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I'm crying silently because no one can know.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I have to stay up all night today, again. My head hurts. I know I need sleep. But, gah! 660 pages to go. >.<
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Re: Screaming thread.
I hate how people lie about the dumbest things.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why do I bother? Just why do I bother.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I really just want my brother and his lady to leave my house, but I don't want to be 'that' sister and say something.
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I'm so fucking fat
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Re: Screaming thread.
I know you said that because you don't know what I've been through, but it still hurts like hell. I WAS in that program, I knew I was in the right place before. I'm NOT the one who ended it.
You FUCKING screwed me, I'm not going to sit there and pretend everything is okay! You're suggesting I start over from the application process, redo a masters, add more debt to what I'm already carrying, and do a thesis (which I HATED in undergrad) all to finish a degree I can't use for anything because you wanted to treat me like crap for 3 years and throw me out of the better program after letting me get within 5 courses of finishing it?! It's not worth it, but the bachelors I have now isn't good for anything either. So, I repeat. You FUCKING screwed me, I'm not going to sit here and pretend everything is okay! And chances are you will face NO consequences for what you did to me, even though common sense, not to mention the counselor's training you brag about having, says it's so wrong it's indefensible. |
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It's wonderful that I'm just... sorta not seeing much good in myself, everything feels... wrong in me.
"Why are you useless Thomas?" "Why don't you just... go away?" Honestly I don't know, I'm living for someone so fuck you all haha... |
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I cannot stand how some people want to do nothing but complain, and refuse to fix the situation they are in.
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Little kid trying to insult me on an old Youtube video of mine. So fucking funny that he uses insults that a lot of people have tried and failed to use on many.
This asshat needs to educate himself before typing up how "shit" I am with only 21 subscribers when he himself has only 16. Thanks for pointing out the obvious, gosh I hadn't noticed! Please. Isn't it past your bedtime? Do you need mummy to help you into bed? Do you want daddy to read you a story? No? Then get the fuck off my channel, douchebag. |
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I want my own laptop back! This one SUCKS and I have to share it. Hopefully 2 more days
Why does everything I want to do require degrees/fields that are off limits to me. Social work, counseling (almost but impossible) nursing, teaching, or law (considered it but way too expensive). If I can't be a counselor, I want to be an advocate of some kind, people with disabilities, foster kids, people with mental illness, but everything is off limits because I have my own challenges. This is NUTS. |
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I hate that there are so many people in this world, which I cannot help because they don't want to. They want to be all alone, forever. This is so sad, it annoys me >.<
Yeah, I know I am not the ''Mother Teresa Of Calcutta'', but still... I just want to do something :'( |
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I just wish we could like what we like without all the judgment.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I\'ve been begging and pleading for months and things are getting worse not better so you\'d better have a plan here because I\'m losing hope.
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Re: Screaming thread.
It\'s so frustrating how people believe they have a right to judge me.
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Severely depressed and the suicidal thoughts are back...
Things are out of my control it seems... |
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Got an interview PLEASE tell me that my lack of driver\'s license won\'t end up screwing me and that I have the right location. If I don\'t get it I don\'t get it, but I don\'t want that to be because of something stupid like this. Turns out it probably will. Where was THAT information before I applied for the job and you should\'ve been more specific in the job description. Good interview practice either way I guess. Now I don\'t even want to bother with it.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I hate people who always think the worst of others. :c
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Re: Screaming thread.
I desperately need to stop wanting what I know I will never have. That program was ethically questionable and I\'m the one who got screwed. Getting what I want would take a miracle or I need to stop wanting it.
I don\'t want to do this anymore. I\'m imagining it turning into a nightmare. I want to escape this feeling so bad I can\'t even tell you. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I wish my feelings didn\'t fluctuate like this.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I can\'t stop hating myself. I can\'t stop snacking.
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It makes me really sad and angry that some people can be so selfish about the dumbest things. It\'s so aggravating.
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Honestly, I might as well just give up...
I don\'t want to die, I just... don\'t want to live in this world. Especially since I can\'t do some good in it... I\'m just a useless faggot. I just want the craziness to stop... I just wanna cuddle her and love her to bits... I want her warm embrace. |
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Why are people so stupid? Seriously. I don\'t understand how some people don\'t end up accidentally killing themselves by sticking their hands in a toaster.
