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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 15th 2013, 03:10 AM
I saw it coming. But now it's taken years, but I new this was going to happen. I can't believe you fucking said that. So what now? Are you going to go through with it? Are you seriously just not going to come home one day.. Because of that's the case, let me fucking know so I can drop out of school and work full time.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 16th 2013, 08:43 PM
I love you. I love you. I do. There's no one better for me than you.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 16th 2013, 10:15 PM
I really can't decide what the fuck to do here. Like, its hopeless, I'M hopeless.
I love you I hate you I love you I love you I hate you I love you I hate you I hate you I love you.... UGH....
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September 18th 2013, 08:36 PM
Why should I even try? It always blows up in my face. I knew you were going to be just like everyone else; but whatever, we've moved on now. Don't you ever miss the way things used to be?
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 19th 2013, 06:33 PM
The syllabus wasn't clear that's why I asked the question. Do you really think that I would bother you with something without doing the obvious first?!?! I'm not stupid, just confused.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; September 19th 2013 at 06:57 PM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 19th 2013, 07:58 PM
You're the only reason I'm still here.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 19th 2013, 08:12 PM
I really like you. A lot. And you claim to like me too...
But now she's in the picture, and I'm so afraid to lose you...
I will, won't I?...
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
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September 21st 2013, 03:55 PM
You make me so nervous. I'm nervous for next week.
And I'm sorry that I'm always in the way. I wish you could treat us all like you wanted us. It's not his fucking fault.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 23rd 2013, 12:21 AM
You just put me over the edge today, bitch. I was fine, I had finally calmed down. I get it, it upsets you but it all fucking upsets us! You're not the only one who is suffering. You're not the only one who watched him banish. He was happy, he was normal, I know he was. And now is isn't. We aren't. Our whole damned family is a bunch of fuck ups. But stop screaming at me. Stop telling me that I'm useless; I already know that, okay?
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 23rd 2013, 09:20 PM
I love you. You're amazing, and I wish you could love yourself as much as I love you. <3 Nothing makes me happier than seeing you happy, like I've said. And we will be happy, someday. I'm never giving up on us. Try not to be so hard on yourself. I want to be there for you, and help you as much as you've helped me. Don't always put yourself down, and say you don't deserve the help, because you're worth it.
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September 24th 2013, 04:06 AM
I meant that I feel like I'm getting mixed messages and it's making me paranoid, not that I'm trying to decide to stay or go. I'm sorry she bothered you about this, I knew you were swamped today and specifically asked her NOT to do it if you were busy.
I feel like even if I don't want it to, my program is going to end tomorrow. I always said that if it didn't work and they threw me out, that I wanted you to tell me because you could be nice about it.
I need you to know that it feels like my entire life is going to fall apart if that happens. I'm not leaving voluntarily. Either you're throwing me out, you're passing me, or you're telling me what I need to fix and how to do it. I'm fine with fixing problems, I'm not fine with being lied to that there aren't any and then being told all of a sudden that I don't belong here because I didn't fix things that I didn't know were wrong!
And just so you know I HATE your chosen theory, and no matter who uses it on me, it makes me cry (again, can't tell if it's because I don't belong here or if I just don't like the frame the theory uses)
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; September 24th 2013 at 04:49 AM.
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September 24th 2013, 05:59 PM
I can't say goodbye to you. I'm not going to say goodbye. Since you're all up there. Since you've all been sick; I can't go because my immune system is too weak now from my ED So, this is goodbye. Just remember that I love you dearly.
And they said you only have a few days to a week left. You'll be missed, too. You'll both be. I'm so sorry.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 24th 2013, 11:38 PM
Thank you for stopping.
I wish I could tell your girlfriend about all the message you sent me, but then again you two are "in love" after 4 months, but then again you message me telling me she's weird, and you wish you could be with me again.
Bull shit, I ain't believing it anymore. You're mean.
~If you can't change it; change the way you think about it.
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September 25th 2013, 06:11 AM
I hate seeing you this upset. I wish there was something I could do to lift some of the burden, but I know there isn't. I just really hope you know that you can ask me for anything and I will bend over backwards to make it happen for you, as long as it means you're happy.
wanderlust consumed her;
foreign hearts & exotic minds compelled her.
she had a gypsy soul
and a vibrant heart for the unknown.
-d. marie
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 25th 2013, 11:05 AM
I like you, okay? I like you. So. Damn. Much.
I just wish I could be enough.
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
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September 25th 2013, 06:09 PM
I'm torn between feeling like I was rushed and blown off and "don't be paranoid." If you really don't think I can do this, tell me. You say I'm not wasting your time and then pretty much tell me that you think I should leave. You realize if I left that I did waste your time, right?
Basically, that's an argument you're never going to win. Especially considering that you admitted you were swamped, ran over time with the person before me when you did squeeze me in,and then blocked out an hour and pushed me out the door after 34 minutes. Or you showed up 5 minutes late and pushed me out the door after 40 minutes. It's hard to prove me wrong. Then you tell me not to be paranoid. Really?
