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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 1st 2012, 09:32 PM
Wanna know what happens to 16 year old sluts?
They get pregnant,
They get pitied,
They get nowhere.
^Enjoy your future life, you dumb whore.
You used to be my best friend. I seriously was unhealthy amounts of attached to you, and what'd you do? You went and fucked my brother? And lied about it, hid it from me. You stupid bitch. "She's never gonna find out?" Well, guess what, I found out, and I've never been the same. What great Christian people you are. I hope you burn in hell. Sure, you've owned up to that "sin," but what about the rest? You're such a good little Catholic girl, aren't you? What about Nate? And Harris? And Brandon, Dion, and your current boyfriend that you were in love with on day two? You. Are. A. Slut. And for some reason, finding that out tore me apart. I want you to hurt the way I did. I sheltered you from the pain. I bore the hell when I DID NOTHING WRONG. You are a fake, you are a fraud. You're living a lie. You don't impress me. you don't intimidate me. You just disgust me. You hide things from me like I'm some little prude who can't handle it. Well, maybe you're right. But it's not because I'm a prude, it's because I'm the one fucking person in your life who actually cared about you for YOU. Your parents don't care, your brother hates you, your current boyfriend(s) want you naked and sucking them off, and what did I want? I wanted you, your intelligent, charismatic personality. I wanted your loyalty. I treated you with nothing but maturity, and if I didn't, I always apologized. I was the friend to you that I wanted you to be for me. I led by example. I called you out on things that bothered me. I. TRIED. Can you say that? No. You can't. People are wrong about you. They are so fucking wrong. Someday someone will find out that you're just like everyone else, just like I did, and maybe they'll feel the letdown that I did. Continue your normal regime of going to church three times a week. What do you do there? Dream about how you can seduce your next victim? Seriously. I thought you were better. I was so, SO wrong. Dumb fucking bitch, why did you have to ruin my ignorance? I was so happy. I was okay with myself. You lied. LIAR. I just want to not be let down. Just once.
I'm tired of seeing your face every day. And when things get better... I forget. I dismiss all the ruin you've brought on. But then, someone mentions something that I SHOULD have known, by all respects, since we are inseparable from the outside, and it breaks my heart a little more. I can't get the hurt to go away. Why won't it go away?
I must have created an image of you that isn't really true. Sure, it's been a year. But want to know what?
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 2nd 2012, 02:20 AM
I'm sorry I hurt you nikki but really... you're being just like chelsie...what happened to still being friends?
Dudes really, you can say that shiz to everyone else, try saying what I have to hear second hand to my face so i can do something to straighten you out.
Thank you for everything
(the three of those were to different people.)
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 2nd 2012, 06:38 AM
You: Things have gotten worse since you left. I'm not okay. I'm gonna tell you I am though so you don't feel bad. So you don't worry about me. I'm not going to tell you what happened while you were gone. And I'm certainly not going to tell you what I did. Please don't do anything stupid. If you kill yourself. I kill myself. That's the way it is. And you made me promise to you that I won't kill myself. I love you way too much
What you're doing is killing my inside. You've changed so much. You're a completely different person.
You promised you won't ever leave. But I'm still really scared that you will.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 2nd 2012, 10:46 PM
You: Everytime I get close to ending this, you make me feel sooo bad that I can't do it. Then you just take anything I say and convince yourself that everything is okay. You're making this so difficult..
You: I wish you would explain everything to me, and tell me everything. There's something about you that I really like, but I just don't know what this is. I wish you would tell me how you really feel.
And here you are living, despite it all. Lead Moderator | Disputes Committee | HelpLINK Mentor
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 3rd 2012, 02:07 AM
I don't know when my happiness started depending on yours. I don't know when my happiness started depending on you talking to me, you saying you loved me, you touching me. I don't know when. I don't want to feel this way. I hate loving you. It makes me feel like something's always missing. I always look for you. When I'm as happy as I can be, seeing someone you knew or being somewhere you were or seeing somewhere we were together makes my heart drop and turn to lead quick as we are old. I hate, hate, hate having to feel this way about you.
But I can't help it. So while I'm at it, guess I'd just better say that I love you again.
Even though you're so far away, even though you'll probably move on, even though it feels like I'm being torn apart inside, I'll say I love you. Because I can't help it.
Anna's Personal Keys to Happiness 1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 3rd 2012, 08:30 PM
I'm trying so hard to just end this and you won't let me. Please, this just isn't working. Neither of us are happy, and somewhere you must know that I don't love you. Please, just let me do it. Please.
And here you are living, despite it all. Lead Moderator | Disputes Committee | HelpLINK Mentor
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 4th 2012, 03:10 AM
I am so fucking stupid & messed up,
what the hell do you see in me?
I am such a fucking failure & screw up.
Hope you know what you're getting yourself into.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 4th 2012, 04:26 AM
You might think you're a fool, but I think it's cute that you're too shy to ask me out. And I wish that I was ready to date, but I'm not. Otherwise I might say yes when you do work up the courage. I'll give you a rain check. ♥
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 4th 2012, 05:13 AM
I hate you for doing this to me. Why do you have to make me so sad? Why do I have to care for you? Why did I cut because of you? You let me down easy. That was good. But I still hate you. Because I loved you, and no matter how hard you tried not to, you left me in the dust.
You don't exist to me anymore. You're not even a memory. I hope with all of my heart -- I pray to God Almighty with all of me and every fiber of my being -- that I wake up tomorrow morning and don't remember you. I don't want to love you anymore. It hurts to much. But love is like a war: It's easy to start, hard to end. And I miss you, and I love you even though you're already gone.
Dear Lord, let me forget him. Give me amnesia. Amen.
Anna's Personal Keys to Happiness 1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 4th 2012, 11:59 PM
Who are you? I can't trust anything you say so what am I supposed to believe?
M- They keep pushing me to smile, talk to you, build a friendship. Eventually ask you out. But my friends don't know what I do, that you don't want me. If you knew what I was like, you wouldn't. That's why I just smile at you from a distance, avoid eye contact. I'm a mess. I can't even have a stupid trivial conversation with you. Not that I have to worry about you ever liking me.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 5th 2012, 01:24 AM
I really, really wish I could hate you. But I can't. Knowing that you could turn to hate so easily kills me. You're still so important to me.
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"For the first time
in a long time,
I can say that I wanna try.
I feel helpless for the most part,
but I'm learning to open my eyes.
And the sad truth of the matter is,
I'll never get over it,
but I'm gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way"
Motion City Soundtrack, "Even If It Kills Me"
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 5th 2012, 06:47 AM
really now. almost been two years since we've talked and your going to act like this. fyi! it's your choice to be there. i have to be in there. you dont have to visit. stop just stop with the lies. stop with everything.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 5th 2012, 10:50 PM
I'm not mad at you. But you can't blame me for being a little jealous. You can talk to people like him so easily, and I struggle just to smile...it's not fair. So please stop teasing me about it. It's not funny.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 6th 2012, 06:02 AM
Since you are so amazing and wonderful and I'm far from that, that your just gonna stop talking to me.. maybe you don't actually care. You have been the most help to me. But I'm scared that you'll leave. Please don't leave me here alone.