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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I shouldn't feel like this. It's wrong.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Most think I'm a strong person, But in fact, I'm a weak coward. I don't deserve anyone or anything. And deep down I know everyone will agree.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I haven't kept anything down since Saturday. I ate nothing today. I know this is wrong, but it feels right.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I wish I was better.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I didn't try to steal him, but he does have my heart.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I can't stay committed... just wanna hook-up (girl or guy idc :bleh:) but how do i tell him? i gotta say though that its fun, that is until you get caught.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Since Challenge Day, I've tried so often to fill up one minute and only saying positive things about myself. Sometimes I can do it, normally I can't. Lately, I can only get one thing "I like my hair color". How pathetic is that?
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I'm skipping meals again.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I feel so low, and i ate a lot today. Feeling fat
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I miss her. It hurts like hell.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I really don't want to go to my dad's for the whole summer, although it's the only time I get to see him out of the whole year.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Sometimes I feel so lonely that I want to just run away.
I fear that I'm not love-able because I'm not female. I say I'm male on Omegle chat. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Sometimes I feel so lonely that I want to just run away.
I fear that I'm not love-able because I'm not female. I say I'm male on Omegle chat. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I'm the role-model I didn't have for the children in my life and I plan on staying her. I'll never let these children see my scars, never let them hear me throw up.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
You know that knife that's "missing." Its hidden away in my room.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
when I tell you my bruises and cuts are from softball but really from home and my free time
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I haven't cut in over 8 years. and I don't care. what's the point? why have I fought for this long?
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
When I start to think about getting help for my eating habits, I look at pictures of really skinny girls and remember my goal.
But I'll never reach it. I've messed up my metabolism and digestive system so much that I don't lose weight. I could not eat for a week and I stay the same weight, I know this from experience. Maybe she was right, the only way to really be skinny is cut off all the fat and glue yourself back together again. Now I understand why she was laughing, it's a funny thought. :hehe: |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I want to lose more weight. But I don't care about looking skinny. I just want to disappear.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Just want to fucking die.
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Shaved my arms again today. I don't want to be able to pull from them too.
I hate Trich. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Went down to the river today! If my mom found out she would kill me.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I miss you and it makes me grumpy that I have to wait.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I haven't been studying.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I hate people. Okay, maybe not all people. But definitely a fucking creepy stalker person who lies to everyone & copies everything & literally says the same shit all the time & is never willing to change a thing. So basically a fake person. I hate them. At least the one that bugs the hell out of me. So there's my rant for the day.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I made a promise i don't know if i'll be able to keep..
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I'm afraid of getting hurt again.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I'm exhausted. I have two long sleeved tops on and I'm still shivering. Make me better, I hate this.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I didn't do my homework, and I only care about people being disapointed on me, but I don't care about how I didn't do it at all.
I'm tired of living... I'm not depressed that much, just... Tired of all this worthlessness. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I really wanna.... rawr.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
So fucking triggered.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I still want to throw up.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
i can't do this. soo triggered
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I failed out of college and feel completely lost about my future. I don't want to struggle like my mom has. I want to be there for my children when I have them.
I want my dad to know about the biggest part of me but feel like I would disappoint him and I HATE disappointing him. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
i have pills, ready to take them
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I think it might be easier this way...
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I've been holding onto a lot of anger about people I truly care about. I don't think anybody here cares about me, I don't think my boyfriend cares about me, and I think that honestly I'd be better off without any of the friends I have ever had or currently had. I think, somehow I'm a worthless human being that people just use. ANd I don't know how to handle any of this anymore. I literally just want to die.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I don't recognize myself without make-up.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I just need to talk and not have anyone interrupt or try to fix me.
I just need my voice to be heard. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
Everything triggers me.
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