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Dear Addiction... - January 30th 2011, 05:52 AM
Dear Addiction...
I don't know why I'm writing this, maybe it's so I can get some closure. Maybe I could stop torturing myself over you breaking me down and walking away. I loved you. I'm still addicted to you. This isn't some perpetual fucked up love song. I'm going through withdrawel. I just can't stay away. I need you, I'd hurt myself again and again so long as I get my fix; because even though all that you give me is pain, I love it, I need it, I love you. Because no matter what that's the only constant thing in this world. People change but you, you never stop hurting me. You've been fucking with my head the whole time...you broke me. Your lies are cheap and I believed everyone of them and I hate you for it. Some how I'm stil addicted to your abuse...but your gone now. Just like before, you walked away like it meant nothing, like it didn't even hurt. It was real for me but I'm beginning to think it was a game for you...one that your really good at. It's fucking twisted how ONE man can make a woman crumble to her knees, months after he's gone. He doesn't even have to say anything or even look her way to shatter her heart. The worst part is...I did it to myself. I bet you don't even know what you did to me or maybe you do but I bet that was a part of the plan too.

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
How much you can take, and keep moving forward.
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Re: Dear Addiction... - January 30th 2011, 06:32 PM
This is a great way to get everything out, and it's so true. Keep writing especially if it's a good outlet for you.

"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."

"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."

Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com

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Re: Dear Addiction... - January 30th 2011, 08:46 PM
thanks you i wasnt sure if i could post this is kinda supposed to be like prose too

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
How much you can take, and keep moving forward.
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Re: Dear Addiction... - January 30th 2011, 09:11 PM
This is really good Jess. I didn't know you were talking about a person at first. Writing is a good way to get things out. I write a lot. I hope this helped you. Thank you for sharing.
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Re: Dear Addiction... - January 31st 2011, 05:30 PM
You are a really, really, amazing writer. I can feel all the emotion seeping through.
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Re: Dear Addiction... - January 31st 2011, 06:38 PM
thank you Dear Anonymous Savior is a "what happens next" to this

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
How much you can take, and keep moving forward.
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Re: Dear Addiction... - January 31st 2011, 08:18 PM
I very much like this, and I too, didn't know it was about a person.
Very good writing!

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Re: Dear Addiction... - February 5th 2011, 03:41 PM
I absolutely love this!
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Re: Dear Addiction... - February 6th 2011, 06:05 AM
Wow. I love this Jess.



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