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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I wish I didn't have to be your dirty little secret.
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sometimes i wish i had a broken bone to feel pain...
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I wish I meant more to the people that mean so much to me.
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Nobody knows how much I really wish he would die....until now.
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I am sneaking around with the twin brother of the guy who raped me... Something is obviously wrong with me if I'm having sex with his twin... But I don't know how to get help for this... I don't know how to fix myself... The pieces of my life are so shattered that I don't know if I will ever be able to put them back together... I'm afraid I'll forever be a fuck up...
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I have held my gun in my hands, thinking about death, but didn't have the guts to do it. coward
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Hey Exxon gas station.
You wondering where your security cameras are? Heheheheh.... |
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I have never felt love. Never liked anyone. Never experienced sadness, and I experience very little sympathy and remorse for others. I also show little care for the well being of others. I've never felt pain, nor intense happiness.
I am numb all the time. All the time. Every single second of my life I am emotionless. ...And for some reason, I LIKE THIS. |
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I've broken a mirror before...I had just gotten into a fight with him. I was washing my cuts, bruises, and my face in the bathroom sink. I looked up and saw my father...but it wasn't him, it my reflection . I jumped, screamed, and threw my fist forward as hard as I could. The mirror shattered and I had fresh wounds on my hand. I did it because I was so scared. But I'll never admit it.
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I still think of that horrid mistake. Nearly a year ago. I dwell on purpose because I feel like I deserve how miserable I am for it.
I hate being touched, but I cant help myself. I won't admit it, for everyone thinks I've gotten so much better...but I still consider suicide on a daily basis. I think I've started something easily preventable. I can't keep myself from vomiting after many snacks/meals. i don't want to lose weight. i just feel disgusting and undeserving when I eat. |
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I never show how bad I really feel... no one ever seems to care when I do tell them, and I feel as if it annoys them that I'm complaining. I'm just scared to death of everything and life hurts too much to handle sometimes... My heart constantly hurts and I don't believe I'll ever find someone who actually cares. I wish I had someone I could cry in front of, who would genuinely care... Life is killing me, literally, I can feel it... and no one knows it but me.
-Commiseration |
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Im living in the past too much. I want her back. But I know she'll never love me again like she used to. But I will.
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I shouldn't, but I really fucking miss him. :'( I'm not okay, even though I pretend to be. I say I'm healing and I'm moving on but it's just now been a week since I found out 7 months of my life was nothing to him... Oh my god it hurts so bad!!!
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My best friend is 22, married, and has 2 kids (one his wife's, one theirs). He's had an affair with me.
I've been cutting for 4 or 5 years now. And I'm not sure that I WANT to stop. |
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truth is - my atomic clock is at 5 minutes til midnight.
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I'm trying to convince myself that I can do this but I know I can't for much longer.
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I thought we were going to be friends. =/ What happened?
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Honestly?
I'm scared of going away and worried that my friends will go their separate ways. Sometimes I don't like myself very much. |
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After lying to so many people so long ago, I constantly doubt anyone tells me the truth. It's basically why I'm pushing you away.
I made a mistake and I thought you'd always be there - because I was trusting those words you told me. I guess my real mistake was thinking I had time to think of myself for once. If you go, I'm not going to be able to live. Not with why you're leaving. It's all my fault and when you needed me the most - I was distant. There's nothing I can do to take that back. |
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I love ballet & jazz but nobody knows because they'd make fun of me.
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I've fallen in love with her.
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i Feel
I Wish i Was Never Born...
I Absolutely HATE My Parents ..! I Hate Them I HAte THem I Hate Them!!! iTried To Kill Myself! To Bad It Didnt Work!!! Next Tiem Ill Jus Have To Try Harder! |
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i try my best to disguise it, but the truth is.. i'm absolutely terrified.
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I really hate you sometimes in case you haven't realized it yet.
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there are some people on here that i just want to scream through my computer.. "Shut the fuck up" at..
is that mean?. :S |
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I am well in over my head with too many things.
Paranoia is also eating me alive. |
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i feel myself getting mad at you because
we spend so much time together.. the more time we spend together the more you will become sick of me i dont want that to happen. |
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Every time that I start to cry over you, I look in a mirror, so I will see how pathetic I'm being and stop.
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I feel like i will never fall in love, or ever find someone to be with. I have given up on finding love, it hurts me so much to think about love and see what people have. Because i have this feeling i will find no one.
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It takes a lot out of me to open up to someone..
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I think it's all my fault that I've never had a good friend, because when I make a friend, I always compare them to the kind of person I think they should be. I expect them to be perfect, even though I know that that's impossible. I bet the real reason nobody accepts me is because I never fully accept them.
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I am NOTok
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-I can't talk to her alone anymore and it's eating me up inside.
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I'm jealous of you. So, so very jealous.
I'm still mad at you, but I can't show it, because I love you so much. |
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I'm disgusted in myself. I should have never met him. I wish I hadn't. I know he's playing mind games. It scares me.
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I miss her :(
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Just found a post on here about her and it reminds her that no matter what has happened, she will always love him in some way.
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She met me. She made me trust her. She said she loved me. She said she'd never leave. She left. She said she didn't love me anymore. She's all I can think about. :( |
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your just some slut in heels.
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