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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 5th 2013, 07:30 AM
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I can't sleep. I'm in complete shock right now. I don't know. I'm afraid of the damage I'll do the next time I cut.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 5th 2013, 10:20 AM
Why can't I just be blind to it all? Why do I have to know? It doesn't even involve me but I wound up in the middle of it and feel like I'm being forced to choose between them.
I shouldn't be afraid to hang out with one of my friends... But I am.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 6th 2013, 01:46 AM
Maybe my birthday will just suck.
My favorite uncle is a lying cheating man and I can't stand it.
My cousin might be cutting herself.
Mimi is still so upset about the whole thing that I'm not hers and Cody is like...
Cody is just so controlling and jealous and doesn't get that I've hurt too many fucking people to continue.
Chemistry homework. Just don't wanna do it.
I miss Matthew and its confusing me oh so much but just when things were going to be okay, GUESS WHO FUCKING STEPPED IN.
My muscles are aching so much.
Just starting to realize how some of my friends just don't care about me. "Friends".
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 6th 2013, 02:43 PM
My neck is really hurting when I move. Still isn't better and it keeps giving me headaches.
Then there's the fact I got my medication switched and it's not like the other so I was awake much of the night and couldn't sleep. Now I'm all half woozy and weird feeling worrying if this new one will be ok for me.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 6th 2013, 09:11 PM
Fuck on so many levels. Seriously. Agh. Since when is it appropiate for a teacher to make sexual comments towards a student? In front of the whole class? For the sole purpose of being funny and humiliating and belittling said student? Fuck my life. And her surname? Why doesn't she just fuck off out of our city and take her scummy family with her? We don't want you here, okay? Go back to where ye came from.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 7th 2013, 07:14 AM
Another terrible fucking night, damn it. I'm so tired of this.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 8th 2013, 01:58 AM
I wish my head would screw on straight and I could just be okay and life wasn't such a bitch.
But that won't happen because its me. I'm always going to be an idiot and that's why I get used. I'm always going to have struggles and that's why Matthew left me, because I'm too depressed. I'm always going to have feelings for the "wrong" people at the most inconvenient times, and that's how I got into so much shit. I'm always going to have these itches, and that's why I lie to everyone about my self harm. Ugh.
I just wish I was dead and things would go away.
It sucks I feel this way the day after my birthday.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 8th 2013, 06:04 AM
Seriously? I just fucking washed my blanket. Then I had to cut. And, well, the blanket isn't so clean anymore. Now I'm going to have to wash it when I'm home alone.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 8th 2013, 11:50 PM
I have school tomorrow and am feeling nervous over it, and I have problems I just dunno how to solve.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 9th 2013, 06:56 AM
I want to cry, but I can't. I should go cut instead.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 9th 2013, 05:22 PM
I'm really really jittery and nervous over NOTHING.
The VM list is so so so so long, and I'm not motivated to do anything
My hair is being an asshole. Like no joke I look awful.
There's just.... something, a wound, an ugly bump... on my leg.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 10th 2013, 02:25 AM
I miss my dad.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 10th 2013, 03:38 AM
Cramps and more cramps. And I'm really triggered, too.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 11th 2013, 12:34 AM
I really don't want him to be what my father says he is. Drug dealer family/ drug addict family. I just... I care about him. A lot. I don't want it to be true.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 11th 2013, 08:21 PM
My weight.. I'm such an ugly whore. I need to lose it..somehow.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 12th 2013, 02:04 AM
My complaint is that today in school all my friends were bothering me about the guy I hooked up with...and that I have a math exam tomorrow and I'll fail and ugh. Also that I think I'm sick..like really sick
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 12th 2013, 04:04 AM
Stupid hip. It's like I can feel the bones grinding together.
Picture day tomorrow...who has two thumbs and will be looking ugly and pretty much a hot mess?
This galllllllllllllllllll
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan