please love me again
Not sure why the Asterixes showed up but disregard the asterisk stars.
Daddy, I need you *Please love me again* Like, those times we'd go bike riding Nine years ago We weren't proper parent child dynamic Our family was dysfunctional back then too* As unstable as it was,* In that moment, I had a friend I had you Like the captain of the platoon And the lowerest level soldier Spending time together* The times you complained The times you let me down There were occassions when Yoi still spent time with me In spite of everything I got angrier over the years I've written on the walls I've thrown things against the wall I've cut myself without thinking twice I protested in anyway I thought would get you to stop To change I didn't want to accept reality Please discipline me (Even if it involves physical punishments) so I am that obedient child again* Then you would love me* Then you would care for me* Even if I'm miserable now, It is only becsuse something inside of me tells me this is wrong But I am what's wrong *,I will re-learn to accept these conditions* I will retrain my mind to think this is okay* Just so you can love me again* |
Re: please love me again
I can feel your pain through this. Thank you for sharing. I hope everything gets better. PM me if you need to talk, or visit me in the chat rooms.
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Re: please love me again
There's a lot of emotion here. :hug:
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Re: please love me again
I agree, there is so much emotion. I hope you're okay. :hug:
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Re: please love me again
You have so much emotion in this. Lots of Hugs.
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Re: please love me again
Keep up all the great work. We definitely need to catch up soon.
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Re: please love me again
There is a lot of emotion in this. I hope that writing this helped you to express your pain and helped you to feel a tad bit better.
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Re: please love me again
Thank you everyone
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