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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 11th 2017, 11:09 PM
Despite what they said they'd do my doctor's office didn't fax over the lab results to the treatment center. In addition, the treatment center hasn't requested a form for my wound treatment plan from the hospital yet. I was hoping to go into treatment early next week but it's looking like it's going to be later in the week.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 13th 2017, 12:06 AM
Wow, okay...I write a really open, compelling post about my mental health asking for my friends' support and nobody says a damn word. Thanks a lot, guys. I'm glad you care so much. Good to know who my real friends are at least.
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February 13th 2017, 08:53 AM
Can't sleep. Can't fall back into this pattern. Can't can't can't. I didn't do ANYTHING yesterday and it was supposed to be better but it wasn't and I'm not feeling well. I'm not feeling well at all. I'm emptying. I'm in danger.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 13th 2017, 08:55 AM
I was hoping to do this online myself and save $1400 and A LOT of headaches, but it may not be possible. This looks harder than I thought. Still an option though.
"Don't say bitch"
I'm a grown woman
I'm not saying it to her face
She's being one
I know you agree with me
I know she's your mother, but that doesn't mean she's exempt when she deserves it. STOP defending her when she acts like a fucking toddler!!!! The universe does NOT revolve around her, and refusing to teach her that won't change it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 14th 2017 at 01:38 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 13th 2017, 08:47 PM
I am SO fucking fucked in school. If I was gonna try to get a girlfriend or boyfriend, forget about it. If I had any hope of passing above a 2.0, forget about that too.
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February 13th 2017, 10:16 PM
My mother is the worst person when it comes to gifts. Every Valentine's Day, my dad goes out of his budget to buy something really special for my mother and everytime dad gives it to her. She cries and throws a tantrum. Ugh! I honestly hate my mother for this. Birthdays, anniversaries, Christmases, she always fucking cries.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 14th 2017, 03:51 AM
You fat fucking bitch. You just HAD to go eat those, didn't you? Well, congrats, you're over your calorie goal for the day. You have no fucking self-control, you stupid idiot. None at all. You're a failure.
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February 14th 2017, 03:42 PM
It's frustrating how you can sit there and treat me like trash, yet tell everyone I'm the horrible one, even when I welcome you in to my home, feed you, and allow you to stay the night..right..
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 14th 2017, 07:45 PM
Mental illness is not a "pity party", and suicide is A LOT more complicated than a "pretty bad choice." You have a large following, you need to educate yourself. The message you're spreading is dangerous!
I have no idea where you got the idea that you're the center of the fucking universe, but you need to GET OVER IT! Pretty much everybody admits to spoiling me as a kid and I didn't develop this entitled, demanding, whining way of existence. He's the only one who ever said it, and I've reduced most of what he told me to crap.
She recovered after she realized she was "playing the victim", I only started recovering in earnest (2 years sooner, thank you very much) after realizing that I WAS one. There's a HUGE difference between playing a victim and actually being one. The fact that you blamed me for everything didn't make it all my fault. Just because you said I had other options, doesn't make it true. Even if you meant it to be in my best interest, that doesn't mean you did it right or didn't do me harm in the process. I WAS A VICTIM! I will never be ashamed to admit it, or shamed into staying quiet about it by strangers who decide without knowing a damn thing about it, that I'm "playing a victim." I won't.
Learn the difference between a debate and an attack. Even when I engage the ass holes against my better judgement, I'm never nasty. Smart ass, absolutely, but never nasty.
You get to do what I desperately wanted, you don't get to complain that it sucks. I would give anything to be doing it right now. Part of me still believes I should be.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 17th 2017 at 01:32 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 15th 2017, 01:22 AM
Sure, twist the knife a little more...yeah, that's it. There. Right there. That's my heart. Now why don't you stab it viciously? What more harm could it do, right?
And on Valentine's Day, too. How ironic.
I guess it's good to know there's a limit. I'll keep that in mind for the future.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 15th 2017, 03:19 PM
im really scared to post this but if your reading this i really need help
my parents have taken everything from me and i have no one to go to and no where to turn and i cant take it i have to get out. i dont feel safe in that house and if i dont get out soon theyre either going to kill me or im going to lose my mind. please help me i cant reach anyone else who can help me and im really scared im scared theyre going to find this and if they do im dead please please help
I know you are looking for a sea that lies beyond your reach
But im hoping my heart can stop you before you reach the beach
I know you have places to go
I know that you want the sea
But im hoping my heart will grow and that you'll
come back to me.....