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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 31st 2012, 08:11 PM
Last night I was afraid to go to sleep, to lose the peacefulness of knowing who I am. I was right, I'm just as lost as before.
I hate my friends. I hate my peers. I hate almost everyone.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 3rd 2012, 01:28 AM
I think i might run away. I can't take this all anymore.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 4th 2012, 09:09 PM
I don't like my "best friend" a whole lot, because of the way she treats me, and the thing she says.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 5th 2012, 03:54 AM
So it's not okay for me to look at porn because I'm a girl? That's so fucked up, I can't even... You get so goddam jealous over everything and it's driving me insane.
Sorry I couldn't be there, I was tied to a rocking chair.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 6th 2012, 01:14 PM
I hate myself. I'm ugly, stupid, and utterly confused. Why can't I just be like everyone else?
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 7th 2012, 06:30 AM
-I didn't want to break up with him. I just thought he'd be happier.
-I hate my classmate, and can't say anything about it.
-I want to fail tomorrow.
- I want to be dead, and I know hundreds of ways that I could do it.
-I used to self-harm, and I still think about it.
-I might not have a place to live in a few months.
-I am not okay.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 8th 2012, 04:45 AM
I am done with my life
i don't know what to do anymore.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 8th 2012, 04:25 PM
Thanks Justin, I guess sometimes I forget how even the people who look "put together" feel the same.
I'm totally crushing for a girl... And I feel like a pervert for doing so. She trusts me, as a friend... and someday soon we'll share a room on a school trip.... Yup, I'm horrible.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 10th 2012, 02:52 AM
I feel like I should cry when I am forcing myself to smile for you...
It is hard for me to accept things...
I can never truly be myself without hurting people around me..
I fall too easily and care too deeply even though I know I shouldn't.
Breath of love through a white rose.
Last edited by Yoshiko; June 10th 2012 at 02:58 AM.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 11th 2012, 07:39 PM
I don't bind safely. Not like there is any "safe" way to bind.
I hate myself, because I know that I'm harming them, by being me.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 12th 2012, 09:34 PM
I want to have sex.
I don't really care who with.
Even though I'm in a monogamous relationship
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 12th 2012, 10:07 PM
1.i still love him and he knows it but i wish he didn't
2.i feel so alone even though my best friend is always there for me
3.i want to die
4.i wish that the other day when i was out i would have been the one to get shot so it could all be over
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 14th 2012, 02:58 AM
I feel like cheating on her for my first time having sex.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 14th 2012, 03:04 AM
I'm fat, I'm worthless, and I feel that by not coming out I'm using my body as a way to "get close" to girls, enough for them to feel like "I'm one of them", and I hate that. I'm just not strong enough to come out.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 15th 2012, 12:10 AM
I'm terrified of telling you the truth. Even though you're my girlfriend.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 15th 2012, 02:15 AM
I'm considering breaking every rule that my parents have ever told me.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave