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Xujhan July 21st 2009 08:15 PM

Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
 
I wish I didn't have to be your dirty little secret.

Crazy_Achava_lovesmusic July 21st 2009 08:52 PM

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sometimes i wish i had a broken bone to feel pain...

Paul. July 21st 2009 08:58 PM

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I wish I meant more to the people that mean so much to me.

escape_thereal_world July 21st 2009 09:37 PM

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Nobody knows how much I really wish he would die....until now.

kaytastrophie_xo July 22nd 2009 03:09 AM

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I am sneaking around with the twin brother of the guy who raped me... Something is obviously wrong with me if I'm having sex with his twin... But I don't know how to get help for this... I don't know how to fix myself... The pieces of my life are so shattered that I don't know if I will ever be able to put them back together... I'm afraid I'll forever be a fuck up...

Double X July 22nd 2009 03:14 AM

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I have held my gun in my hands, thinking about death, but didn't have the guts to do it. coward

Lugez July 22nd 2009 06:51 AM

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Hey Exxon gas station.

You wondering where your security cameras are?

Heheheheh....

Lugez July 22nd 2009 07:00 AM

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I have never felt love. Never liked anyone. Never experienced sadness, and I experience very little sympathy and remorse for others. I also show little care for the well being of others. I've never felt pain, nor intense happiness.

I am numb all the time. All the time. Every single second of my life I am emotionless.

...And for some reason, I LIKE THIS.

ZeroDarkness July 22nd 2009 07:13 AM

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I've broken a mirror before...I had just gotten into a fight with him. I was washing my cuts, bruises, and my face in the bathroom sink. I looked up and saw my father...but it wasn't him, it my reflection . I jumped, screamed, and threw my fist forward as hard as I could. The mirror shattered and I had fresh wounds on my hand. I did it because I was so scared. But I'll never admit it.

ridiculousness July 22nd 2009 08:21 AM

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I still think of that horrid mistake. Nearly a year ago. I dwell on purpose because I feel like I deserve how miserable I am for it.

I hate being touched, but I cant help myself.
I won't admit it, for everyone thinks I've gotten so much better...but I still consider suicide on a daily basis.

I think I've started something easily preventable. I can't keep myself from vomiting after many snacks/meals. i don't want to lose weight. i just feel disgusting and undeserving when I eat.

Commiseration July 22nd 2009 09:56 AM

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I never show how bad I really feel... no one ever seems to care when I do tell them, and I feel as if it annoys them that I'm complaining. I'm just scared to death of everything and life hurts too much to handle sometimes... My heart constantly hurts and I don't believe I'll ever find someone who actually cares. I wish I had someone I could cry in front of, who would genuinely care... Life is killing me, literally, I can feel it... and no one knows it but me.

-Commiseration

HearMeSCREAM July 22nd 2009 05:02 PM

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Im living in the past too much. I want her back. But I know she'll never love me again like she used to. But I will.

escape_thereal_world July 22nd 2009 11:44 PM

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I shouldn't, but I really fucking miss him. :'( I'm not okay, even though I pretend to be. I say I'm healing and I'm moving on but it's just now been a week since I found out 7 months of my life was nothing to him... Oh my god it hurts so bad!!!

xoitsmyss July 23rd 2009 07:51 AM

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My best friend is 22, married, and has 2 kids (one his wife's, one theirs). He's had an affair with me.
I've been cutting for 4 or 5 years now. And I'm not sure that I WANT to stop.

Paul. July 24th 2009 04:50 AM

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truth is - my atomic clock is at 5 minutes til midnight.

Emzy July 24th 2009 09:18 AM

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I'm trying to convince myself that I can do this but I know I can't for much longer.

noise94 July 24th 2009 04:40 PM

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I thought we were going to be friends. =/ What happened?

Strider July 24th 2009 08:12 PM

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Honestly?
I'm scared of going away and worried that my friends will go their separate ways. Sometimes I don't like myself very much.

