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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 21st 2014, 04:43 AM
I don't really want to go to this tomorrow, but I need the hours so I'll do what I have to do to get them. Now I get to be paranoid about e-mails showing up, but if I get one of the groups there, we only have to go until it's over and I'll have my requirements done before Thanksgiving. Please let me get placed there and let the e-mail come, PLEASE
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; August 22nd 2014 at 12:14 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 22nd 2014, 01:03 AM
Yeah. THANKS panic attacks!
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE PEOPLE JUDGING ME OR LOOK AT ME BAD WHEN I TRY TO BUY STUFF! I'M SO SICK OF IT!
Why can't this just leave me?
Colin / 17 / Pre-op Trans-Guy
on T since 12/21/16
If you need someone to talk or if you have questions, feel free to PM or VM me. I am always here!
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 22nd 2014, 05:22 PM
Paranoid about missing an e-mail. I'm hoping they're still making matches and/or can't e-mail because the computes are still down. I'll give them the 2 weeks they said we would know by and then call to make sure I didn't miss a contact. And PLEASE tell me they picked up my paperwork off the table from where they told me to leave it! I wouldn't be so worried if I hadn't already missed an email from a guy I know has the right address and these people have to read my handwriting.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 25th 2014, 05:52 AM
really triggered tonight... getting super panicky because of that, fuck. thats when i give up and relapse normally...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 26th 2014, 01:53 AM
The fact that you have to ask is exactly why you'll never know. I couldn't tell you even if I wanted to and then there's the fact that it's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 26th 2014, 06:33 AM
Holy Kanako get over her already freaking stop thinking about her she has a girlfriend. You don't need to worry about her, stop thinking about what ifs, just STAHP. Stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop. Stop devoting hours thing about "what if" no. Stop it. There's no good reason to. Stop thinking about when you'll be seeing her. Just let it go. Don't get so cluttered because of this.
I'm on too many forums so I don't feel like putting anything meaningful here.
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 27th 2014, 12:34 AM
You know what?
I am SO mad at you!
Coming up with your problems with your boyfriend and such!
HELLO! I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LONELY! I APPRECIATE IT!
AND THEN THERE IS THIS F*CKED UP THERAPIST WHO DOESN'T SEEM LIKE SHE EVEN CARES ABOUT ME! -.-
I am SO struggling to not cut tonight! -.-
Colin / 17 / Pre-op Trans-Guy
on T since 12/21/16
If you need someone to talk or if you have questions, feel free to PM or VM me. I am always here!
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 27th 2014, 04:05 PM
Maybe I should just come back to Teen Help. I'd rather the drama of teenagers over the loserness of that one person who posts on the games thread for...... NINE. . HOURS!
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 27th 2014, 09:57 PM
You can't assign reading for the first class if you never tell us we have required books, let alone what they are. I couldn't order them until today and I'm hoping that they get here as soon as possible, but if I don't have them by next week, it won't be my fault.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 30th 2014, 03:40 AM
I don't even have words to describe what that makes BOTH of you. I can say with certainty that I'm right and you're both wrong and I can F***ING PROVE IT!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 30th 2014, 06:38 AM
Why is she always so mean to me? This isn't how you treat your best friend, or anyone for that matter. I'm not your punching bag that you can throw mean comments at.
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 31st 2014, 08:28 PM
Total fucking invasion of privacy. What the fuck is wrong with you! Stupid fuck, some people DO want to keep their lives private, thank you very much! Fucking asshole.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 1st 2014, 05:26 PM
At least they won't find it and come after me unless they're looking for it which I doubt. Now I know exactly what to never do again and why. At least some people gave me what I asked for and told me it was normal. If it's normal then WHY JUMP DOWN MY THROAT!?!? I've learned to never admit weaknesses to anyone and to remember that I'm not allowed to be human for 12 hours a day for the next 50 years.
The time FINALLY comes and now I don't want to go UGH!!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; September 2nd 2014 at 01:03 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 3rd 2014, 09:25 AM
I don't know which is worse, having someone's care not matter to you when you are everything to them or
your care being worthless to someone who matters the world to you.