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I think I\'m going to cut tonight. I can\'t because job interview, I can\'t have visible cuts, but I need to.
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I want my old life back so fucking bad right now. I don\'t care that it was a train wreck, I don\'t care that I was ready to drop out, that I was questioning my own sanity and the ethics of the faculty\'s conduct. I just want to have clients and have deep and profound conversations that change people\'s lives, but that\'s IMPOSSIBLE.
So much for not broken, no wrong way, and won\'t ruin your life. I am, and have proof of it, there\'s obviously at least one because I found it, and it did ruin my life. I want out and I want out now. I don\'t know how long I\'ll be able to do this. The more I look into this the more I realize it won\'t work, but it\'s too late to cancel and it\'s partly your fault for not screening materials better. I can\'t explain to you how badly I DON\'T WANT TO DO THS!!! I want you to save me one more time, but if it was intended to work out that way you would\'ve been there to handle the situation yourself. I want my old life back even though I know you can\'t give it to me. I really can\'t do this much longer. So much for I\'m not broken, there is no wrong way, and it wouldn\'t ruin my life. I am, there obviously is one because I found it, and it has. Even if I make it through tomorrow, I want my old life back more than anything; even if it was a train wreck. I never developed coping skills for this because he thought I was being paranoid and by the time he realized it was really happening it was too late for him to do anything. You agreed to help and then couldn\'t, she\'s offering help, but it\'s not going to be objective, and I have no options because everything I want requires degrees I can no longer earn. I feel like you could make this all okay somehow, but you still can\'t do it. cancelling was definitely the right move, no regrets. |
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I don\'t know why I even bother. I\'m sick of living in this fucked up world.
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I just want to stop existing. And I want you to stop wanting me to exist just so you can bully me some more. I don\'t want to exist, why do you? This isn\'t fair. Just let me disappear from your life.
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You have no compassion. No fucking sympathy!
How can you say I\'m being over- fucking- dramatic when I just told you that my mental health is shit?! How can you brush it off like that? You\'re my older stepbrother, I remember the time when you were by my side when I fell down the stairs, that was caring! You think it\'s easy? Try living in my shoes? You can\'t just nonchalantly tell me to go see a therapist, getting help isn\'t that fucking easy! What happened to you? What happened to caring? We get along differently than how me and L get along. I understand D, your dad doesn\'t see eye to eye with you and he doesn\'t see eye to eye with me. I understand you. Just at least understand that I\'m the fucked up sibling and that it\'s not as easy as other people make it out to be. Just understand that I need to escape from this world. |
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I\'m tired of being ignored. It\'s like when your having problems or you don\'t have anything people just ignore you and pretend you don\'t exist sometimes :mad:
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Re: Screaming thread.
Screw this...
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Re: Screaming thread.
My teeth hurt :(
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Re: Screaming thread.
I\'ll just post an image here. No words needed...
http://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo...Gj_700b_v3.jpg |
Re: Screaming thread.
I hate how we aren\'t getting enough rain. I feel as if we need to have a pretty good storm that lasts about all day. It would be nice.
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Re: Screaming thread.
So I\'ve written some long message to the one I love...
A part of me didn\'t want to, I fear it may be too rough or maybe I was... not seeing things straight. I just hope she doesn\'t get mad at me... It kills me enough she doesn\'t seem to... whatever it is she\'s doing. I don\'t want her mad at me, I\'m gonna have to cut or do something else... |
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why does nobody understand...
Am I so different? Am I so weird? Just.. please stop talking about me... It kills me to hear stuff like that from my own mother... please stop.. |
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We bend over FUCKING BACKWARDS for you and you treat us like shit because you want to throw tantrums like a god damn 2 year old. And you think you deserve it as the matriarch of the family. Respect us, stop favoring the men in the family and for god sakes show APPRECIATION when we help you instead of acting like a toddler and complaining that it\'s never enough. I can\'t wait until we get our lives back.
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I just wanna die, I\'ll never be a writer.
I\'ll never be a father... I\'ll never be a husband... I have nothing else to live for... |
Re: Screaming thread.
It\'s slightly annoying when people tell me that \'you don\'t pick your family.\' I did, and I couldn\'t be happier.
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I\'m so sick of this shit. No one cares about me. Only when I have something they want, then they "care".
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