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 25th 2013, 09:15 PM
What the fuck did I ever do to you??
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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September 25th 2013, 11:03 PM
I think our friendship would work better if you weren't so immature. I do love you, but it's often like babysitting a nine-year old... it's like that's what age you are in your head. It gets so tiring finding the energy to deal with the boasting and gloating, the self-centredness and the attention-seeking. You didn't ask me one word about how my new college course was going, yet you mentioned how bored you'd been in your various classes at least four times. When you felt like you were losing the game you blamed it on us, on your letters, on anything but you, and brought up the fact that you beat me last time (really wish I'd never let you win.... it's such a trivial thing but I should have known you'd never let it go.) Everything I say is met with a sarcastic or belligerent remark. Every silence was punctured with a new statement about yourself. I can't say anything to you in confidence without worrying that it's going to be said in laughter behind my back. It just takes energy. If you would grow up a little bit, be slightly less self-involved and egotistical and not be so quick to jump down people's throats at the slightest thing, you might find I'm easier to get hold of, more willing to stay in your house, and I might text back a bit more. But you need to realise this.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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September 26th 2013, 05:46 PM
Everything that you'll want to know, or want to see. Everything that I want to make you or give you or fucking say to you will have to be said now. I'm afraid to hug you because you're so frail. I'm afraid that when I see you, I'm going to burst into tears. I love you so much.. and I'm not ready for you to go just yet. They said you have to be held when you walk; so I'll hold your little body upright. I love you to death, please remember that.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 27th 2013, 05:43 PM
I need you like plants need water and Pooh needs Piglet and Romeo needs Juliet and Miley Cyrus needs some freaking clothes but mostly like humans need oxygen to breathe I need you. Please NEED ME BACK.
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September 27th 2013, 08:58 PM
I'm not going to Florida with you. I'm not going to live with Dad, either. You wanna go? Fine. I'm not going with. That is not an option and it never was an option.
If I wanna drop out, you're gonna sign where they tell you to. If I wanna pursue my GED afterward, you're gonna sign where they tell you to. If I wanna do online, you're gonna sign where they tell you to.
I am not an adult. I am not grown. But guess what? In 568 days, I will be. You have to stop making my decisions for me. I need to be able to make my own decisions. Now is the time for me to make mistakes, so I can fall back on you. If you wait until I'm 18 to stop controlling me, you're setting me up for failure.
Please, Mom, do what makes you happy. Go to Florida or Georgia or Panama City or wherever the fuck it is that you wanna go. I am only holding you back. Let. Me. Go.
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September 27th 2013, 10:42 PM
Please take me back. I'm so sorry if I did anything to upset you. I need you in my life. I'm not being dramatic. I literally need you. Please don't stop loving me. We can work this out, I swear. Please.
Out of the ashes I'm burning like a fire. You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar. I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show. I'm a survivor in more ways than you know. 'Cause all the pain and the truth, I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed, so confused, I was broken and bruised. Now I'm a warrior.
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September 27th 2013, 10:52 PM
I know you want to help me, but I'm afraid it's too late. I don't regret telling you, but I think I waited too long and it might be too late to save everything. This is my LIFE, I don't want to risk losing it all. You have no idea how SCARED I am that my world is about to come crashing down around me. One way I'm safe and left with a mess, the other way I'm not safe and left with a bigger mess and no options. If you tell me it's still possible, I want to try and save myself now, but if it doesn't work out the dream is over and we have that conversation that you told me not to be paranoid about. I never in a million years imagined that it would work out like this and I don't know what to do. I already made the wrong decision once, doing that again ends my life Please, help me. And why am I the only one who has any trouble with this class, everyone else breezes through it no problem and I'm looking at taking it for the 4th time!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 28th 2013, 12:53 AM
I love you. I think you're cute. If only you knew the real me, you would either love me or hate me for who I am. I'm tired of keeping this a secret, but I don't want to lose you as a friend.
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 28th 2013, 03:03 AM
Mind if I sit here and eavesdrop?
What lies ahead is unknown. However, in some times, I've sighted several smooth pavements. I myself am the mender of roads, and it is with these we work on.
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September 28th 2013, 10:08 AM
You're incredibly attractive in all the right ways. I know you're straight and in what comes across as a committed relationship, I just want you to know how amazing I think you are. In every way. Not just how you look. If you ever change your mind about being straight . . . let me know.
Oh, and to my flatmate - I never know if you can hear me farting or not. If you can, I do apologise. Feel free to laugh at me or make a disgusted face.
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September 28th 2013, 08:24 PM
You know, I think Ian's the only one who's bothered to spend any time with me these days. You're so busy worrying over nothing. And you, you're busy drowning. It's no wonder I feel so alone in this family. How can I ever get anyone to bother spending any time with me, even when I try to spend time with each of you. I come and sit by you and talk, you give me the brush off and tell me you're going to watch a film. You never come visit me or ask how I'm doing. I always have to be the one to do it. It's hurtful and unfair.