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Re: What caused you to have your first self harm episode? - June 23rd 2013, 02:47 AM
For me:
From when i was little i would punch myself whenever i was having a hard time, or when i was really little i'd hit myself when things didn't go my way, and that made me feel better. Then i don't know when it started but i started feeling not myself and just weird, which i later figured out was when i got depression. Then things just built up, the bullying, stress on having straight A's from m dad, and then what made me cut for the first time was my father breaking up with his long time girlfriend (who was also like a best friend to me). Just everything all added up, was just too much. So i cut. The first time of course i though 'i'll only do it once' oh how i was wrong.




From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die