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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I know it's foolish, but if you asked me to marry you today, I would. If you asked me to follow you halfway around the world, I would. With no regard for the future.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Although sometimes it makes me feel ashamed, I enjoy trying out new ways of destroying myself.
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I don't actually want the voices to stop. Even though they're making me destroy myself and torture me, they're my only source of communication. I can never feel like I'm alone...
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i act like i don't care but really i do..
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I'm still terrified of needles and hospitals and consultants, because I know somewhere deep down that no matter how much everybody tries they can't fix me. I hate this.
I'm fighting for myself, but nobody ever said I had to win. Maybe it's going to beat me. I'm hardly eating. Hardly drinking. I love her so much. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
i was sexually assualted and sexually harrassed and its made me self harm again,i like been in pain when i cause it
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to you: I wonder how it would feel to watch me die? I'd love to be a spectator on my own death... but we both know you're the only one watching me slip away.
to her: I love you, I'm sorry for everything I have said and done thats been selfish and stupid and horrible. I want to take it all back. I'm strong enough to do this. You don't have to hold me up. I can do this. I can. I can't. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I don't know anymore. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I wish I could just stop eating. Everyone says I don't need to lose weight, but I'm absolutely disgusted when I look in the mirror..
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I've never before had so many people supporting me.. and I hate it.
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I'm terrified of the future and I dance when I'm alone in my room. xD
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you have no idea how much i wanted to kiss you tonight. why do you think i spent 20 minutes outside alone with you in the snow. if only i knew why you stayed...
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Talk to me next time.
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i didn't want to break up with you. but what else was i supposed to do? :(
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I\'m scared, always.
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The real reason I want that job, is so I can wear my piercings and jewellery. So I can wear my bracelets. So I can self harm again.
SH, I miss you so. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I wanted to take it back the minute I sent it.
You\'re the only one I want to be with... |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Sometimes I feel like I have to choose. If I didn\'t feel obliged to pick A, I think I would almost always pick B.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Two can play at this game.
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i don\'t know which way is up anymore.
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I\'m not going to be alive much longer.
I really mean it this time. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
.....I am right here.....why can\'t you see me :\'(
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I did it again. Why the hell did I do it? I don\'t even know. I hate myself for it. I pray he never finds out. I pray no one ever finds out. It would destroy everything.
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I feel such a strong connection to you that it scares the shit out of me. I, truthfully, have never felt this way about anyone before. I have had friends in the past and G was something all together new but the way I feel with you is scary.
You and I click and it scares the shit out of me because I don\'t know how you feel about me. I know that you like me but I don\'t know if you feel the same connection. Sometimes I get the feeling that you do and that scares me a lot too because I worry that you will get scared. BLAH, this is all so confusing. I think you have the potential to be the best friend I have always wanted and it is fucking scary. I don\'t want you to hurt me. If they break up will the bonds that tie us keep us together? I don\'t want to lose you as a friend. -------- You have helped me so much in life but I know that you don\'t feel the same way about me as I do about you. I am a friend but I am not your best friend and I never will be. I know you trust me but I also know you have bonds with other people that are stronger. I will always care for you and love you. However, I am not going to try and force a friendship that is never going to happen. We have a lot in common and we will always be friends but we won\'t be \'best friends\' and for the first time I am okay with admitting that and accepting that. |
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Oh, believe me, you have no idea...
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I\'m glad your out of jail, but I think you should have stayed...
I\'ll never forgive myself for being the reason they took you to jail... I miss a person so much that i cut at least 3 times a day because of it and ill never tell I keep having dreams that im dying...and i hope its coming soon...ive written goodbye letters |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I think I\'m falling in love with him :/ it\'s pathetic as I barely know him. LOL if he only knew.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
You think you know me, but you don\'t... And you probably never will. =[
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i feel relieved knowing that some people fear being happy just as i do...
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I hate myself for it, but I\'d do it again.
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i kissed an eighteen year old.
more than once. more than kissed. |
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Fantastic? I hope you saw through that.
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I want someone to hurt me
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I have a CD of German marching music I leave on repeat while I sleep.
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If I could up and go, just to be with you for one single day, I would.
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I have said I really hate you, so much that I WANT YOU DEAD, but deep down I still love you, as a friend, of course. I know it is bad. There is no way I can ever drop the past if I still love you. This is pathetic.
Secretly, I really do wish there is a God. It is just mostly that my pride and ego that I have no weakness so I don\'t need a God to fall back on. Part of it is also I need a scientific proof, but that is minor. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I fall for people too easily.
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i think about you everyday.
i want you to call me.... even though i wont answer i just want to know you care and love me. i trusted you. i still secretly suck my thumb. I opened the letter, photocopied it and then resealed it and sent it back. the letter is under my bed |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
1. I\'m completely in love with the idea of falling in love.
2. I wish I was beautiful... if I was, everything would be okay again. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
i really care about you, but sometimes people get tired of getting pushed away
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