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Used to be Don'tForget

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  1. Melancholia.
    October 3rd 2017 04:01 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    Omg, it's been that long already?! Where does time goooo? But I'm glad you're getting better, even if it is slowly. Every step counts!
  2. Celestial.
    October 1st 2017 06:32 PM - permalink
    Celestial.
    Happy belated birthday! I'm glad your birthday this year was better than last year.
  3. Melancholia.
    September 30th 2017 02:29 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    I have had a pretty full schedule but not bad, you?
  4. Melancholia.
    September 25th 2017 01:06 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    I do remember you!! It's awesome to see yo again
  5. Melancholia.
    May 5th 2015 10:57 PM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    How are you?
  6. Melancholia.
    April 22nd 2015 02:34 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    I've had my ups and downs. I am so glad thinsg are starting to get better for you though!!
  7. Melancholia.
    February 27th 2015 02:58 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    Are you doing okay now?

    Under a lot of stress but I think I will be okay.
  8. Melancholia.
    January 19th 2015 02:54 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    That is really good! I hope she is able to help you!

    It's going pretty good,y ou?
  9. Melancholia.
    January 15th 2015 06:20 PM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    I am so glad that things are working out for you! Do you have to see someone there regularly now?

    Got a new counsellor today and things seemed to really click with her, so I think good for now.
  10. Melancholia.
    January 9th 2015 03:27 AM - permalink
    Melancholia.
    Yeah, it's always so great to be around people who are really supportive of you.

    Yes, definitely let me know how things go when you get out. I hope they go okay!

    I forgot when my appointment is, ooops. But I's going all right.

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    Dionna
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    Oregon
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    About me
    Hello, thought it was about time to update this. My name is Dionna, and i'm kinda shitty at writing about me sections.
    I like music, singing, youtube, reading, hiking, and animals quite a lot. I am normally an easy person to get along with, and fairly friendly. Its difficult for me to trust people, but once they have my trust they are pretty much stuck with me.
    I am diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety Disorder NOS, Anorexia Nervosa, Borderline Personality Disorder, and schizoaffective disorder. I've also dealt with self harm for around 7 years now, and have been hospitalized a total of 6 times. If you need advice or comfort message me.
    I love wearing sweaters year around, and if i could have headphones in 24/7 i think I would.
    I really want a dog or cat, so if you already have one, we're friends.
    If theres anything else you want to know about me, feel free to VM me! <3
    Updated on September 2017
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    College
    Politics
    I have opinions on it, but don't shout it on roof tops
    Zodiac sign
    Libra
  • Interests
    Hobbies
    Singing, Reading, tumblr, listening to music, and hanging out with friends. watching youtube
    Music
    Troye Sivan,Pierce the Veil, Ed Sheeran, Demi Lovato, Macklemore & Ryan Lewis, Passenger, Fall Out Boy, Bon Iver, Bridget Mendler, Christina Perri, Jessie J, The Killers, P!nk, Panic! At The Disco, Twenty One Pilots, All Time Low, Bribry, Emma Blackery, As It Is, 5 Seconds Of Summer,
    This is probably the short list. I listen to a lot of music. :D
    Movies
    Harry Potter (all), Better Off Dead, Hunger Games, Disney, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles,Camp Takota. So basically animated, 80s movies, and a couple others.
    Television
    Sherlock, Doctor Who, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, 30 Rock, Parks and Recreation, SpongeBob Square Pants, Faking It, American Horror Story
    Books
    John Green, Sarah Dessen, Laurie Halse Anderson, Harry Potter, Rainbow Rowell
    Just mostly YA Fiction
    Sports
    I'm not a sports type person, although I like watching soccer
    Heroes
    Luna Lovegood, Hannah Hart, Grace Helbig, Mamrie Hart
    Favorite quotes
    "Be the weirdest little weird in all of weird town" -Grace Helbig
    Other interests
    tattoos and trees
  • Signature



    From day one I talked about getting out
    But not forgetting about
    How all my worst fears are letting out
    He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
    When breathing just passes the time
    Until we all just get old and die

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Posted September 19th 2017 at 01:19 AM by Lumos. Comments 0
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Well, it's been a while. I missed TH hopefully I'll be on more...

I'd been doing okay-ish (okay enough i guess). I have so much mental bullshit going on at all times I don't even think that I coulit's d be doing better than okay. Its all just fucking debilitating. I'd been making it through, i'll put it that way. Today suddenly though, i'm drowning. I haven't felt like this in months. My urges are through the roof, worse than they've been in ages. so bad that i wish i could just give...

Posted October 2nd 2014 at 05:30 AM by Lumos. Comments 0
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well today was shit.

my best friend M was forced into a psychiatric ward today because her therapist could tell that she was really suicidal (I already knew that so that wasn't a shock that they put her in there), I got a text and lunch and immediately my eyes welled up and luckily no one gives a shit about me so they didn't say anything. I pushed down tears all day.. I texted her for a bit and she thought she could keep her phone at first because they said she could, but then when
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Posted August 23rd 2014 at 03:57 PM by Lumos. Comments 2
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73 days without cutting. longer than i've made it in probably over 2 years.. and yet i'm starting not to care if i relapse anymore. don't get me wrong i'm still pretty damn proud, but i just feel so shitty and of course the addiction kicks in and reminds me that cutting will help. the urges keep getting worse everyday and i don't think i can go much longer, honestly.

being constantly worried about a friend doesn't help either.. lets just call her M. M lives really close to me and
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Posted August 18th 2014 at 03:51 AM by Lumos. Comments 1
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okay, so this is a thing, i haven't wrote a blog post here on TH in forever. I was doing really great in the time that i was kinda mia from TH. I was happy, not cutting, didn't have many suicidal thoughts and felt good, i thought it was going to last. i thought "oh if this is how recovery is then why is it so easy." i feel almost stupid for saying that now. I'm really glad that i felt better for about 3 months, and that that 3 months was during summer. it sure as hell didn't last.
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Posted March 15th 2014 at 09:31 PM by Lumos. Comments 2
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this whole week has just been shit. on thursday someone at school decided to throw a huge chunk of ice/ snow at me on purpose, so then i proceeded to have a panic attack in front of my entire class. couldn't stop crying. then my moms been in a weird mood all week and i just want to be alone.

yesterday I stole a bunch of pills from my mom (i was home alone), most likely enough to be fatal. I was so fucking close to taking them, then my best friend texted me and i told her what i was
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