SimplyComplex July 25th 2009 04:57 PM

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After lying to so many people so long ago, I constantly doubt anyone tells me the truth. It's basically why I'm pushing you away.

I made a mistake and I thought you'd always be there - because I was trusting those words you told me. I guess my real mistake was thinking I had time to think of myself for once.

If you go, I'm not going to be able to live. Not with why you're leaving. It's all my fault and when you needed me the most - I was distant. There's nothing I can do to take that back.

Blanket July 25th 2009 09:44 PM

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I love ballet & jazz but nobody knows because they'd make fun of me.

noise94 July 25th 2009 10:43 PM

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I've fallen in love with her.


-Apple! July 25th 2009 11:02 PM

i Feel
 
I Wish i Was Never Born...
I Absolutely HATE My Parents ..!
I Hate Them I HAte THem I Hate Them!!!
iTried To Kill Myself!
To Bad It Didnt Work!!!
Next Tiem Ill Jus Have To Try Harder!

losing touch. July 25th 2009 11:20 PM

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i try my best to disguise it, but the truth is.. i'm absolutely terrified.

Crazy_Achava_lovesmusic July 25th 2009 11:32 PM

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I really hate you sometimes in case you haven't realized it yet.

losing touch. July 25th 2009 11:35 PM

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there are some people on here that i just want to scream through my computer.. "Shut the fuck up" at..

is that mean?. :S

Jamie July 25th 2009 11:49 PM

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I am well in over my head with too many things.

Paranoia is also eating me alive.

CherriesBlossom July 26th 2009 12:11 AM

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i feel myself getting mad at you because
we spend so much time together..
the more time we spend together the more you
will become sick of me i dont want that to happen.

flippinmayonnaise July 26th 2009 12:36 AM

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Every time that I start to cry over you, I look in a mirror, so I will see how pathetic I'm being and stop.

eaty July 26th 2009 01:47 AM

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I feel like i will never fall in love, or ever find someone to be with. I have given up on finding love, it hurts me so much to think about love and see what people have. Because i have this feeling i will find no one.

.Brittany. July 26th 2009 07:09 PM

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It takes a lot out of me to open up to someone..

MadPoet July 28th 2009 04:57 AM

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I think it's all my fault that I've never had a good friend, because when I make a friend, I always compare them to the kind of person I think they should be. I expect them to be perfect, even though I know that that's impossible. I bet the real reason nobody accepts me is because I never fully accept them.

Commiseration July 28th 2009 06:59 AM

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I am NOTok

somerandomkidmike July 28th 2009 10:55 PM

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-I can't talk to her alone anymore and it's eating me up inside.

LoveFever July 28th 2009 10:57 PM

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I'm jealous of you. So, so very jealous.

I'm still mad at you, but I can't show it, because I love you so much.

Prozac July 28th 2009 11:08 PM

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I'm disgusted in myself. I should have never met him. I wish I hadn't. I know he's playing mind games. It scares me.

*Faith* July 28th 2009 11:09 PM

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I miss her :(

michy7x July 28th 2009 11:44 PM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by DontGiveUpHope (Post 3176)
Sometimes when I'm truly happy, I make myself depressed,because I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. Well,its not that I don't deserve it,I just feel...out of my comfort zone being happy. like I'm very vulnerable when I'm happy. So why not just be depressed?

p.s. i'm the only person that whited so far.haha.

not sure if it's appropriate to comment back on what u put here, but i used to feel exactly the same.

michy7x July 28th 2009 11:59 PM

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Just found a post on here about her and it reminds her that no matter what has happened, she will always love him in some way.

noise94 July 29th 2009 12:30 AM

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She met me.
She made me trust her.
She said she loved me.
She said she'd never leave.
She left.
She said she didn't love me anymore.
She's all I can think about. :(

CherriesBlossom July 29th 2009 01:27 AM

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your just some slut in heels.


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