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-I wish I didn't shoot that pragnant woman in Afghanistan, Along with the two children.

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I'm in love with the person my ex used to be. And I hate that we don't talk anymore, even though he's changed so drastically that he's the sort of person I can't stand.
I'm also falling for two guys at the same time, one at my university, the other on the other side of the country. I would date them both, if I could.

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I dont know how mch longer i can live like this i dont want to kill myself i just want change( for the better)

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http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...or/dechire.jpg
^^^
What she does to herself tears apart my heart.

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it makes me angry when people have low expectations of me.

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i not only think but truly believe that if i was the perfect weight i would be compleatly happy

i will never be that weight

everyday i fear that i will never be happy

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I think I'm starting to like you... But I have a girlfriend

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I really hate my best friend.

>I'm scared to get better.

>I don't think i can live without self harm.

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They told me I looked great.
They didn't know it was because I'd stopped eating.

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Yeah, I'm 15, so what? Does that mean I can't love someone so much it hurts? I've loved him for over a year...not long really, but I'd do anything for him. But the worst (or maybe best?) thing is that he doesn't know, and I'll never tell him. He has a girlfriend, I tell myself I don't care, but come the f*ck on....of course I care! It kills me everyday, and God help me if I see them together...she's two years younger than him too. Fuck. I should be grateful he at least talks to me, we're friends and stuff, I see him pretty much everyday... but I love him so much. I wish he would respect me as much as I do him...I practically worship him.

Christ, that's stayed inside way too long.

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Invisible font for an invisible girl
I like frogs more than I like cats.
I'm scared to tell him the truth.
My favourite food is chips. I like chips.
You're too hard to lie to.

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Even though I\'ve never met an ugly person ...
I compare myself to all of you.
Even though big can be beautiful ...
It never will be on me.
Despite knowing what\'s best for me ...
I never really do it.
You might think it\'s caring ...
But it\'s just hypocricy.
I\'d trust you with anything ...
But I don\'t listen to compliments.
I don\'t want anyone to know I\'m damaged ...
But I want someone to notice more than anything.
Even though I often want to be alone ...
I always wanted acceptance, wanted love.

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Time has run out, for me,
Everything\'s distant
And I don\'t know what to believe
It\'s so hard,
Lost in the world\'s confusion
And I need to leave
For awhile, life is so meaningless
There is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I\'ll miss you...
And I\'m sorry,
But I\'ve waited too long,
So here\'s my goodbye,
No one will cry over me,
I\'m not worth any tears... </3

I\'m gonna kill myself soon... I\'m so stupid...

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I wish these things were simple!
Im stressing about school now am worrying like crazy!
I have no idea what to do!

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It\'s been a long night.

I might cut tonight and I really don\'t care if I do or don\'t. I just need to.

I feel fat. I shouldn\'t have eaten all of that junk today. Next month will be 6 months purge free and I feel the need to go do it right now more than anything.

I\'m just so worried. :-( I hate this.

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I wish I was in the hospital for something and her mom would let her come stay with me till I got out...

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He knows i\'m too thin.
He knows i wanted to die.
I\'m going to try again soon.

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i broke my dads heart and moved out
because my mother lied, twisted his words and made me believe he didnt want me around anymore.
my secret is that i know for the exact reasons she had made up about dad, was the reason i was living with my dad in the first place.
i\'m becoming her; i hate it.

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Don\'t tell me if I\'m dying, \'cause I don\'t wanna know
If I can\'t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don\'t wake me \'cause I\'m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon...

story of my life...

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-The thought of never looking into his eyes again scares the shit out of me. What am I going to do if that day comes?

-I\'m not happy with my life right now. Sometimes I wish I could move thousands of miles away and start over. Be the person I am on the inside. Because there\'s a different person there that nobody sees but me.

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This part\'s not a secret...
It hurts me so much to read these replies, because I just realized that there are so many teens who are depressed and so unhappy. I feel terrible because I want to help but I don\'t know how. Even in my school of 300 there are many people who aren\'t happy. I used to be suicidal. I overdosed many times, and I\'m still working on self harm... I want to help so much... Please PM me if any of you need someone to talk to!

Here\'s the secret part...
I want to repair the great friendship I had with my teacher. My teacher wants this too, but my mom and dad hate him now...
One time I was bored so I went outside and crapped in my backyard. We had a dog and I wanted to see if anyone noticed the difference.
I really don\'t like my violin teacher. She\'s ancient!
I honestly don\'t think I can say "I love you, Dad" to my dad.

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I\'m such a screw up in life... I\'ll never be happy...ever... or so it seems...



I wish I was dead...

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I never wanted to let go of you when you hugged me.

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I don\'t even know why I am doing this...Im sorry.

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There\'s nothing left of me anymore.

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I love someone...
And i told them :D

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When I ask you to let me go I want you to hold on tighter
When I tell my mom "I love you too." I NEVER really mean it
I\'m afraid of love...
..but I know what it is... and I know that\'s what I feel for you.
I can\'t stop crying...
.. and I\'m not sure I want to.
It is the HARDEST thing in the world for me to express how I feel in a healthy way.
I cut again.. and I think it needs stitches.
I\'ve thought since I was 9 that I\'m going to die b4 i\'m 17.
I want to be happy...
.. but I\'ve never known how, and I don\'t think I\'ll ever learn.
I wish I was as strong as you think I can be.
I wish I was able to just tell the truth...
Sometimes I just want to be alone, but in your arms at the same time, and it\'s such a complicated feeling.
I want someone to want me even if I don\'t them... and it makes me feel so selfish.\
I love you...
.. no matter how much i try to hate you.
There\'s things I need that I\'m too afraid to ask for.
I have so many regrets... *sigh*
A Heart doesn\'t look both ways...

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when people ask me how i am and i say "great", i\'m lying.

i\'m not ok.

but i won\'t ask for help. i\'m too stubborn.

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I wish I was a volcano and when I erupted I hit the two of you...

I wish I wasn\'t so suicidal.

I wish I didn\'t know that if you were to die, I\'d not only never forgive you but I\'d never forgive myself for the damage I\'d do.