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i cried all of last night because he's leaving.... ):
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I'm scared.
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Nobody knows what I'm planning.
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im up for most things... but im still a bit scared..... i feel a bit put on the spot
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There's only one person I believe I can ever truly love and be happy with 100% in a relationship...
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I don't want to believe she loves me back.
Because I'm so scared of having something so real and amazing. And then losing it |
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i hate the fact i see her everyday in asda, i don't know her name or anything, all i know is she has a girlfriend.
damn. |
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I wish you would have cut me, instead of yourself
I'm scared to love you I'm scared of not knowing what will happen I'm scared of you leaving Sometimes I think you're lying simply because I don't want to believe what you say I'm scared of what you will think of my past just like you were scared of what I would think of yours |
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ive never felt heartbreak like this in my life
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we haven't talked in two days.
and. it's. tearing. me. apart. |
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i love it when she calls me up to tell me shes drunk.
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The fact that you don't care and probably never did hurts nowhere near as much as the fact you never had the guts to tell me how you actually felt.
But I still love you. |
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I'm scared. All I want to do is run.
And every night before I sleep, I always imagine waking up the next day to discover that I'll never see you again. Every night I re-realize that I truly have no one else. It's tearing me up inside. |
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I can feel the bones again...and I love it.
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The way a girl looks means a lot to me... So does her weight... I'm so shallow...
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It hurts to breathe...literally...but I hope I do stop breathing.
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I want so badly to love you.
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I don't want to stop cutting...EVER
I SITLL like my ex!!!!! I like a gay guy!...and a straight girl! lolz ;) |
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Each day i grow to dislike you more and more
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I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
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I'm scared about what you'll think of me.
I'm scared about hurting you. I'm scared about what people will think. I'm scared about losing you. I'm scared about loving you. I'm already forgotten by some friends. Am i already forgotten by you too? |
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If things go as badly as I think they might, or worse, then I'll commit suicide after graduation. But I will go back to ___________ for one more year if possible. One more year of life. Of complete happiness, no matter what lies beyond.
I'm wondering if this was the wrong decision. |
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I think about killing myself everyday. I just want to end it all. I'm trying to last it out, but I doubt I can, I've ruined my life, I've pushed everyone away and theres no one left. No one cares anymore. I need someone to care. I need to be able to talk to people, instead of having empty conversations, where everyone dumps all their problems on me, and I sit there, wishing they would notice that I'm not coping, notice that I'm not strong, notice that I can't deal with anything. Wishing I had the courage to tell someone I'm not okay. I'm scared because i can't do this anymore.
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The sleeping pills arn't working.
You're so perfect |
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i love it how you always make me laugh.
i love it how you're always making fun of me. i love it how you mock me when i get mad. i love it how you talk to me when i'm happy. i love it how you laugh at me when i walk away from embarrassment. i love it how you aren't allowed to like me, because your sister doesn't like mine; but you still do. (: gah, you\'re great. |
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I wish I had the guts to throw myself infront of a bus.
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my friend is being used by her "boyfriend" but i can\'t tell her because i\'m friends with him. it makes me feel like a bad friend though.
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I don\'t believe you care, and you should really stop asking how I am.
Out of everyone, your the one who makes me feel abandoned and useless. I don\'t mention my plans because it\'s a spur of the moment feeling I need to complete them. Which is why I don\'t talk about it, because I don\'t want to let people down by not following through. I let myself down enough. |
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When I was with her once, I questioned my feelings, it scared me and I didn\'t want to be there holding her anymore. I guess the time it took to move on showed that I wasn\'t really so sure.
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is it wrong that my best friend is also my ex and first love?
i wish sometimes that my boyfriend would treat me like my best friend treats me. is he ashamed of me? :( |
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i think it\'s hilarious to see her losing all her friends. she deserves it. does that make me mean? or just human?..
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For you, I\'d still leave all this behind.
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I wish I had died instead of her. Life would have been be better that way.
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I still love you.
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I love her, it\'s final.
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I haven\'t eaten very much in the past few days, and I love the feeling of being starving. The pain. It feels like I\'m actually doing something. Please don\'t try to get me to stop, I don\'t want to, I LOVE the way this feels :]
EDIT: And don\'t say I\'m not fat. Because I am. Just look at me :/ It\'s like ew. |
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My heads so loud!
why cant it shut up I know im disgusting and fat i dont need reminded every second of the day I cant do this anymore, i hurt everyone too much, goodbye. |
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Although I\'m happy, I can\'t help but feel that I did something wrong somewhere.
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I can\'t help anymore, and I can\'t do anything right. Where does this leave me? I love you so much still, and it hurts so much.
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I lie to you almost everyday. And I don\'t care. I hope it hurts you as much as it does me.
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