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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 23rd 2013, 03:59 AM
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I'm not washing my face today. I feel like I'm gonna get such bad acne but I'M SO TIRED.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 23rd 2013, 07:00 AM
Feeling awful after waking up every hour last night. Actually did wake up between 43 and 47 of every single hour since 2am. All night had stressful dreams and now, essentially, feel like I got no sleep, swear I have sand in my eyes, and really miss my other half despite seeing her yesterday.
Why must life stress me out so much?
Throw those curtains wide
One day like this a year would see me right
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 23rd 2013, 08:17 PM
I think she's missing .
“At times the world may seem an unfriendly and sinister place,
But believe that there is much more good in it than bad.
All you have to do is look hard enough,
And what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events may in fact be the first steps of a journey.”
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 23rd 2013, 08:17 PM
Four HLMs have wasted time and effort on me because I'm too much of a coward to ask for help in real life. A week has passed now and I still haven't said or done anything. Sorry guys.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 24th 2013, 04:47 PM
I woke up too fucking early.
AIMS tomorrow and Tuesday.
I tried to eat a bowl of cereal and found mold in it so I threw it away and it ruined my appetite and I'm sitting here thinking it's good that I didn't eat because I'm too fat anyway.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 24th 2013, 08:13 PM
Just feel like crying today... Feeling like shit.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 25th 2013, 07:49 PM
I'm so tired I feel sick but yet I still can't fall asleep. Help. >>
AND I'm hungry. AND I'm cold!
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Last edited by ¯|_(ツ)_|¯; February 25th 2013 at 08:15 PM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 25th 2013, 09:35 PM
so much hw. so behind. finals this/next week. family sucks. aunt now in hospice. eyes hurt. hes sick. so is his son. had a mini panic attack end of third hour/beginning of lunch. no clue what to do. scared of what the future will bring/if I'll be able to do what I've always dreamed of. snow is melting. bright outside. ear kinda hurts- maybe infected? scared to go to AP. just scared. exhausted. another nightmare, when i finally got a few hours of sleep. nervous. kinda wanna break down.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 25th 2013, 11:48 PM
AIMS today. Definitely passed, but probably didn't exceed. /:
I'm still fat.
I'm triggered now.
And I probably won't get to see him at all tomorrow. I know I won't today.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 26th 2013, 01:20 AM
Dude she complains all the fucking time and then says "I shouldn't be complaining..... you have it worse...."
First of all, shut up, you have no idea what's going on with me. No clue. And second, Kate's right, you are an attention whore. I love you lots. But seriously. I have nightmares. And you get sleep. I know you do. I ask your sister. But you pretend you don't. Meanwhile I have slept 7 hours the last 5 days. And who gets the comfort? You.
I have hallucinations and cut myself, I want to die, and I can't even think straight enough to keep my grades up or my friends around. And you have a cough. Everyone: "Omygosh are you okay awwwww its okay sweetie." What? ugh just.... if you don't even care about me and only want the comfort for yourself when there's nothing wrong with you, then quit trying to get me to tell you what's wrong. Because you'll only copy me and then get everyone to notice.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 26th 2013, 08:24 PM
We had a talk on depression and anxiety today, it was a bit too much for me and I almost burst into tears in front of everyone. It mentioned suicide as well, I was blinking the whole way through it. (But, hey, it's great to see that people are paying attention to issues like this.)
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 27th 2013, 01:13 AM
- Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy do I have to have acne Ugh. I feel like having a breakdown.
- Plus, almost had a breakdown when we had a discussion about suicide in class today.
- And he has no idea how much I really miss him.
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 27th 2013, 02:16 AM
Alex obviously does not wanna talk to me, and for good reason... he's become aware of what a fucked-up individual I really am.
I'm still fat.
I'm being pushed and pushed and pushed and it seems like no one really fucking cares.
The only person who wants to listen to how bad I really feel is the only person I don't wanna fucking talk to.
I probably passed that AIMS reading test, but definitely did not exceed. Wooo.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 27th 2013, 03:07 AM
I thought I understood permutation and combination . . .but when it comes to the actual questions I'm so confused. Ahhhh yet another thing for me to freak out about.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 27th 2013, 12:07 PM
I am positively exhausted and still have to get through today, Thursday, and Friday.
I don't want to go back to academics.
Don't know whether or not I should take that community service job.
Overexerted.
Contemplating suicide.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive