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I act like fine, but I really don't want to live, honestly. But who will bear this burden if I am gone? No one. Brother is too young and immature. I will have to continue to walk on this cruel world with this heavy luggage on my shoulder.
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I can't do this.
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No, mom, he wasn't nice to me. <_<
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I dream about going back in time and starting over.
Then I wonder if it would be worth it. |
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I almost wish I could just tell my parents everything... maybe a mental hospital would be good for me...
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I am waiting for you to respond.
Fml. |
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There are secrets that I will always keep for myself only, not one person on earth will know about them, and those secrets are what built me, my character, my world. They are mistakes, mistakes made on purpose and for some to me unknown reason i am fine with them.
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Planning again. >.<
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Quote:
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Im thinking about youu.
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if this murmur is serious, I'll die if I have to quit music... whether by my hand or someone elses... it'll all be over.
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I'm going to be your first love, and I'm going to hurt you... I'm ending my life, because you deserve better, and I don't want to live without you. I know you are strong enough to live without me though. As you said once, "I would probably just work and drink more." That's okay. You work more hours than you should now...so nothing will change, and you can drink more like you've been wanting to. You know the ferrets can go to mom, and you can keep Jack. All my stuff can be sold for more money. I want to be buried in my ring though...I hope that's okay. I don't know if I want you to move on or not...but I don't want you to always be sad or alone... I love you, and I know you love me. I just need to go
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I'm quite scared that this will end badly.
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Sometimes I wish I could tell people the real reasons behind what I do.
But those reasons make me selfish so nope. |
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Im not coping atall.
Self Destruction... I have plans. This time next week, it'll all be over. |
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I don't think i'd even care if a king asked me out, you're the only one that i want, and i'm just making myself feel cheap with other blokes just to distract myself from how much i really do like you, and you talking about other girls ABSOLUTELY kills me :( but i know this isn't going to work, and i just wish i dunno, it would? ><
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I can't believe I've survived this year.
If you hadn't have come home early that one day, I would have killed myself. I'm glad he never called me back. I want you more than anything, but I'm to scared to go for it even though I know your interested in me... |
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I'm alway terrified that everyone will realise how boring I am and I'll be completely alone.
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One more day.
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I am scared that this march is going to bring back my depression... lately, i can't be happy, and everything is going wrong... I am not sure how to handle this
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I have no shame in admitting:
I have a pet hate against women at the moment. I too, masturbate on pretty much a daily basis I may or may not have sexuality issues. I lie about not believing in love, but do not put faith in finding it. I want to die young. (Preferably by anothers hands, because I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself) And... I don't believe in god (not that its a dirty secret). |
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you have alot of power over me and its gonna kill me when you leave me
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Im suddenly more scared of myself, than i ever have been.
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Even though I love you
I want what im doing to hurt you sorry, well, maybe I'm not. |
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I'm head over heels for someone who I can never have all to myself.
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maybe for once in my life i want to be selfish.
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Maybe I would want to forget meeting you.
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I'm afraid to let anyone know I'm not okay in real life, where there's a chance of being helped. >.<
I'm planning again. |
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It wasn't my fault.
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Sometimes i think if i ran away, people might care for a little while, but their lives would be better coz i wouldnt be here to screw them up
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I can't remember a time when I didn't want to die.
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You are breaking my heart, but if I stop talking to you, I'll die.
I'm sick of living. I wish I could just end it now but I'm to scared to end it. |
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Sometimes a regret choosing her as a best friend, but i can't admit it because i love her
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I do believe in god.
I just hate his guts. |
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I think I'm too scared to go through with it. But I like the attention.
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Every month when there is no food in the house gives me more and more reason to start starving myself again. I know it isn't your fault, I know it is mine and my choice. But how do you think it makes me feel? Knowing that no cares enough to make sure there is food...
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So, yeah, here's the deal. I really did not need your pep talk. Your stupid 'You don't know good your life is and you have so many opportunities in front of you' speech made me want to kill myself.
And I can just picture all you smug little doctors, if I tried and failed. I'd be sitting there, and you'd see only the Surface Me. You'd sit there, all high and mighty, wondering why this silly little girl tried to kill herself. "You have good grades. You have your whole life ahead of you. You have friends who care about you. You are blessed and you are lucky and you don't even know the first thing about sadness, or hopelessness, or death. So whyever would you want to kill yourself?" |
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I hate taking my pills every morning and every night. I'm sick of the constant reminder that I can't function without shoving a bunch of chemicals into my body.
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I want to tell him that I love him, when he says he loves me. I know I still love him, and I can see the hurt in his face when all I say is "thank you", but I can't say it. We can't be together so I can't le myself get caught up with something that's not mine anymore. I feel terrible and guilty, but I can't do it.
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I don't have a reason to keep doing this. Thing is, I don't have a good enough reason not to...
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