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I wanted to die at the age of 7
I am scared to show my affectionate side in front of people
I am scared to talk to others
Wonders if he is worth it half the time

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Part of me is glad he dumped her.

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I wish I didn't do it...

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I'm hurting.

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I often feel betrayed by those closest to me.

People just don't try to understand my point of view, or how things make me feel and what the past has to do with it. It's easier to say I'm wrong or a jerk isn't it? I don't enjoy hurting alone, especially while being the bad guy. I guess I'm not alone, but I feel like it. I'm also never taken seriously. RAWR rant end.

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im pretty well falling apart and i think im giving up. just not going to care anymore. nobody reciprocates my "kindness" and "care". so forget it. all my life and yet nobody returns the same amount i put in. i dont ASK for it, but i guess i expect it back sometimes. i mean god damn come on! but im done. dont worry to acknowledge it anymore. im cold. im so fucking cold. and its thanks to everyone.

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Sometimes when I'm riding in the car I purposely don't wear a seatbelt because a part of me wants to get in a car crash.

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i kinda like her 2, thats y i joke about a 3some....sumtimes i take it more seriously then i shuld...

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I lied...


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A year on and you're still my hero...should I be happy or embarassed?

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I want to go back to my old ways.

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I believe it's better this way. I think if I was in a relationship I would be a burden.

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I want her when I'm without her but when I'm with her I don't want her.

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I'm scared of being happy. It's been so long, I don't even remember what it was like anymore. I'm so much more comfortable when I'm depressed.
I wish I could stop remembering. I wish that every time I close my eyes, I won't relive the last 4 months.
I'm still in love with him.
I don't believe in God, but I pray that He will kill me.
I wish I had never given her my journal.
I'm one of the most selfish people on this planet. I don't deserve anyone to love me, but they do. And I don't understand.
I wish I knew how to pull the blade out of my razor. It's killing not to be able to cut myself. I've resorted to starving myself.
I'm stuck in this miserable life because of two friends who aren't even my friends anymore.

Every day, I wish I were dead. But I can't die. I can't kill myself, and I'm not getting better, so I have to live the rest of my life like this. I can't imagine it.

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...i'm forcing my heart to slowly stop beating.
i anticpate that last breath.
it should come soon.

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I Knew he would break up with me because i dont deserve to be happy Il always love him still
Sometimes(constantly) i feel like im fading in the background at school
I wonder what it would be like if i just let go..
Always i give small hints to my friends that i need help even when im mean its my way of yelling for them to notice but truly i dont think i deserve the help.
I know i need to get help for my self harming but i dont want to stop
I know i need to get help for my ed but truly i love it
Im scared of death and yet im not
I love you mom but your one of the causes for all my problems
I love that your happy but deep down i wish your girlfriend would break up with you because i want all your attention back
My friends always see me smiling but never see that so smile so godam fake
You wonder when i got this way Ive always been this way im just finally letting it out
I wish i could rid everyone of my horrible burdening self but i dont really want to be forgotten

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i like someone 7 years older than me.

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-Seeing all these sad posts about people's lives makes me feel better about myself. Simply because I know I'm not struggling in life, nor am I content, but I am happy. And I only just realised that actually, not that many people can say that. So I'm lucky. >_<

-When I was on 7 I did some terrible, terrible things that NO 7 year old should know how to, let alone actually do it. My mum found me and the guy one time, and to this day I'll never forgive myself. Okay, okay, so a seven year old can't...you know...but we did things of that ilk, and that's still so, so wrong. I still can't work out whether I'm responsible, or whether he is. And each time I think 'It's not my fault...is it? I didn't know better, right?' I die inside, of guilt. </3

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Everyday i see you i wish you would talk to me or just look me in the eyes just once
I miss you so much..

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I need someone to be okay right now...

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I wanted to seriously hurt him, it didnt bother me that he was hurting.

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im slowly killing myself inside and out,physically and mentally..

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The more I wait, the more I want.

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I think you're hot and love looking at pictures of youuu

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I've been in love with my best friend for the last 3 years, even during the time period that I was dating my now ex gf for a year.

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I want a baby...:console:

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Is hurting sooooooo much more than she lets on...

:'(

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i look at your profile everday, and think I still love you.

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