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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 16th 2012, 06:02 PM
I don't think I'll ever completely get over her.
But I'm still insanely jealous of your ex. That she got to touch you and cuddle with you. What if you still love her? What if I made you say you love me and you don't really love me. What if you don't actually want me or this? I'm so scared.
Things, no matter how bad, will always get better. So smile, 'cause this is life, and life is what you make it.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 21st 2012, 08:24 AM
I feel happy, hyper, all that good stuff.
But I feel so depressed too. I just want to die.
And on top of that I'm confused
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 22nd 2012, 03:45 AM
I want to just disobey my parents.
I need to cut so badly right now.
I hate myself.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 2nd 2012, 07:13 AM
I flirt without realizing it...and I like hearing that im pretty...from other people other than my girlfriend...and it makes me feel guilty when I dont dig for the compliment.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 9th 2012, 01:42 AM
Sometimes I feel like I'm a lie, like everything I do is stupid. I feel like there is no George sometimes.
I'm lost in my own skin. I'm lost in my own life. Among people I'm at a lost.
I don't know how to be myself, or how to accept myself because people always hate me.
I can't stand walking by her everyday, I can't stand seeing her.
I'm in love with someone, and they don't love me. I could lose them, and I think I'd die if that happened.
I tell them about someone I think is cute, just to see if they like me back. I just want them to say they love me back.
I hate one of my friends because she doesn't care about me enough. I've been called a copy by her and that's why I doubt that I'm a real peron sometimes. I don't want to be a copy.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 12th 2012, 01:34 AM
The only reason I haven't gone back to cutting is because I'm scared of my boyfriend seeing the cuts. And I'm a little scared of scars. If we weren't together I'd go back to it, maybe not immediately ~ three years is a long time ~ but eventually, and I'm not sure if I'd ever stop this time. I miss it so much. I don't know what else to do.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 12th 2012, 03:01 AM
My period has become irregular, my skin is always dry, I have cuts over my knuckles, my throat is always sore as are my muscles. I read the warning signs and effects of bulimia, by that list, I guess that I am bulimic.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 12th 2012, 08:38 PM
My dirty litle secret is im still in love with him but he wants nothing to do with me
Used to be Misslostintears
If you ever want to talk or something, i am always here.
I've been around for a while now.
If someone tells you that something you love is wrong,
THEY ARE WRONG
IF someone tries to destroy your dreams,
SHOW THEM THAT WHAT THEY DO IS NOT GOING TO STOP YOU
YOU ARE YOUR OWN BOSS,
IT'S YOUR LIFE,
LIVE IT YOUR WAY!
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 14th 2012, 04:49 AM
I had the thoughts again.
I decided i don't want to get better.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 19th 2012, 04:14 AM
Sometimes, I want someone to notice self destructive behavior. Sometimes, I want them to worry about me. I just want to see that they care. Pathetic. my
wanderlust consumed her;
foreign hearts & exotic minds compelled her.
she had a gypsy soul
and a vibrant heart for the unknown.
-d. marie
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.