service because it's ok and most of the staff are helpful however your internet service is shit. Please improve it and then I'll be your friend again.

Advice to people in the UK, if you want broadband and internet because I can guarantee that sooner or later you'll be having problems with a Plusnet router.

Excuse me while I go tear my hair out...

Most Likely February 4th 2015 11:18 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
No money, again. I'm sick. My mom is sick. My brother is sick. Everybody is sad and sluggish. Weather is dark, sad and cold. Can't sleep. Can't deal with anything. Can't focus. I'm sad, anxious, bitter and I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. I hate myself, I hate myself with burning passion and I can't help but feel guilty for doing or not doing just anything. :(

Sleep does nothing. I could as well not go to bed and feel no difference. Sigh.

dr2005 February 7th 2015 08:10 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
How is it so difficult for you to see that you talking to me like I\'m a fucking child is going to wind me up? Or that by basically shutting me out when you were panicking about your dad earlier, I was going to feel more than a little annoyed? I mean, it\'s not as if we\'re engaged to be married or anything...oh wait, we are. Although quite frankly if you think it\'s fine and dandy to string me along like this, pushing me to the sidelines when it\'s inconvenient for me to be around, I\'m not sure we\'re going to make it to the altar. I\'ve supported you through so much crap lately, and honestly I deserve better from you than this.

Pirouette February 7th 2015 09:40 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Sometimes I feel like you aren\'t even real and just there to mess with my feelings. Why do you do this to me? I just want a clear answer of what you want. Every single weekend- why do you do this? I really want to give up and go but then you would come along too. You\'re a stalker, you torment me. You ruined my life years ago and now you come back haunting me. I hate you. I hate hearing your voice. You are nothing to me. You\'re just somebody I used to know...wait I\'ll take that back. You\'re somebody that I never knew. I don\'t know you- Leave.

Storyteller. February 7th 2015 11:32 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m in rather a lot of pain and it\'s not very fun.

DeletedAccount71 February 9th 2015 03:46 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You stupid fucking FUCK. FUUUUCK. Who the FUCK doesn\'t tell someone something like that?! How did it just "slip your mind?!" You can FEEL it, you asshole! It\'s right there on your fucking face! So you not only have the audacity to push my boundaries like that, but you do so while you\'re compromised?! What the FUCK?! You have put ME and EVERYONE I love at risk. EVERYONE. Did you not THINK? You\'re not the only person in my life. Your actions have consequences! Even if it turns out nothing is wrong, how am I supposed to trust you again? How can I know you\'ll be absolutely honest with me? This isn\'t a mistake I can easily forget, and even if it doesn\'t have lasting physical consequences, it has lasting consequences on our relationship. I don\'t know if I can trust you enough to move forward the way we wanted to.

Also, don\'t fucking shame me like that. I let it pass only because you were upset, but don\'t do it again. YOU made the mistake. This is YOUR fault.

And don\'t tell me to "not bring that up right now." Uh, I\'m sorry, you don\'t want me to bring up something directly pertaining to the topic at hand because it reminds you that you put yourself at risk, now, too? Sorry, it doesn\'t work that way.

DYon February 9th 2015 02:32 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don\'t want to try anymore

WashoutThePain February 10th 2015 06:10 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don\'t even want to scream at you... just hug me.

Forging Galaxies February 11th 2015 01:39 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My head...
I can\'t even comprehend what\'s happening to me. Something is wrong, or I\'m just easily convinced shit is wrong. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...

Thoughts... the voices, where did they even come from? I know it\'s a figment of my imagination but the things they say are right... sometimes.

Please let everything be okay...
Please...
How can such things come from raging sadness and sorrow?! I\'m a damn failure, I won\'t... repeat the same mistakes..

DiafolEternal February 11th 2015 03:06 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My arm hurts and this cast is itching and i gotta keep this shit on for 9 more days :(
Plus side, the hospital put me under and didn\'t steal my underwear this time :D

DYon February 11th 2015 04:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
i just want to yell because i dont know what the hell i can do anymore. im losing everyone

Storyteller. February 11th 2015 11:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'ve literally wasted an entire day and I don\'t think I can make up for it. >.<

Forging Galaxies February 11th 2015 10:57 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I need to die alone.
I just make things worse.

WashoutThePain February 12th 2015 02:42 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
stop talking to me..... ugh.

