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I'm learning afew "tricks" for your birthday.
These combined with the ivory satin night dress i've got specially.... I'm going. To blow. Your mind. ;D |
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I'm trying to find a way to tell you it's over.
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She'll never know this; but somedays, I wish I was her.
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I want to die on on the one year anniversy of your death...I am not sure what scares me more, the fact that I am thinking like this or the fact that it's true.
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I dont want to date you--I'm not the kind of person who can be in a relationship. But that doesn't mean I don't want you...
...and I think I might make a move this weekend. |
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You're worse for me than she ever was...
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I love him because i have for a long time but hate him because he hasn't talked to me since the split.
Then there's someone else i'm starting to like. And someone else.. |
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I've had sex many times but only came once inside, and im sure i have a problem and i wish id never been that mean to her
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i couldnt care less who reads this, but i hope you read it. you have no idea what ur doing to me. i hate you for. you have made my life miserable and i want to get out. Now. i cant cope with you anymore. i just need an escape route. the moment one comes along, im taking it.
i want to be thin. i cant diet, i have no will power. i want to develop an ED em x |
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Money is a big part in my consideration of a boyfriend.
So are looks. |
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i kissed 3 people last night. she was one of them.
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I hate children. I cannot stand them. Every time you ask me to babysit (for free), I want to hit something. I absolutely hate having to spend hours on end with your brat who's behaviour is atrocious and who is never disciplined for it. If I want to be a mother, I'll have my own child. Keep your kids away from me.
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Don't give me any chances. Say it's not possible.
Tell me you never would want to date me. I'm scared that if I have the hope that things might change...I'll never fall out of love with you. At the same time...I want to have the hope though... I want to think that there's a chance that someday things will change... So I'm stuck in purgatory. And as I have told you, I am yours, whether or not either of us actually wants this to be. |
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It was me who drank the coke and hid it behind the refrigerator. I would take it back in an instant because I'm afraid I sent Pheobe down a destructive path. I'm truly sorry :(
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I'm afraid someone loves me, but I don't love him back. I mean, you're my best friend, but I'm jut not interested in you, even though for some reason I wish you'd actually tell me for myself either you like me or not, just so I know. I like (maybe even love) someone else, who I'm not sure likes me or not back.
And I lie whenever I tell my mom that I love her. |
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im giving up....and nobody will know unless they actually care. if they care..theyll be too late...i didnt want to die alone...
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I turned my phone on silent and turned it over so I couldn't see it flashing. I'm horrible, I'm terrible, but I can't deal with this right now. I can't cope with having someone being dependant on me. I'm sorry. But it will never ever change for me.
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All I ever do is lie.
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I broke up with my ex's bf for her a few months ago, I shouldnt have gotten involved.
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........ i stay awake all night waiting for him to call; even though I know he won't.
and it kills me inside. |
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When I get to uni I want to spend as little amount on food as possible, so that I get thinner, and can also afford to buy nice clothes.
I still miss "the good times" with my ex, even though I love my current boyfriend. I'm jealous that my mum has a better social life than me. But I'm also glad for her. I HATE YOU. There are things I would change about you. And I think we will split up when we go to uni. I can't see us lasting. I half wish I hadn't picked a music degree. I can never be arsed to practice. And I always want to be the best at what I do, otherwise for me it's not worth doing, so straight away I know my degree is gonna depress me. I actually think Michael Jackson was gorgeous when he was "normal", before he became white! Think that's all :) |
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I feel uncomfortable around people in general. I don't know how to trust people and I don't think I have any real friends. but aside from all this i'm deliriously happy most of the time in the delusion i've created. I can't get very angry. Somtimes I think that I'm mentally unstable. I feel that animals are the only creatures on earth that can provide me comfort and I love my pets dearly. I've never felt love. I want to break out and change but i'm afraid everyone will hate me and the only people who might actually care for me will desert me.
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i'm falling for both of them... she'd kill me if she knew... /:
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Im close to telling her the truth just so she'll leave me alone and get the picture.
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- i don't know who i am anymore.
- i can't sleep at night without your letters and all the stuff you have given me.. is under my pillow. if its not a feel even more lost & alone |
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It's nothing but bad memories and regrets now. I wouldn't go back and make things right, I'd go back and stop it.
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Even though a lot has happened and I feel as though I made a small accomplishment at least, I still kind of wish it had worked.
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im not ready to miss you.
not like this |
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There are only two people in this world keeping me alive.
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im sure she cares more then she lets on, and hides feelings from me
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I'm falling for two different people :/
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I'm scared. Yesterday was a reminder that people die doing this, and sometimes it really can't be stopped. And it scares me. I worry about my family, and now for myself. Now that i got myself into this.
I wish i wasn't so scared, but i am. |
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I was so afraid he would leave me that I left him so he wouldn't have the chance to... Now I'm afraid I made a horrible mistake, it's too late to go back...
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You can tell I'm a daddys little girl now. Mummy can't control me these days, thank you daddy.
He's not who you think he is. But he's all I have right now and if the truth got out I think I'd end up running away from everything I have, he is looking after me more than you ever did. |
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My mum has no idea what i'm getting up to... Or anyone else for that matter.
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School starts next Tuesday.
I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be alive. |
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I won't be happy with my weight until I end up passed out in the hospital....That's the only thing that will satisfy me.
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i wish that i could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
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I want to talk to her, but I'm afraid to.
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If i go to hers later i don't know if i'll be able to stop myself.
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