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I'm afraid to be happy.

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I'm the worst person I've ever met.
My best friend once told me that I'm the "best influence on the worst things to do".
She's right.

I can't find interest in anything anymore.
I realized at an early age that I want die before 40.
I'm easily disgusted by people.
Anyone I think I'm remotely in love with will easily be reduced to nothing because of one flaw...
One flaw that I will go out of my way to search for.

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I have cut and I didnt even tell you. I have been suicidal for a few WEEKS on end and no one knows... I've even come close to attempting and i DONT CARE ANYMORE!.

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There isn't one person who knows everything about me. If they did, I'd be alone.

But I always feel alone.

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I'm giving you 57 days.
You change, or I will.

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Im so fucking weak.
Tear me apart.

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I am angry and jealous that my best friend is in a good relationship because I love him and want him all to myself.

I have 2...yes 2 boyfriends. I've been with one for 3 years and the other for 6 months and I can't choose between the two.

I am holding on to my boyfriend of 3 years because I don't want him to get another girlfriend and I want to have his first child.

I had sex with my boyfriend's (of 6 months) 15 yr old brother before I knew they were brothers and my boyfriend and I got into a relationship. ( he lied to me about his age, we pretend nothing ever happened, and we hate each other now lol).

I am afraid I can't get pregnant.

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I can't give them up...

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I'm secretly wishing it was you.

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i cant be totaly honest with anyone person, only different parts with different people, and i feel bad that im not 100% honest with my gf..... it makes me......remember that im a piece of shit....

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i look soo happy and confident in the photos from saturday night. It makes me smile cos going to that party filled me with dread but I had an amazing time cos I let myself go for once in my life
i wish i could be that happy and confident all the time...I dont know whats stopping me

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Your voice will always be my favorite sound.

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my dirty little secrets are
1. i care about my best friend more than i care about my parents.
2. i never felt i was loved by my parents.
3. i hate myself.

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i'm the same, my parents arent never understand or care about me....
i care more for my girl friend thoo, my best friends being a dick atm lol

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If it weren't for you I'd be having a crazy time on saturday night.
But I'm coming home. I promise.
I love you x

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I wish my mom got killed tomorrow.
I wish I wasn't so scared to trust.

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A Dirty Little Secrets and Things You Wish You Could Say to Their Face mashup:

1) I'm going to fall in love with you now. Don't worry; you won't even notice.

I pray, however, that I can act assertively around you. I don't need you to like me but if you respect me by the end of the year we'll be in good standing.

2) I feel like I've lost the ability to think or never had it. I've never been 'myself', at least not a self I can be proud of or lay claim to with dignity.

3) I care about you.

4) This is really FUCKING BORING.

5) I'd like to be strong enough to commit suicide. (On principle; I don't actually want to do it now).

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I trust no-one.

I wish I could.

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I would probably date anyone just to have the feeling of being loved back...

...I hurtmyself last night.

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i went out with you to get over him,, funny thing is,, i fell in love with you within the process

i still wish i was with you even though I was the one of broke you

i pretend to think you care just to feel loved

the first person to tell me i was beautiful was some one i didnt know

i had my first kiss with the person i fell in love with after an hour of meeting him

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Im scared of being alone. Ive had him for so long, what will I do with out him??

Im scared that one day your'll truely see me for who I am and decide that I'm not worth it, I know I'm not the easiest person to be friends with and you try harder then anyone I know does.

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I think I should break up with him. But I can't hurt him again, I couldn't live with that guilt. Plus things are better all round if I stay with him. The only bad thing is that I don't know what I feel about him anymore and feel gross when he tries it on with me. It's a small price to pay to not hurt him, not piss off my friends, and have someone there for me who loves me.
I just wish I could stop thinking about his friend...

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I am too...

I yearn to be alone, and yet I long for people to love me for who I am... but I love being alone... (if that makes any sense)

I lied to my parents about being depressed... I said that I was better, when I'm really getting worse within each day...

Yesterday was the best day that I've had for a loooong time....

I can't speak up to get help... :(

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I've lost it and it ain't coming back.

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I so meant to fool you all. I wanted you all to think I was worth it- worth befriending, worth talking to, worth welcoming. Evidently not.
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I am fucking going to St. Andrews, and I don't care what anyone- including the admissions people- says or thinks about it. I will go somewhere else first and then re-apply if necessary. :) I'm going.

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I am afraid to be by myself as my thoughts make me paranoid and scare me.
i fear what will happen if i don't receive help soon.

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This phase has never gone on for so long.
It's starting to scare me.

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bleh
i kissed someone else. it was just one kiss. it meant nothing i'm sorry i never told you, i was scared to lose you, i was scared to hurt you, your my world.it was almost 2 years ago. i'll never forgive myself. i'm sorry.