Amandaapandaa February 12th 2015 03:42 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why the fuck is my heart breaking all over again over the same person that I promised myself would never fuck me up again. Im tired of all this shit. :\'( !!!!!!!

Forging Galaxies February 12th 2015 08:29 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Wasting a fucking day being in bed, starving myself...
I deserve it, I failed. Too many people died... :\'(
All I do is make things worse...

DeletedAccount71 February 12th 2015 09:08 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Look, I really appreciate what you\'re doing, BUT THAT\'S THE MOST IMPORTANT TEST! That\'s the cause of the whole fucking problem! I don\'t care WHAT you have to do to convince them, but you better damn well do it. I\'m not fucking around with this. It\'s YOUR fault. YOU fix it.

Most Likely February 13th 2015 11:40 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m really worried. I don\'t know what to do anymore.

Why am I so useless?

Storyteller. February 14th 2015 01:36 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I really wish this headache would go away. D:

DeletedAccount71 February 14th 2015 05:28 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
ARGGGH, why do I have to like you so much?!?! This situation is so fucked.

Calaer February 15th 2015 02:22 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how you don\'t see all the stress you put me though. I wish that you would just give me time to figure things out, with no strings attached.

DeletedAccount71 February 15th 2015 02:43 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
- You are nothing.

- You just had to go and say that, didn\'t you? You just couldn\'t leave it the way it was. Well, I still love you, but today I say fuck you. Fuck you and everything you put me through.

Kintsukuroi. February 15th 2015 05:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I feel nauseous..nosebleeds today on an empty stomach.

DYon February 15th 2015 04:48 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish you could understand

WashoutThePain February 15th 2015 05:00 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
just have your way with me, I don\'t care anymore....

ForgottenSunrise February 16th 2015 06:52 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
GDI Walmart! Why cant you pay me a wage that will allow me to pay the rent! Why do I work harder that my coworkers and still get less hours and less hourly pay! And what am I doing wrong so that I cant find another job that will allow me to support myself?! When will the torture end......

Doodle. February 16th 2015 12:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Sort your fucking head out.

Kate* February 17th 2015 01:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why is it IMPOSSIBLE to find APPLICATION DEADLINES?!?! You are a college, you admit students, you have deadlines so why can\'t I find them anywhere? It shouldn\'t be this hard, if only I remembered where I found them last time, but that was 3 years ago and you\'ve changed the site about a thousand times since then! Become better organized and learn how to post them or at least make them easily searchable!

Forging Galaxies February 17th 2015 08:11 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I always screw things up, I\'m just a shit person.
She won\'t even tell me why she\'s depressed, it\'s obviously my fault.
Everything always is.

DeletedAccount88 February 17th 2015 09:58 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
How the hell did I become such a heartless bitch.

Jordioa18 February 17th 2015 10:10 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Calling you my valentine is one of the worst mistakes I\'ve ever made!

Calaer February 19th 2015 01:15 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate how long it takes for things to freaking download.

CandleLights February 19th 2015 08:06 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I\'m so freaking SICK with my FLASHBACKS! STOP! MAKING ME UPSET AND EMPTY!!! I\'m SO FED UP WITH DAMN FLASHBACKS OF MY PAST!! :\'(

DeletedAccount71 February 19th 2015 10:04 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
- Oh, so now that I\'m going to push you to take responsibility for your actions you don\'t want to talk to me? Great. Call me when you grow a pair.

- You\'re annoying the fuck out of me. I can barely hold my own life together right now and I don\'t have time for your problems. You want things from me I can\'t give you right now. And for god\'s sake, wipe that stupid you-shot-a-puppy-in-front-of-me look off your face. I\'m not telling you what\'s wrong. Get the fuck over it.

Maybe he was right, all those months ago. Maybe I am just a selfish person.

- Well, it looks like you got your wish. You are my world now. Most of the time it\'s wonderful, but sometimes it\'s just damn painful.

- You\'re an asshole, you know that? You promised me, you promised me we would be. And now you just don\'t care. Fuck you.

Calaer February 21st 2015 05:55 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate it when people judge you for things they know nothing about, and clearly do not understand.

Most Likely February 21st 2015 09:14 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I badly need sleep right now.

Twinge February 21st 2015 02:19 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Ugh, it happened AGAIN.

Avox. February 21st 2015 02:30 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don\'t have any self control. I can\'t ever stop self harming. I\'m useless!


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