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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 3rd 2012, 12:09 PM
I am calling police tomorrow.
“At times the world may seem an unfriendly and sinister place,
But believe that there is much more good in it than bad.
All you have to do is look hard enough,
And what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events may in fact be the first steps of a journey.”
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 3rd 2012, 11:55 PM
I don't always want to get better. I miss the pain and I miss the comfort of the walls I built around myself for protection. It feels like I'm starting all over now, trying to learn an entirely new way of life. At least before, I knew what I had and where I was headed. Now I really don't know.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 4th 2012, 06:38 AM
I don't know what to do, I'm so in love with you and can't imagine anything otherwise. It kills me not being able to hold you and have you really love me. Why can't we just make it work...
12:12 PM [Rob] Apart from when n**bs put stuff in their signatures.
12:12 PM [Rob] But then I edit the signatures, ban them, and initiate a full scale cover up.
5.20.10
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 4th 2012, 06:43 AM
I don't know how to feel. I've got great friends, I'm in love, but why do I still seem depressed?
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 5th 2012, 12:51 AM
I don't mean to hurt them when I hurt myself or try to kill myself, I honestly don't but it does hurt them, and I don't know how to survive without hurting myself, which means I have to hurt other people and I don't want to hurt them but I have to. I don't know what to do anymore.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 5th 2012, 01:50 AM
I'm using my neighbours wifi and they don't know :P
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 5th 2012, 02:57 AM
I hate my job.
I don't think that my mom loves me anymore.
I'm embarassed having sex beacuse i feel that I am not good at it.
I don't believe that life is real.
I don't want to be happy, because happiness is something that can be taken away.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 6th 2012, 06:32 PM
Life would be a lot less complicated if I didn't love her.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 7th 2012, 03:08 AM
I burned again, mum, and you'll never know.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 7th 2012, 09:57 PM
I miss holding you and sleeping with you and want to just go in there and lay down with you every night.
12:12 PM [Rob] Apart from when n**bs put stuff in their signatures.
12:12 PM [Rob] But then I edit the signatures, ban them, and initiate a full scale cover up.
5.20.10
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 7th 2012, 10:23 PM
I'm on at school and no teachers will know
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 9th 2012, 01:32 PM
I'm depressed but this is the first time I've felt half-way normal. Thanks
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 28th 2012, 07:18 PM
I want to give into the urges so badly right now... I just need to feel better and the more I prevent it, the worse I feel. I just don't want to hurt my friend- right now, that's the only reason I haven't hurt myself again :/
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 30th 2012, 03:33 AM
I still love him....and deep down inside I wish those two would break up....so I could just have him again....
I think I'm going to kill myself....
or cut, one of the two anyway.....
I dream about him every night, and constantly think about him in the day.... its overwhelming.... my hearts obsessed with him and my brain is spinning....so much...
Every time we hug or even just catch each others eyesight, I whisper to you in my mind so you can't know.... "I love you Matthew...."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 1st 2012, 01:47 AM
I feel absolutely horrible right now. I'm in so much pain; I'm not okay. I never will be. I wish I wasn't so afraid. I know I can talk to you, but I don't want to bother you. I'm still afraid to ask for help. And I don't want to hurt you if I end up giving in anyway. I'm just so sick of life.
I really need a hug...
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 1st 2012, 02:10 AM
If you hadn't of raped me i would have been your girlfriend about now and that kills me inside, it also kills me that i still care about you when i shouldn't, that i'm not going to report you when i should. I trusted you and i'm going to miss our friendship, i truely truely am.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 12th 2012, 11:38 PM
i wanna cut again. and i wouldnt tell anyone. Not like anyone cares... maybe i will
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 13th 2012, 02:17 AM
Hmmmmm.... I love two people. One is my best friend and I loved cuddling her. The other is my boyfriend <3
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 16th 2012, 01:46 AM
i give up on being strong.. bye 58 days SH free..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 16th 2012, 12:10 PM
I have killed you over a hundred times in my dreams.
I have been killed over a thousand times in my dreams.
I don't know why I bother with it all..
and, I don't care that my cuts hurt, I want more pain.... I seek it, I need it, I want it.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.