Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

I never asked for this, I never asked for any of this. I don't want to be like this but I can't control it.

[Starseeker]

I hate the fact that I don't know what I'm feeling towards you.

[TraitorBaby]

You have to get out. You've got to keep going you need to keep going. Your never going to get out if you don't. You can do this. You need to do this.

[Fanatic]

Everything feels still. Ugh. No meds, no help, no support, no talking. Nothing. Im surprised im still alive at this point. Im not looking for a goshdamn cure or whatever it is. Just something to keep me sane. But nothing. Hurting myself so far is what keeps me from drowning.

I'm frustrated and feel like quitting

So tired. So tired of being so tired all the time.

Would anyone care if I were gone?
Maybe they'd miss me but they'd move on.

I'd be at peace. I don't think I've ever really had peace in my life. I don't know why I stay.

Don't want to go today and feeling so much anxiety.. I'll take medication and hope it helps. This is just something I have to get through

I ate two bites of what I’m baking and I hate myself. I haven’t eaten anything today until that. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.

I almost freaked out today. I'm still not fully satisfied with the solution but I'll make it work. I have no choice

I just purged into the trash can in my bedroom. Really?

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Once again, social anxiety ruins my life.

Frustrated and don't know how to talk about it

[TraitorBaby]

So good to finally not be sober oh my fucking good
If that's not a red flag for future problems I don't know what is

I push and push and he doesn't leave.
I love him for him but also hate him for it.

[TraitorBaby]

I is bored.
Don't wanna wear pants though

I feel really depressed.
I am worried I am going to fail.
I am worried everything is falling apart.
I just need a hug but don't know how to ask. I never know how to ask

[Starseeker]

ah fuck can this even get more complicated?

It's funny how worthless I allow my family to make me feel.

Let's acknowledge a promotion that was coming but let's not acknowledge the fact that I went back to work after being told I might not ever be able too. Let's not acknowledge its a really good job. Let's just ignore it.

Fuck you.

Why it bothers me? I'm not sure I guess because this happens all the God damn time and my accomplishments don't matter. I'm tired of dealing with them but have no choice.

Dude that is such bs. It's so much more complicated then that. Let's blame that when it has to do with that and a shit ton of other things.

Why won't you just let me come in tomorrow?

[TraitorBaby]

Someone please help me

I must control my anger. I must control my anger.

[Everglow.]

Gonna ignore the complaints from work today. I've done so much on my last few shifts and haven't had any help or thanks from anyone so sorry if a couple of things aren't completely right. I'm not an expert and I have no support from anyone so that's what happens.

I hate this shit. Oh my God, my God damn anxiety.

It's really not too much to ask that everyone just shut up while I exercise.
I like a quiet, peaceful environment while I mentally count the milligrams of fat I'm sweating off.
Thanks.

I should just leave. No one would notice

[Kate*]

I have an hour to make 3 phone calls and I'm not even out of bed yet. I don't want to adult!

So, that totally didn't happen.

Not sure why I open my mouth

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

What is it about me that people don't like?

I want to puke so bad.

I'm tired and everyone is fighting. Don't know what to do.

Tired of waking up this gosh darn early!

[Starseeker]

if nothing happens I'll cut after I meet you.

[Thinking]

I am bored, while tomorrow is the exam day. What is this...

[Everglow.]

This job will be the death of me.

[TraitorBaby]

Meds are giving me weird headaches. My eyes hurt. Now I can't do anything and I'm even farther behind.

Things will never truly be the same again, will they?

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I hate myself more and more everyday.

[Tigereyes]

So you're basically saying we need to stop caring about each other?