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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
October 28th 2017, 02:23 AM
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I don't know why, entirely, but I am extremely anxious. I have the house to myself till sunday sometime, or at least, this area. I have somewhere to go tomorrow night but, I am contemplating cutting and cutting deep. IDK, no one would notice and as long as I waited till after everything ... I wouldn't get caught.
I can't get caught. I can't cut. I need to talk myself out of it.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
October 28th 2017, 04:18 AM
I fell and landed on my knees really really hard and on the road. It's SO painful. I can't walk properly and cant extend it right. I'm shaking in pain.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
October 29th 2017, 10:02 AM
It’s almost three and I’m still wide awake even though I didn’t sleep more than an hour since Friday. I’ve been laying in bed for over an hour trying to sleep. Gah
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
October 31st 2017, 04:19 AM
I have been sick all day. Had a headache, nausea and dizziness. I was able to read which is great but I wasn't able to do much else. Was hoping to get something written and could only get two parts done.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 1st 2017, 12:59 AM
I've been anxious most of the day. I know it's because of the test tomorrow but it doesn't make me hate it any less. Dreading it so badly that I'm contemplating not going. I won't actually do that though because I'd be angry if I did.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 5th 2017, 09:17 AM
My complaint of the day? I heard on the news that someone who probably didn't want to die was killed, and I'm still here alive but wanting to die. Jealous.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 7th 2017, 10:12 AM
A stupid teacher at my stupid school wouldn't turn the air-con on and t was like a 35 degree day (Celsius) and I forgot to put deodorant on and I have really bad heat rash.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 7th 2017, 03:14 PM
You Act Like You Are My Friend But You Talk Crap About Me, You've Changed Kay ,You've Changed, And Its Sad You Have Nothing Else Interesting To Do In Your Life Than Talk Crap About Me And My Friend. Seriously Just Tell That Sh!t To Me Face-To-Face Instead Of Cowering Down And Acting Like I Don't Know Anything Like An Idiot When I Do Know Everything.
Do you know how hard it is to write on a flip phone, huh?- Kim Seokjin
-------------------------------------------------------You call that ass you're own we call that silicone, silly girls, with silly boys- Melanie Martinez ( Sippy Cup )
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 7th 2017, 03:37 PM
My friend and his wife still haven't moved out of my fucking room and it's been forever since I've masturbated. Thats the only semblance of sexual activity I ever have. This fucking sucks.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 13th 2017, 04:38 PM
I'm struggling a lot right now and feel like I have no one to talk to because people just want to give advice rather than actually listen. They tell me to just take meds because I'll never be happy if I don't, but I hate living off of meds. But that doesn't matter. I don't feel like it matters what I want. I don't feel like any one cares about me because I just want someone to be here for me and agree that everything does suck right now instead of telling me that it'll be okay. Because right now, nothing is okay. Just listen... Please......
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 14th 2017, 03:36 AM
Even with friends, I don't feel interested and empty. I feel invisible. I cant help but feel depressed and suicidal. I just want to feel something other than this even if it is harming myself in some way.
"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 14th 2017, 04:40 PM
I'm so tired of feeling alone and disregarded by others. I'm sick of looking for people's attention. I just want to die or be somewhere else where it's better than feeling trapped.
"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 15th 2017, 10:21 AM
I was looking forward to having lunch with everyone but I guess there are more important things than me...
It's ok to give in to an urge or make a mistake. You are only human and we all have our flaws. We all have our weak moments and we all make mistakes. Thats what makes us human.
Thats what makes us unique and beautiful
Courage isn't always a loud roar. Sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying: Tomorrow I will try it again!
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 16th 2017, 06:37 PM
This week has been terrible. I just want it to end.
"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 17th 2017, 05:49 PM
Fuck it. I can't stop trembling. Can't drink a bit of water cause I can't hold the glas and hadrly can tip this since my fingers won't hit the keys right... what the fuck is wrong now? I don't even know WHY I'm trembling!
It's ok to give in to an urge or make a mistake. You are only human and we all have our flaws. We all have our weak moments and we all make mistakes. Thats what makes us human.
Thats what makes us unique and beautiful
Courage isn't always a loud roar. Sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying: Tomorrow I will try it again!
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 19th 2017, 11:55 PM
I feel kind of sad today...but it's a weird kind of blah sad? IDK how to explain it exactly. I hope it goes away by tomorrow since my boyfriend and I are going to a movie I have been looking forward to all year.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
November 20th 2017, 05:38 PM
I don't know. It's sucks my appointment is canceled I get crap happens but you have canceled on me more than I can count. I did once this year cause I was sick and contagious.
It feels people don't care about me and I am giving up. What is the point. Many people are putting support for me on hold. I am kinda done with that. I am tired of speaking up and being like, "you said you'd do this, nothing has been done." With no response.