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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 15th 2017, 04:18 AM
Thank God it's a short afternoon shift tomorrow. Next week will suck, but maybe I can convince them to leave my schedule as is except for weekends. or overnights in place of weekends or something. I love getting out before insanity hits.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 15th 2017, 10:49 AM
I was feeling so great about this week, and then the cold comes along! So typical, I know I need to take better care of myself. Eat appropriately and take my meds. Oh, and my counselor cancelled our meeting. Too much to hope for, I knew it.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 16th 2017, 03:01 AM
Considering that no one had actually taught me anything, including you, how the fuck was I supposed to know to ask that?! Stop trying to pass the blame on to the students for your lack of teaching!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 17th 2017, 12:25 AM
Just because I’m SUPPOSED to be able to walk in the boot doesn’t mean I actually CAN so don’t fool yourselves into thinking I’m mobile now and don’t still need help.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 17th 2017, 03:39 AM
After tomorrow, it's 10 days of legitimate insanity and then jury duty and then hopefully somewhat back to normal, but probably won't be able to breathe until the new year.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 18th 2017, 10:39 PM
I wish I never had to work this shift again! Just trying to survive. 4 more days and then 2 days off!!!! Of course I have to spend one of them with HER and I REALLY don't want to, especially after working and dealing with all of that for so long. I don't even know what I got to today. I'm doing the best I can.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; November 19th 2017 at 03:47 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 19th 2017, 02:19 AM
I'm so fucking tired and its all your fault for being so damn loud eventhough you knew i was trying to sleep because I have to get up at 4 am
It's ok to give in to an urge or make a mistake. You are only human and we all have our flaws. We all have our weak moments and we all make mistakes. Thats what makes us human.
Thats what makes us unique and beautiful
Courage isn't always a loud roar. Sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying: Tomorrow I will try it again!
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 19th 2017, 06:09 PM
Hate how much my anxiety still gets to me. I've made so much progress but the thought of getting a tube alone has made me cancel going out with work for Christmas dinner. How pathetic.
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November 19th 2017, 06:49 PM
I thought once I reached X lbs, I’d be beautiful. But here I am, at X lbs, and I just look sick. I look sick, I feel sick. I don’t want to do this anymore.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 19th 2017, 09:30 PM
She needs to work some fucking weekends!!!! I've worked BOTH days of EVERY one for over 3 MONTHS She's worked 3 Saturdays in that time and only because she wants to go full-time!
And she gets the overnights, which I would LOVE. Come on!
In and out as quickly and painlessly as possible, that's all I want and my sanity depends on it
Don't let that happen at work, please no.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; November 20th 2017 at 05:56 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 19th 2017, 09:55 PM
I'm so not looking forward to dealing with my birth mother's family again. They are all two faced idiots. I'm so tired of everything that has to do with them. All they want to do is to ruin things for you. They love to pick apart your happiness and your success because they aren't happy or successful. It's so stressful and it's always a dreading moment for me. I'm in hopes I'm not going to end up running in to them this holiday season, but it's un-telling if I can actually get away with it or not.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 20th 2017, 04:00 AM
Irresponsible pet owners frustrate me especially when my cats are involved.
You aren't supposed to use glass ornaments if you have cats because cats have a tendency to play with the tree. You won't anchor the tree to the wall so the tree might fall over and since you got glass ornaments they could break and cause internal and external injuries.
If you absolutely have to use glass ornaments they shouldn't be at the bottom of the tree..which yours are...and the tree should be anchored to the wall...
All of which you refuse to do because ... it doesn't look good. Who cares if it doesn't look good if an animal could get hurt? There are ways to safely have glass ornaments and you refuse to do it.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 21st 2017, 03:39 AM
I feel so gross and so worthless.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
I get to go pick something up at the post office and I have something coming to me on Wednesday. It's something I have been wanting for ages too!
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 21st 2017, 08:34 AM
It's been going on for a year. I can't refrain from treating school and my classmates with contempt. All they do is sit inside the coursebooks and they can't see the world outside of school. I can't imagine going there for the next three years.