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Dirty Little Secrets.
I'm sure you all remember this one.
Let out whatever's on your minds. Make your font white if you want to make it hard to read. Enjoy (: |
I'm glad there was a 'human error'.
It's been 7 months... I want to talk to him. I have to know. I'm scared I'll still want him. :( |
My very favorite Dirty Little Secret: I judge books by their covers.
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My dirtty little secret... I wear my gf's Deoderant because it reminds me of her <3
That and i like the smell^^ and she wears my Cologne xD But ya my dirty little secret is i wear my gf's deoderant because we're so far away from eachother and being able to smell her when she's gone makes it feel like she is closer <3 |
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I didn't want TH to come back.
I love someone,who i shouldn't love. I OD'd last night. |
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I'm in love with the person he used to be.
I masturbate on a daily basis. I really hate the social group I hang out with, but I don't know how to escape it. |
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Sometimes when I'm truly happy, I make myself depressed,because I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. Well,its not that I don't deserve it,I just feel...out of my comfort zone being happy. like I'm very vulnerable when I'm happy. So why not just be depressed?
p.s. i'm the only person that whited so far.haha. |
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Listening to Britney Spear's Opps I did it Again puts me in a great mood. It's kind of embarrassing but oh well :)
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I'm scared of change. . . I'm scared of being happy.
I don't plan on living past 20. |
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I have a small crush on an older man (and I've been dating my boyfriend for a long time)
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I'm not sure if I want to live to 20, I don't see a reason to...
I think I'm in love with one of my best friends. I think I might finish it tonight...it hurts to much |
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I'm in love with my ex & i would do damn near anything to get him back.
I can't stand the bitch he's with now I'm really afraid I'm going to loose myself |
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I hate it admit it but after a few weeks of not speaking to her, I don't remember anything about her such as her looks, how she was, how she made me feel and I'm really happy that I've managed to forget that much.
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The reason I work so much is that I can distract myself from the real problems... Work is the closest thing I have to de-stressing, and the closest thing I get to a break. Next closest thing? Puzzles... rubik's cubes, mind puzzles, so I think so much that I don't have to think.... but it's starting to not work anymore. Oh well... maybe I'll start to actually deal with the problems.
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I am too embaressed to write down my problems anywhere, even here, or think about them when I'm not by myself, in case people can hear or will ever find them
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Sometimes I wish I were a lot older, so I could leave. Even though my family has done nothing to me.
& Sometimes I don't see big problems as problems. Like drugs...or Self harm. Sometimes I want to be depressed just because I want to be something, and not feel like I'm totally alone. At least when your depressed your not alone feeling that way, but when you feel like I usually do - like nothing matters, it seems like you are a lot more alone in a way. Oh, and right now I want to walk up to you and tell you the truth, mixed with some lies. That I absolutely hate you, and that I wish I'd never been your friend, and that I know you're a liar. Even though you could be telling the truth. But the truth is that I hate you. Really. I hate hate hate your guts :) |
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I just want to be loved and accepted.
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i am killing myself very, very slowly.
but i still feel a strange love for my ed, anyway. or maybe an obsessive infatuation, at least. harr harr... i miss you. i still need your help. |
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Im still in love with someone I shouldnt be in love with. we both want it to work but it can't unless I move out..
I continuously put myself down on a daily basis. |
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I'm jealous of someone but I won't admit it, never. It's such a stupid feeling because... but I still feel I need him, when I don't. He hurt me, yes, but he never meant to. I'm the one who takes things personally. It's difficult to walk away, yes it is.
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1. When I was babysitting some kids, one of them pooed their nappy. not knowing where to put the dirty nappy I put it outside. In under 20seconds the dog had got it and ate all the disgusting poo inside. They don't know because I'm too embarassed to tell them. I gag everytime I think of it.
2. I like you :) 3. if uni turns out to be a flop and isn't as great as what I'm hoping it is, then I don't know what I'm going to do. All my hopes of improvement in my life is based on uni being great. wonder if its not? |
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1. I still think about him everyday
2. I regret THAT decision every second of every day 3. I still want to die and the feeling never left 4. I don't understand why people try to like me |
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I appear to have gynaphobia.
Lovely. |
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I don't tell people I love them because I don't think I deserve to hear it back
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Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision in choosing you.
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I feel so damn lonely sometimes, even though I have great friends and family.
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Every time I say goodbye to her, I feel like there's something else I need to say.
"I love you" -- but that's not something I can say out loud. I feel guilty that I can't get along with my mother's husband. Even though I know the reasons why, it seems like I don't have good enough reasons. I've come so close to running away because of him. |
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I constantly worry that they only pretend to like me.
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I know it's all paranoia but I just can't help but feel that everyone is looking at me, judging me, laughing at me, saying horrible things about me and even listening to what I think. It makes me scared to think certain things in public in case they do hear my thoughts and laugh at how stupid they are. But then I just feel stupid for believing someone would even pay attention to me enough to do all the things I stated above.
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In a fight my mom once told me that she has worked her entire life to make me happy, and not once, no matter what she did was I happy. It was like a slap to the face, because at once I knew it was true. I have been content, but never happy. I still don't understand what I am missing that is causing me to feel so incomplete. |
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I know people care about me, but sometimes I still feel like no one does, or can.
I would do anything to keep myself from winding up alone. I sometimes really really wish I was in an abusive relationship. I don't know whether I'd rather die, or suffer for all of eternity just to avoid death. I'm only half kidding when I talk about becoming a criminal mastermind hellbent on playing games with peoples minds and reducing the population. I will not be invisible my whole life. I want to be remembered when I'm gone, I want to be in the history books, whether it's for curing cancer or for being an insane criminal mastermind. |
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my grandmother actually said she didnt want me. she told me that she wanted to put me back in foster care. and for the first time i hated her i hated my own grandmother even if she has sent me back a bunch of times already and tells me she doesnt want me, i still shouldnt hate her. maybe theres something wrong with me
she watched him beat me and didnt even get mad. she yelled at me and said everything was my fault. she actually told him that i wasnt worth him getting angry over. she didnt even care. he beat me and she didnt even care. my boyfriend is the only one who loves me. but i feel like ill lose him if i dont have sex with him.he hasnt asked or anything but what if he doesnt want me. |
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I had a sex dream last night about me and my bestfriend who is practicaly a little sister to me...and I dont like her that way. I lvoe her as a sister
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I'm fighting for things to get better.Although i know inside things are getting worse.
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I'm jealous of someone but I won't admit it, never. It's such a stupid feeling because... but I still feel I need her, when I don't. She hurt me, yes, but she never meant to. I'm the one who takes things personally.
I'm dieing. I wish I was dead. I wish people knew what was going on inside my head, not even the closest person has any idea. I still love her, But I don't know how. |
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I'm ready to let my ed kill me.
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I give up...and I'm not going to be okay...
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I'm falling for my best friend and we both have another boy/girlfriend. It's the only secret I have from him
Sometimes when I'm not thinking straight I wish his girlfriend would get away with killing herself so I can have him even though he's flat out said to me if she kills herself, he will kill himself too. I've thought about already breaking up with my supportive, nice, smart, funny, sexy, perfect boyfriend just so my friend will ask why so I can say 'because he wasn't you' My current boyfriend should be the one I want. My friend.. he drinks, he sometimes puts off an uncaring personality, does the most twisted things like wanting to try cannabalism, and he's had drunken one night stands even though he has a girlfriend. I've almost posted a new thread on here about nothing but him. Didn't hit post because it was silly. I cant believe I bothered whiting that out. or typing that out. or posting it. or thinking it. |
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